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Today it was the day where Liam would watch Elliot the whole day and together they spend their day with going to the cinema to see one of those childish movies for very young boys. It was adorable to see how Elliot reacted on everything which was on the big screen. Liam mostly watched Elliot instead of the movie, a big smile was on his face the whole time and the little boy started to pout when the movie was done. Liam grabbed Elliot his hand after he told him that the movie was finished and that they now have to get out of the cinema so that other people can see the movie within the next few minutes. They both walked out of the cinema and Liam looked at his watch while he was still holding Elliot' his hand. "Should we make daddy happy with some .... nandos?" he asked as he kneeled down to face Elliot who was eagerly nodding with his head and made grabby hands for him to pick him up and carry him along. Liam chuckled and grabbed Elliot who was happily pointing into the direction of Nandos.

When they finally had picked up some nandos and Liam put Elliot in the car seat before he got into the drivers seat with on the passenger seat the bag full of nandos. He felt his Phone vibrate and smiled, "Daddy is almost home, El." He saw in his mirror that Elliot was eagerly clapping in his hands. Luckily Jude went with the tube to his work, so Liam and Elliot would be home sooner than he would. Liam started the car and drove towards their home, where he parked into the parking lot and got out of the car with the nandos in his hand which he put on the car when he got Elliot out of the car as well who immediately ran towards the frontdoor of the block which made the other male laugh while he grabbed the nandos and locked the car. Both of them took the elevator while Liam was grabbing the keys for their house to open it, when they got out of the elevator they both walked up to their apartment and once again Elliot ran inside before Liam could. He walked in and closed the door behind his bum. He put off his coat and noticed how Elliot his coat and shoes layed on the floor. He hung both of their coats up and put Elliot' his shoes to the side before he took off his own shoes as well and went towards the kitchen. He heard how Elliot put on the television,

Liam grabbed some plates along with some glasses and fork plus knife for Jude and himself, one of them would have to help Elliot but he does get a fork. He put everything on the table and layed everything out before he heard Jude his voice. "Hey babe," he said and looked aside to see Elliot look up with wide eyes and run towards where he heard Jude his voice come from. "Look out! Elliot is coming your way."

You won't ever be alone, Wait for me to come home

Jude’s almost drying to go home, when the clock strikes eight and the show’s over and down with. He can finally go home to Elliot and of course his Liam. He thinks about everything they’ve been through over the last year, everything that’s happened, and he can’t believe he was lucky enough to be blessed with not only a beautiful healthy baby boy, but also a man who’s stood beside him through thick and thin. The moment they get off the air, he shoots out of his chair and grabs his thing, saying a quick goodbye to the guy’s at the studio and head’s out into the freezing cold streets of London. They’d decided to take turns watching Elliot, and also hurried a nanny for the times they were both out, with Liam trying to go solo after his time away from Music on the island. Almost home he texts him, as he heads towards the tube.  A car would be quicker, if it hadn’t decided to break down. He scrolls through his time line as he sits on the tube, there is a hum of someone’s music blaring through their speakers, and it relax’s him. The tube’s warm, and in his jacket, it’s almost to warm and he needs to stop himself from falling asleep. When his stop arrives, he wraps his arms around himself and exists the train, heading up the escalators. The cold clutches him, and he hurries down the street, ready to be in his warm apartment away from the cold. When he reaches the block, he pulls his keys out and unlocks the doors, than rides the elevator up the stairs and enters the apartment “babe” he calls as he walks through the hallway “I’m home.”  

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Liam nodded with his head and also stood up from the table just like Jude did right in front of his sight. "I'm okay with that, babe. Let's get out of here," he said and nodded with his head once again while he smiled at the blonde haired male who walked to the other side of the table and put his hand out for him to take. "Well, luckily we aren't a middle aged couple who have been married for twenty years and have long stopped having sex. Right?" he said with a little giggle leaving his mouth. After that he took Jude' his hand and nodded once again with his head to let Jude know he would like to go have an adventure with him.

