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🦋 Alexis | like or reblog if u use 🦋

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🌷Beautiful🌷

“All bodies are beautiful.” I say as I reach my final hour of fasting, my vision spotting as I stand up too quickly, nausea pooling in my gut.

“All bodies are beautiful.” I say as I pop three times the recommended number of laxatives, the sweet taste they leave behind making me gag, already preparing for the worst.

“All bodies are beautiful.” I say as I nibble at a stalk of celery, the crunchiness uncomfortable to swallow, a chore to keep down.

“All bodies are beautiful.” I say as I shove my fingers down my throat, heaving until nothing but stomach acid and bile remain, my nose burning horribly.

“All bodies are beautiful.” I say as I sit there under the cold shower water, my form shaking and quivering uncontrollably, knees drawn up to my chest, a perfect way to disguise the fat rolls of my tummy.

“All bodies are beautiful.” I say as I lay alone in my bed, tears in my eyes, lips pressed into a tight line, determined not to cry, hunger pangs physically painful, head spinning.

But if “All bodies are beautiful.” then why isn’t mine?

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Piszcie, pytajcie. Zawsze służę pomocą :)

Ask me guys!

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“You can always ask for help if you need to”

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Alexis Ren 📷

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Not a lot but what I could edit really quick.

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alexisren: it’s been raining at home and I’m getting restless

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bryant: still in the bahamas w/ @alexisren ✨ - who’s ready for new coachella photos this weekend? 📸 #slsbahamar / #worldofsbe 🌴