👁🗨✡️ 🖖 call me coal. it/she/they. 20s. i'm a nymphomaniac and an insane person (bipolar schizoaffective & other stuff). block my #big if true tag for unreality/paranoia triggers. i post a lot of insanitystuff a lot of it overlaps with kink or mysticism, especially jewish things. mostly hyperfixations eg the šehhinah series
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when the first hot gulp of coffee hits the backs of your eyes simultaneously and expands into big saucers of wakefulness like a pair of soft-nosed bullets 🤗
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Okay so you know that Kinda Fucked Up Person™ feeling when like. Someone is nice to you at the exact right resonant frequency to make all the hairs on the back of your neck stand up
And it’s not even that they’re creepy or inappropriate but being around them gives you… like. That “someone is walking on your grave” type feeling?
What IS that, and is there a word for it? Because “pathological heebie-jeebies” isn’t getting me anywhere
#lol.#occasionally when ppl casually mention ‘talking over xyz super stressful problems w their parents’ bc their parents#‘will be more calm and experienced in this situation and can help logistically’ or anything along those lines#i get this feeling of Utter Panic on their behalf that feels internally like ‘are you stupid this is an IMMINENT DISASTER’#regardless of the person’s age. 5 year old. 30 year old.#everyone knows telling ur parents about any problem means your parents will freak out and multiply your problems 5x. right.#etc
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they wouldn't fit
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holy shit longass boogie street lore drop
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#mycroft canner????????????????????????
Just because it suddenly occurred to me Midge Maisel would be a fantastic companion. Though the actual main character of the last thing I did is Sam Vimes, which..... Hot take but i'll place in the Alright category. It'd be cool, but he has too much counter-narrative power of his own for it to Really Work in the proper companion format, y'know. Cool but something else.
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Chris von Wangenheim - Donna Mitchell & Willy van Rooy Wearing Dresses by Antonelli (Vogue Italia 1970)
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i love this freak so much. i mourn all the people who never got to hear its beautiful voice.
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big ol eyes
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When a boy…discovers that he is more given into introspection and consciousness of self than other boys his age, he easily falls into the error of believing it is because he is more mature than they. This was certainly a mistake in my case. Rather, it was because the other boys had no such need of understanding themselves as I had: they could be their natural selves, whereas I was to play a part, a fact that would require considerable understanding and study. So it was not my maturity but my sense of uneasiness, my uncertainty that was forcing me to gain control over my consciousness. Because such consciousness was simply a steppingstone to aberration and my present thinking was nothing but uncertain and haphazard guesswork.
yukio mishima, confessions of a mask
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hi hello hi ^_^
with all my health bullshit going on making it difficult to make art regularly, i still have a playlist for one of my story concepts. im working on transferring it to other sites so it's not spot exclusive but in the mean time: here it is :3
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took photos of some baby robins today
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I love movies where the plot takes place in less than a day. It’s like. What if these people were experiencing the worst 8 hours of the entire lives and you got to see the highlight reel?
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Been slowly porting my extensive bookmark list of art, PDFs, interesting videos and albums, etc. into a simple website that can serve anyone a random link from that list with the click of a button. There’s only like 100 in there so far but try it out if you like!
Walk through my archive.
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Nadja Auermann by Irving Penn for Vogue, December 1994
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so beautiful so crisp
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