The brown eyed male frowned a little bit with his eyebrows when he heard what Jude said, "Fall down the rabbit hole with me? What do you mean with that, babe? I mean I have no idea where you are talking about right now and I definitely would like to know what you exactly mean with this," he said and was still looking a bit confused at the blonde haired male.

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Jude looks at Liam for a moment before he bites his lip. He stuffs a hand into his pockets and grips his car keys tightly before he looks up and smiles at Liam “let’s get out of here” he suggests and stands from the table dusting off his trousers “this place is stuffy and boring and we’re more than dining with middle aged couples who’ve been married for twenty years and have long since stopped having sex.” Jude walks to the other side of the table and puts out his hand for Liam to take “let’s go have an adventure yeah?” Jude wasn’t sure where they should go, a hundred places flashed in front of his eyes.

He settles for a place where he used to go sometimes with mates, a half an hour drive out of the city that he knows Liam would love. He looks down at the older boy hand still extended “come on” he urges “fall down the rabbit hole with me” and really that was how he had felt when he’d woken up from the hospital, all confused in a world that looked like his own but felt so very different, minus the talking flowers and animals of course. He had embraced everything that was different now, and he wants Liam to talk his hand so very much.

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Liam simply smiled at the blonde haired male who just said it wasn't wrong at all, "You kind of made it seem like it with the way you reacted. But I guess you took it the wrong way around, though it doesn't matter. You understand what I meant right now and that is where it all is about - I suppose." A bigger smile on his face got formed and then he looked down at the menucard in his hands. What did he wanted to eat? They were at an Italian, again. But he loved it and apparently Jude also still knew the male loved it. Strangely enough. When he knew what he wanted, he looked at the icecreams already so he had a longer choice to pick out what he wanted. They would ask him after the dinner so he was fine with chosing.

Then he heard Jude' his voice once again which made him look up from the menu, "Same for me." He closed the menu and put it down now as well. Then he again listened to what Jude was saying to him and Liam nodded with his head when he heard the blonde haired male his 'So.' Curious what he was going to say to him. "Oh really? That is great! Now Elliot and I can finally hear you on the radio when we are driving to the supermarket," he said with a smile on his face and then he looked with a frown at the blonde haired male when he heard what he said about the date. "Don't be so silly. This date isn't bad. It is just different, not bad."

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Jude nods “That isn’t wrong at all babe.” There was nothing wrong with being happy that they were moving in the direction Liam wanted, Liam deserved to be happy, maybe—no for sure more than him. He looks down at the menu again and tries to decide what he wants. He looks up at Liam for a moment his eyes peaking out from behind the menu and laughs under his breath. He doesn’t know where that came from, he feels like a kid again. He hadn’t been on a proper sit down date in a while. Most started and ended with sex, since Natalie had broken up with him. It was about sex, plain and simple. Sex didn’t have emotions in it, not the way Jude did it anyway.

"Yes I do babe" he says and puts his menu down taking a sip of wine. "So" he clears his throat "I start work in a couple weeks I’m really excited about it" his not sure what to say, an Awkward spell had fallen upon them. Jude just wanted to get it right so bad and make this date a success that he was ruining "I’m sorry this date is so bad" he mutters.

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Liam listened to what Jude was saying and he nodded with his head, but he suggested that Jude didn't understood what he was meant to say. It came out a little bit weird, he must admit that but it wasn't in any bad way at all. It was actually a good thing because his stomach got a little happier when he heard those words. Just those small and simple words could make Liam feel so - so much better and he had no idea it would until he pretty much just lost Jude like that. "No you aren't wrong. You aren't wrong at all. I may have made it sound weird a little bit but what I actually meant was like.. The last time you said Elliot was your child and that you wanted to do more than I would do. It's just a long time ago that I have heard those words and it made me so happy so a second. Is that so wrong?" he asked and looked up to the blonde haired male who was taking a large sip of wine.

The brown eyed male listened to everything the blue eyed male was saying to him and he nodded with his head as a sign of 'I understand what you mean.' He has heard the last part loads of times lately and he again nodded with his head in understanding "I know and I also know that I need to have patient with you, I don't say I haven't got any patient with you because in my opinion I do? It just made me happy those words, but I will try to act normal again..." He shrugged it off and then looked around before he looked backat the blonde haired male, Jude, again. "Already know what you want?"

