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THOUGHT GAINED: INFERNAL ENGINES

PROBLEM

The world is ending. You know it, your neighbor knows it, the dealer knows it, the jailer knows it, the king and all his men know it. All one has to do is look around to see it— the future is curdling into something pale and incorporeal. The infernal machine that is this stupid world is going to blow, sooner rather than later. So what are you doing? Why are you still here? Why is anyone still here?

SOLUTION

You are doing the only thing worth doing. You are living. *Why,* you ask? Try and remember now. Remember your mother’s hand on your shoulder. Remember the taste of a fresh catch. Remember the times when you were kind to the dogs in the valley and they did not bare their teeth. Remember the weight of a child on your shoulders. Remember the stars throwing their light against the wall of sodium and smog. Remember singing until your throat was raw. Remember crying just as loudly and publicly, and the gentleness with which someone opened your curled fist and pressed a handkerchief into your palm. Crying, laughing, running, eating, screaming, haunting, loving, fighting, fighting, fighting. The fight fuels you, and you fuel the fight. You run yourself ragged just for a chance to keep running. You never stop. You cannot stop. The world depends on it. *You* are the infernal engine. You are the world. And, simply put: you want to live.

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sketchbook

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this year's been long

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Back by popular demand. English Willy part 3

(Idk if I'll do another bc I feel like its run its course and unlike Scott Cawthon I would like to end my series on a high note! But to everyone who sent in asks or showed support or generally took part I love all of you and had so much fun with this. I might do more in future but I don't want part 4 to hang over me as something I HAVE to do)

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learned how to use blenders film making tools

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okay, lads, it's time to live to spite them again! take a breath, get a snack, drink some water, and let's keep it moving

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BE MAD BE SAD BUT DONT U DARE GIVE UP

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*covered in blood* i will.... *trembling* CHOOSE TO BE KIND... *in pain* i will be... NICE to others... *wanting to kill* i will see good in EVERYONE *yelding a knife* i will NOT be like those who hurt me... *screaming* i will be BETTER than who i was...

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You know, after the initial shock of everything, I am being so strongly pulled to radical hope

They want to break me, they want to break us. So don't let them. make a cup of hot chocolate. Eat that cookie that's a little *too* sugary. You are a wonderful creature worthy of love and whimsy.

We will get through this. We will persist. This fire cannot be stomped out, not while the flint of human life keeps hitting the steel. Not while people are still being fed to the fire of this world.

Let it be the fire of the hearth, not one of a dumpster.

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*grits teeth* im hopeful i believe there is good in the world im fucking hopeful

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can I just log in

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