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i want to be busy, busy earning lots of $. im serious. i want to be busy at career.. successful career , high income. excel and laptop. 🙏

ofc not busy doing nth useful :(

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so stingy… but better than nothing. ladies find a super wealthy and high income fella who can give u 10k? and to him it’s peanuts bc he’s too rich. better than someone who can give only 500 even if it’s his everyth >.<

the actual value, not the proportion, is more impt 🤑

jk..

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argh what am i doing… when i don’t enjoy, i think of how i want to get married and get a divorce for alimony 🤨 free “income” free $$$

🤑 argh argh

i want to work in an enjoyable company….

laws are so…technical? too much info? too many details? idk but im sorry it’s so boring……… readings are so boring …….. what cannnn i doooooo

how nice to have an ex-husband legally made to give me $, just for having been married to him on paper. faith pic lol …

dreaming .. 🤣

went for an interview where the interviewer asked why i need/want so much $ (about pay) . i didnt give real real ans bc who ans honestly to just anyone right?

since no one who knows me actually reads this, or if u r reading, tq for being that little interested in me, so i guess i can honestly put it out here.

honestly the means to live , n i need to live, and i need that sense of security to live.

it was a half joke all along whenever i declared that i rly like $ but ive come to realise it is true. never thought i’d actually really in my heart put more weight to $, even when it comes to love. nvr thought i’d believe it can be measured this way.

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past memories of things that don't matter making me suupper stressed

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who do guys think they are though?

who does he think he is? charming man?? he already has enough women in his life he should care for, what is he trying to do at work??? being a nice man is great , i guess guys don't know how to be nice but not let sparks fly.. is he very bored at work and need smth fresh and new? i guess guys are like that.

i guess it's your life and interest but pls, do it outside work context. find new women outside work. don't flirt at work. don't make things political or find love life at work.

but seriously, does he have women at different states???

jerks.

do whatever u want man, none of my business. hire new chicks play with them at work, do whatever u want with your status there. i dont care and am so glad i left. im not going to play the game. i won't fall for it. old man, u have a wife and family. u have daughters.

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if people want to play the blame game, let's play. let's play and protect ourselves.

i don't want to be nice.

yes rmbr im not here to do charity work. i am here for myself, for $. rmbr!!!

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i fell enough to even have the thought come to me - that i wouldn't mind not receiving something material, that i wouldn't mind being the hidden one, the one not receiving much, yet i would give myself.

females can't help but be this vulnerable.

and males can't help it either, their hearts just fly to any attractive beings.

in this reality, i have to always remember not to give in to my stupidity.

if i ever truly fall, i hope it is for lots of money i can get and very practical things to my advantage.

i don't want to be a fool.

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i guess i still have feelings . . and as always , i am fighting it.

but tbh, it's an experience. .. a rare one imo

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when it is over, when i am clear headed, i realise how stupid and vulnerable a female can get.

it never made sense and maybe it is not supposed to.

never ever fall in love. never. never follow that feeling.

we deserve more than that. no man is worth it. remember!!!

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i love how once i have no more feelings, it is just gone. i love this instance when it goes away when i want it to.

isn't it kinda "magical" how when i tried so hard to remove strong feelings for someone, and finally it succeeds? love how i can lose feelings :)