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Jude frowns a little “I thought we were you know gonna try being together…I thought that was what this date was about?” he doesn’t understand. Jude had thought Liam wanted to be his partner, wanted Elliot to be theirs, had gotten upset when Jude had tried to say otherwise and now his making and effort and Liam’s frowning like something’s wrong and ti’s giving him a horrible feeling in the pit of his stomach “if I was wrong, that’s okay no feelings hurt” he swallows hard and takes a large sip of wine, thank god he had ordered it.

"I just want things t go back to normal, it sucks not being able to remember, I know there were bad times but there were so many good times that I wish I could have back" he sighs "but I want to try and make it work, ‘me’ before the accdient loved you a lot, more than anything…and I’d really like to get back to that place. You just have to be patient with me."

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"Sure you can, because I have figured out you are still that dirty little male I knew before the accident. Still cheeky about that, even though we barely talked about it or did anything. I can just notice it about you and your whole attitude," Liam said and laughed a little bit because of the smirk on the blonde haired male his face. The whole smirk was so cheeky, he had no idea why it was so enjoyable for the brown haired male to see that smirk but it was whatever. "I can imagine that, yes. You wake up from an accident and all of a sudden you have a child that you can't remember. ...Our Elliot?" he asked and frowned a little bit while he was biting his lower lip. That was actually a really long time ago that he had heard that coming out of Jude' his mouth. Then he closed the menu thingy, because he knew what he wanted. His favorite of all time. Lasagna with peaches.

"...Partner?" he asked once again because again Jude haven't called him that in a very - very long time. Liam was really confused with what was going on right now, because first the blonde haired male said 'Our Elliot' and then he says partner about Liam - at least that is what the brown haired male suggested.  Then he noticed the wink and he got little blushes on his cheeks while he looked down because he felt a little bit ashamed of his blushes.

The date.

Jude smirks “I can imagine” he laughs and he doesn’t know how far he wants to take it tonight. He knows that the kiss felt amazing and he wants to do more of that but he doesn’t know how far he’s willing to go before he has to cross the line. He’ll just wing it and see what happens as the evening goes on. His best when he just let’s go and let’s the night progress everything will work out. He orders a bottle of wine, and looks through his menu as he looks at Liam smiling. “You know I still can’t believe I have a kid. I never thought it would actually happen and than I woke up and I have like the best kid in the world…I mean I don’t want to brag but I do thing Elliot, our Elliot is the best kid in the world.” His a allowed to think that, all parent’s think their kids are the best it’s how it works, at lest good parent’s do. 

He takes a sip of the wine, let’s it run down his throat “I mean I have the life I always wanted, partner, kid. The house, job of my dreams….how’d I get so lucky” he throws a wink Liam’s way.

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Liam nodded with his head while he smiled towards the blonde haired male next to him in the passenger seat. "We will do that," he said once again and just within twenty minutes they arrived at the restaurant Jude had planned to go to apparently. He did drove several of times past this restaurant if he remembers it good. The brown haired male parked the car into the parking lot and then got out of the care before he locked it safely. He just walked together with Jude into the restaurant where they had to wait one or two minutes before they were seated at the booth. It was a nice spot and a nice table, Jude did well on this - once again, "Of course I do like Italian." He smiled and then looked around once again, it was a beautiful restaurant and it also was - once again - a beautiful table they were sitting on.

Then the brown haired male heard Jude' his question and he thought about it for a couple of seconds, "Our first date was also at a restaurant." And before he could even continue he heard another question coming from the blonde haired male his place. "You planned it, because - if I remember it correctly - you wanted to show me how much I meant to you. So you set up this beautiful date at the restaurant and well yeah, we had a wonderful night and then went back home where we eh.... did stuff. Yes. Stuff."

The date.

"Okay than we’ll decide when we’re done with dinner" the streets were quite packed but than again Jude hadn’t expected any different it was a Friday night and they were going to quite a popular part of London. So it took about twenty minutes to arrive at the restaurant. They parked into the restaurants parking and headed in. It only took a minute or two before they were seated at the booth just like Jude has reversed. "I hope you like Italian" he says although he know’s for sure Liam likes the food, or else he wouldn’t have chosen the place.

