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I haven't been very active on here in forever and I haven't felt an inspiration to do anything with it, so I started a new blog! @myhorseis-regularsized

I may still write fanfiction, but I'm working on writing more often in general :)

@buckysmischief @firefly-in-darkness thought y'all might want to know :) and anyone else I may have forgot I'd love to see y'all over there 💖

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this is simply the greatest video i have ever seen

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A national health service and a full care system, a right to housing...

No wonder the Economist is terrified.

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🚨ppl on T plz read!!🚨

hey friends, please check your 1ml vials of testosterone! there’s been a recall of a Sun Pharm batch because of bacterial contamination. i just checked and i had several from the contaminated lot i had to throw away.

the contaminated batch info is:

HAC3427A

EXP: 8/2023

manufactured by Sun Pharmaceuticals

and the number for Sun’s Customer Service Department is 1-800-818-4555

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We never actually saw what happened with Eddie’s body so obviously he’s not dead

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Shout out to Steve Harrington for apparently being the only genre-aware person in the Hawkins group, grabbing something to defend the group as soon as they hear a weird noise, poking stuff around with an oar, not letting the cursed girl spend too long on her own… and when Dustin mocks him, he snaps back, “considering the people in this room have nearly died about half a dozen times, I don’t find it funny”. He’s so right and he should say it. Steve KNOWS he’s in a horror film and he’s built to be the final girl.

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I need everyone to reblog this please. This is about my kiddo's safety. THIS IS ABOUT THE PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL WELLBEING OF A CHILD. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SPREAD THIS SHIT LIKE WILDFIRE

My kiddo and i need your help now more than ever before.

2 years ago, my child was assaulted by their paternal father during his visitation time with them. I will not go into detail about what happened because it is incredibly disturbing and gruesome, but they ended up in the hospital. I tried to press charges, but the charges were dropped because they could not find the weapon that was used.

After it happened, i took the paternal father back to court and I was able to win sole legal and sole physical custody of my kiddo.

The paternal father is once again, trying to take custody of them. They do not want to see their father, they want absolutely nothing to do with him. They are 11 years old now and I feel that they are old enough to make that choice and that it should be respected.

I need help raising $$ for a lawyer and court fees so that i can fight this and protect them. I do not want them to be further traumatized by being forced to see their paternal father against their will. Please, please help me protect them. Help my kiddo stay safe.

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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IF YOU CANNOT DONATE THEN PLEASE REBLOG!!!!!!

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kids remind me, often, of the things i've taught myself out of.

i have a big dog. he looks like a deer. he is taller than most young children. while we were on a trail the other day, a boy coming our direction saw us and froze. he took a step back and said: "i'm feeling nervous. your - your dog is kind of big."

goblin and i both stopped walking immediately. "he is kind of a big dog," i admitted. "he's called a greyhound. they are gentle but they are pretty tall, which is kind of scary, you're right. their legs are so long because they are made for running fast. i am sorry we scared you. would you like us to stand still while you move past us, or would you feel more safe in your body if we move and you stay still?'

"oh. i didn't know that about - greyhounds. i think i ... i want to stay still," he said. at this point, his adult had caught up to us. "i'm nervous about the dog," he told her, "so i'm - i'm gonna stay still." she didn't argue. she didn't make fun of him. she just smiled at him and at me and held his hand while goblin and i, with as wide of a berth as we could make, crept our way through.

behind us, i heard him exhale a deep breath and kind of laugh - "he was really big, huh? she said it's because greyhounds have to go fast."

"he was big," she said. "i understand why that could have made you a little scared."

"yeah. next time i - next time do you think i could maybe ask to touch him? when - i mean, next time, maybe, if i'm not nervous."

later, going to a work event, in the big city, i stood outside, trembling. my social anxiety as a caught bird in my chest. i took a deep breath and turned to my coworker. she's not even really my friend yet. i told her: "i feel nervous about this. i am not used to meeting new people, ever since covid."

she laughed, but not in a mean way. she said she was nervous too. she reached her hand out and held mine, and we both took another deep breath and walked in like that, interlinked. a few people asked us - together? - and i told the truth: i feel nervous, and she's helping. over and over i watched people relax too, admitting i feel really kind of shy lately actually, thank you for saying that.

the next time i go to an event, and i feel a little scared, i ask right away: wanna hold hands? this feels a little dangerous. i hesitate less. i don't hide it as much. i watch for other people who are also nervous and say - it's kinda hard, huh?

i know, logically, i'm not good at asking for help. but i am also not good at noticing when i need help. i've trained myself out of asking completely, but i've also trained myself to never accept my own fears or excuses. i have trained myself to tamp down every anxiety and just-push-through. i don't know what i'm protecting myself from - just that i never think to admit it to anyone.

but every person on earth occasionally needs comfort. every person on earth occasionally needs connection. many of us were taught independence is the same thing as never needing anything.

each of us should have had an adult who heard - i feel nervous and held our hand and asked us how we could be helped to feel safe. no judgement, and no chiding. many of us did not. many of us were punished for the ways that we seemed "weak".

but here is something: i am an adult now. and i get nervous a lot, actually. and if you are an adult and you are feeling a little nervous - come talk to me. we can hold hands and figure out what will help us feel safe in our bodies. and maybe, next time, if we're brave, we can pet the dog that's passing.

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I barely get on here anymore but I when I do it's to check to see if you've updated anything 🥰 so excited to see where this goes!!!

shape up, boys - 4

?? x f!reader

summary: not necessarily looking to date anyone at all, the reader finds herself in a love triangle.. or is it a square?

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This is gonna be MESSY 👀👀 I'm so pumped!

shape up, boys - 3

?? x f!reader

summary: not necessarily looking to date anyone at all, the reader finds herself in a love triangle.. or is it a square?

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IM SO EXCITED!!! I love your smaus 😍

shape up, boys - instagram profiles

?? x f!reader

summary: not necessarily looking to date anyone at all, the reader finds herself in a love triangle.. or is it a square?

**an: i know its been forever since ive posted anything, so if you're apart of my permanent taglist and no longer wish to be, please let me know!

**both tag lists are open

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maturing is realising there isn’t a “best spiderman” theyre all idiots who decided to sleep off a spider bite instead of going to a hospital 💀

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So proud of my mother for doing her own research after I sent her that meme. A sign she hung in her car window.

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i hate this place i want to go to build a bear

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Doctor: How are you?

Me: I’m good thanks you?

Doctor: so what can i do for you

Me: *immediately begin to list all the ways in which i am NOT good*

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finally