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Colossal ending behind my tiny smile

It's ironic, 

How this silence has its own echo.

Only if my love could save us

I'll pour all of it, 

No questions asked

Even with all that strength

Fear put its best foot forward first,

Cause what will you do

When all my walls crushed down

And you find out that ghosts rule my town.

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At some point in time,

I know that I have to give you up.

No ounce of selfishness,

Not to consume you,

but to watch you strive.

Perhaps, in another lifetime

We can be able to do it.

To not let each other go

but to grow together

We can do it in another life, right?

So now, I'll just let you go

Feel the touch of of your absence

Paint the future without you 

Watch the same sky, but afar from you

Let me scream the silence of your name

And slowly, and slowly I'll be free 

I truly want you to be happy,

Please do the same for me.

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How can I give this love

To someone else

When your whole name

Is engraved on its edges.

Where do I put all of it?

When it wants to run

Right into your embrace.

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To let go is an act of love too,

And sometimes you have to walk away

From something surreal.

And accept that something

Can never fully align.

Carry the beauty of it,

The lows and the highs.

Out of all the billion people,

How fortunate we were

That at the same point of our lives.

We get to be at the same place

And at the same time,

We get to feel the joy of our hearts

That made us feel alive.

I hope that this is a proof that endings

Can be beautiful too,

And not filled with chaos.

~DB

"One more breakfast, one more lunch, and one more dinner. I’ll be full and happy and we can part.

And one more prolonged moment where time suspends indefinitely as I rest my head on your chest.

MY hope is if we add up the one more’s, they will equal a lifetime.

And I’ll never have to get to the part where I let you go." (c) Someone great, 2019

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Blue

If my metaphors are loud

It will just call your name.

You will find yourself

Between the lines of my piece.

Can you hear my feelings

Echoing behind the stanzas

Should I risk what's inside my heart?

And let my safe haven fall apart

What will be left for me to keep?

Is the ending bittersweet?

Painted in same hue of blue

You are still iridescent,

I wish you can see it too.

Despite of your empty eyes

I see stars that are gleaming

All this time, I always wonder

How can someone so broken

Still ends up as a masterpiece?

Even when you scream.

All I can hear is peace.

~DB

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Turning 13..

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•1 to 4

Young ones, innocent smile

It must be nice to see life

Inside your eyes, it's all carefree.

I wish I have captured it from your view

I could have sealed it, inside my young heart.

I sought comfort in silence,

That's the only way I kept it safe.

I fed it with quick glances and small talk.

For a while it lighted up with hope.

But not for too long

One of my gems has come to claim it

If you can see how her eyes sparked,

You'll let her have it too

I didn't even fought for it

I just let her have it.

Am I selfless? or I was thinking of my self less.

•5 to 9

To run away was my only escape.

I poured my everything to go against it.

Eventhough I turned all in gray,

I'll bury it deep down my grave.

That moment I knew that I won.

It was quiet, everything's at peace...

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•10 to 13

Now it is out of my hand

I just wished for sunshine,

Hope it is not raining there

After all these seasons

Is your fire still burning red?

Did you lose your spark too?

I don't want you to feel blue

So I took my foot forward

But it seems that I can't even grasp it.

Is it charade in the dark?

It is in front of me but I can't figure it out.

How cruel is it,

That after all this time,

I am here and I might lose it again

It does sound poetic,

But is it beginning with an ending?

~DB

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Slowly changing uncertain if it’s in a good way People are trying to impress rather than being true to their selves The ability to express humility is slowly fading because of vanity. Some of us are addicted to the power of fame and money instead of passion.

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From the day that had past She prayed for the love that never last. Her heart is broken and lonesome But she still believes that the right one will come. Destiny will make a way to let them be together Patience is all what she needs right now.

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Ikaw at ako

Ikaw at ako Sa araw na lumipas Pag-ibig na wagas ang dasal Mga pusong nalulumbay Pinagtagpo ng tadhana Hawakan mo aking kamay Wag ka sanang bumitaw (***) Ikaw at ako, tayong dalawa Sana’y sabay nating harapin Ang tadhana Ano mang pagsubok Tayo ay magkasama Alam mong andito ako Hindi ka na mag-iisa Puso ko’y ingatan mo At bigyang kulay pag-ibig ko Hindi sana magkalayo Patungo sa habang buhay Hawakan mo aking kamay Wag ka sanang bumitaw (***) Ikaw at ako, tayong dalawa Sana’y sabay nating harapin Ang tadhana Ano mang pagsubok Tayo ay magkasama Alam mong andito ako Hindi ka na mag-iisa ~db

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She tries to love less Cause her heart is a mess

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So this post goes like this...

Wanna know what is the worst moment that you can feel aside from losing someone you love? Here are the "worst" moments.. trying to be happy when the truth is you are dying from sadness. When you belong to a group but feel isolated. When you want to cry but forcing your self to stop and ended up choking with your own tears. When you tried your best but it was not enough. When you wish that there is a self destruct button so you can end your existence. .... but darling, you have to face the reality that this world is cruel and it won't stop spinning just because you are tired of life. Till the day that the veins in your heart has not stopped and still functioning your journey is not yet done. KAHIT ISA KANG KALUNGKUTAN NA TINUBUAN NG MUKHA. HINDI KA SUSUKO! TULOY ANG HAMON NG BUHAY.

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I wonder when will be the time where I can finally write a piece of something without any trace of sadness.

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To: Future one

If you ever find out about this piece of note that I wrote, I will be very glad: " Hey! I just want to watch the night sky and try to count the stars especially in december for me that's everything, I Love it." ~db~

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The force that will finally set me free.

Liking you wasn't a part of my plan. But just like the same tragic lovestory I did. I fell to your mesmerizing eyes. It's probably cheesy but I can't hide the truth. From days,weeks and months that had passed I don't know how I started having feelings for you. The hearts says that it is right to like you but my mind keeps on reminding to stop liking you. My mind and heart are always a disaster. Both fighting for what is right and wrong It's chaotic to have you here inside me To know the truth will help me to set myself free. I did not expected it but reality hits me. I never knew that you already have someone in your heart It was strong enough and shattered my heart But at the end I knew that it's the truth that I always wanted The truth that is now the force that will finally set me free.