"So what was our first date like?" he asks, wanting as much information as possible "did you plan it or did I?" he often wonders how these sorts of things go when their both men. They both want to take care of the other, so who deicdes, who takes are of what. It was rather confusing to Jude but it was just something he was going to have to over come.

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"What can I say.." Liam started and shrugged a little bit with both of his shoulders, "I guess I am pretty sweet indeed. But hey, you tell me." He laughed and then noticed the wink the blonde haired male was giving him before he opened the door so they could head outside. He noticed how it was a little bit chilly, but still okay to walk around with just a blazer. Beside that, the summer was almost going so that was a little bit better. Liam closed the door and then walked together with the blonde haired male towards his car where he opened the drivers seat while Jude opened the passenger seat and got into it. Liam put on his seatbelt and then listened to what Jude said to him, "That is okay. I will follow the instructions, as easy as it is luckily." Those GPS things were definitely their saving with things like this, because otherwise it wouldn't be a surprise anymore even though he could still sneak but he wouldn't do that to respect Jude.

While the brown haired male was driving he listened to what Jude said about not having anything planned after the dinner, he shrugged and was still listening to the blonde haired male. "We will see in whatever we feel like, okay babe? It is your night so I rather want you to decide instead of me."

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"How sweet of you" he jokes and gives Liam a wink before he opens the door and heads outside. It’s a little chilly, but other than that it’s a still night. A rare night in London in fact because the sky was a spotless Black, you could see the stars shinning above and that was a rarity, because usually the sullen grey clouds blocked the starts from sight, maybe the gods above really wanted this date to go well. He walks to the car, and opens the passenger seat getting inside and fastening his seat belt. "I’ll just put the address into the GPS" he tells Liam as he plays around with Liam’s GPS that’s plugged in to the dashboard. It’s a little more complicated than Jude’s but he manages in the end and soon their driving down the streets towards the restaurant.

"I don’t really have anything planned after the dinner we could go for a walk, or go home or do something else if you could think of something to do" Jude tells him. 

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Liam nodded with his head when he heard what Jude said to him, "Okay babe. I will be done soon, I am almost done as you can see." He had already done his hair, brushed his teeth, put on some nice smell and also shaved his little beard. Though, not all of it because he actually liked his own beard even though it wasn't even that much right now. He rather had just a little bit than an actual beard because that made him look so old. When he had put on his blouse he also put on his and then just only needed to put on his shoes after that. The nice black shiny shoes, because those looked amazing with his suit he had picked for tonight.

After that he grabbed his phone, wallet and checked if everything was in his wallet as well. He smiled and then put it both in his pockets before he headed downstairs. When he was downstairs he saw Jill and Elliot, he greated them and smiled. "I am sure Elliot won't be a problem, Jill," he said with a warm smile and then walked towards the door where Jude was probably already waiting for him. "Well, I try for you."

The date.

"Alright well I’ll let you finish and I’ll go say goodbye to Elliot" he says and walks down the stairs. Jill’s in sixth form and the daughter of one of Jude’s co workers at the station. She’s a sweet kid, about to turn eighteen and when her father had mentioned she was a baby sitter Jude hadn’t wasted any time to call her up and offer her a job. He heads into the sitting room where their sitting on the couch, Elliot on the girls lap and he smiles heading over and kissing the little boy’s head "be good for Jill monkey" he instructs and makes sure to tell her again that if anything and he means anything happens to call them and they’d be home as soon as possible.

When his done he leaves them and heads to the kitchen tucking his wallet and phone into his back pockets and waits for Liam by the door. When he sees Liam he smirks “don’t you like dashing” he compliments.

