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2pac's 'all eyez on me' cd packaging, 1996.

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This has been on my mind rent free ever since Dre passed away.

The day after it happened I was crippled by anxiety, grief and sadness. I couldn’t leave my house, even to go to the car.

When I finally went to the store, I was scared to be surrounded by people and left the store immediately. And then this verse came to me.

Everyday, evil is around the corner and just an arms reach from us. But I won’t fear any evil because God is with me.

My journey to deepen my faith has honestly saved me from the world and from myself. Terrible, bad, heartbreaking and evil things happen but I will fear no evil.

God hasn’t given us a spirit of fear (2 Timothy 1:7) I will cry, and think about what happened, and cry some more however I won’t let fear over take me, I’ve done way too much work. I’m extremely thankful to have people in my life who pray for me (us), listen to me and allow me to be weak when I have to be. When I just can’t think of any words and all I can do is cry. When I’m worried about my son, my nephew, and their future. It’s just too much and I wouldn’t be able to get through it if it wasn’t for my support system.

God please give us the strength this day and everyday.

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A lot has happened. And I’m still processing every moment. God please give us the strength

10:50pm

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To be loved, prayer for, courted and considered.

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"When you feel a peaceful joy, that's when you are near truth." - Rumi

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