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parents are like “she turned out perfectly normal”

your daughter begs someone who isn’t there for permission to finish when she touches herself

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Call me all the worst names while you fuck me just to see which one makes my cunt clench the hardest around your dick

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Sorry I moaned when you unbuckled your belt, It will happen again.

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someone plsssss make my stomach growllll

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“I am destroying myself so other people can’t,“ she said, ” and it’s the worst kind of control but it’s the only form I know.”

— S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #201 (via blossomfully)

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Dear fan fiction writers,

Can you please all come together to write Ocean’s 9?

Sincerely,

Lesbians everywhere

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*Reclines in an armchair and reads fanfiction like a man from the 1950s would read a newspaper after work*

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She’s an over thinker, so fuck her until her brain shuts off.

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It's time to quit the "no one can love you unless you love yourself" bullshit. We are social animals. We need to be shown healthy love to internalize it. Even self love is a group effort and that's not wrong.

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Balancing the deep seated urge to relapse and let myself spiral and the weirdly intense desire to heal and move on from anything that previously represented me is going to make me vomit. Im being spun like a stupid plastic top with a gaudy, peeling rainbow spiral sticker.

Im tired of letting the whole oooooo bipolar thing ruin my life but I don’t know who I am at baseline other than bored and bad at communicating. And guilty. I am violently guilty all of the time.

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its not worth it

put down the blade

put down the lighter

put down the gun

you will be okay

you will have a day where you finally are glad you woke up

you will love yourself one day.

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re-repost

not even in a sexual way but i’m just craving affection because i feel like crap i just want someone to hug me for a couple of hours and tell me i’m going to be okay 

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i hate life goodnight i hope i won't wake up lol

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I have quit sh and drinking alone, am working two jobs, meet my friends every now and then and participate in everyday life. It seems as if I’ve gotten better. But I still can’t get out of bed, still can’t paint, don’t feel home at home, still keep too many secrets, still forget to care for myself every now and then, still can’t sleep at night, in short: I still feel like a void instead of a person and I wonder if that ever changes.

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So today in History we started our Ancient Greece unit so we were all assigned a God, Goddess or Mythological figure to research to talk about tomorrow, and I literally could have filled out everyone research answers right than and there. I am not exaggerating. I also got to info-dump so much, some of it was to answer questions in class, but most of it was just to me tablemates telling them about their assigned people, the gods and goddesses who were left out and I adore, and being offended by people not knowing Jason, Hephaestus and Echo. I also can’t be stopped when I start info-dumping so my friend got a whole spiel during lunch. I may be a Percy Jackson kid but I did research far beyond reading those books. Oh I got Artemis by the way, I was hoping to get one of the underworld gang or Hestia but I am also really happy with Artemis. (Honestly though I’d be glad to get any god to infodump on)

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Reason to Live #6586

  To move to Greece with the love of my life and adopt old animals so they know they’re loved and in a nice home when they pass.– Guest Submission

(Please don’t add negative comments to these posts.)

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It’s crazy to me that there are people out there who never thought about killing themselves even once where as I think about it 24/7 every single day