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Liam nodded with his head when he heard what Jude said to him, "Then it will be a suit, babe." He packed up the jeans and normal shirt and put that back into the closet so their bedroom won't become some stupid mess. After that he put the other clothes back he smiled at Jude when he noticed he was looking at him while he was just wearing his boxer and nothing more. He took a seat on the bed and grabbed the pants while he was listening to the blonde haired male his sentence. "Feels like our first date, though, it has been a couple of weeks ago that we have been on an actual date indeed," he said and then shrugged while he closed his buttons of his pants. Then he put on the blouse of the clothes he had layed out before and was still looking plus listening at the blonde haired male.

"Aha so the girl arrived when I was debating what to wear. Luckily she didn't walked in, because that would have been a shame," he said with a little laugh and shook with his head because he could actually see it happen. Though, it wouldn't be too bad, because he has been spotted in boxers by others before. "Tonight is definitely going to be special, babe. Don't worry about that because I like everything that you plan."

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"Oh a suit for sure" he tells Liam. It was a facy place, and on a Friday night you weren’t going to find anyone not looking their best.He looks Liam up and down in nothing but his boxers and smirks "it’s our first date…well the first one I can remember, we’re going somewhere special." He had booked the booth that over looked the garden, all lit up it was absoutly stunning, a real sight to see and he hopes Liam likes it.

"Yeah Jill arrived about ten minutes ago, I gave her the list of instructions and both our numbers and I’m sure he’ll be fine. His just going to sleep the whole night away." he explains and dusts off his shoulders "I can’t wait, tonight’s going to be special. 

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Liam was standing right in front of the closet looking for something to wear in his boxers and nothing more. He and Jude had a date together and he wasn't sure if he should dress himself up nicely or just normal. So he took two different looks out of his closet and put that one the bed. Thinking about what he should do. Be classic and a real gentlemen or be normal and just be himself. Literally just at that moment he heard the blonde haired male his voice and he looked up with a little smile on his face. He noticed that Jude was just putting on his blazer and he looked for a little bit at the blonde haired male. "Well hello there other stranger. What should I wear? Just a jeans and a shirt or a suit?" he asked the other male with a questioning look on his face.

Then he heard Jude' his question and he nodded with his head in agreement, "That is okay, babe. I will drive us to wherever you want us to go." He smiled and then looked back at the two different looks of clothes he had layed out on the bed. "I am almost ready, just need to put on my clothes and then I am done. Is Elliot already with the nanny?" he said and then looked with frowning eyebrows towards the blonde haired maled.

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Jude was a little nervous about this date. Set aside the fact that his never been on a date with a guy, this wasn’t just any guy and while his feeling where growing for Liam, their was still an unsettling feeling. Jude had picked the restaurant, one in London he used to go to quite often before the accident. He knew the head waiter, and got a great table so all there was left to do was get ready and get going. “Hey stranger” he greets Liam as he walks into the bedroom while putting on his blazer.

"Are you going to drive us?" he asks, because he was still quite scared of driving. In fact when he starts work he’d made an arrangement Cotton for her to pick him up until he finds the confidence to drive a car again. The last time he’d tried her felt sick to his stomach. He looks down at his watch and smiles "we’ll go when your ready babe."

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Liam nodded with his head when he saw how Jude stood up and heard him saying that he was going to make sure they had everything they needed for Jude to make them mac and cheese. The brown haired male gave the little baby next to him a poke on his nose and then put on the television on Elliot' his favorite programm. "Oh look at that, Elliot. Your favorite."

Family bonding → Jiam.

Jude nods and stands up “let me go make sure we have what we need” he tells Liam and heads into the kitchen. He opens the drawers and finds a box of pasta, that would do. He pulls it out and leaves it on the counter by the cooker and than goes to the fridge to find the mac and cheese mix. He checks the date, happy hat it wouldn’t expire for another two weeks he grabs a pot and turns on the cooker, starting to cook. 

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"The little daydreamer, cute," Liam said and noticed how Jude kissed Elliot' his head, he simple smiled at the sight of that. "Seems like a good idea. Mhm, I am good with mac and cheese and definitely when you make it," he said with a big smile on his face when he looked up from Elliot to Jude.

Family bonding → Jiam.

He nods as he places him in the middle of them “yeah he was just day dreaming I think” he laughs as he kisses Elliot’s head. “Shall I start making dinner than? I think we have some mac and cheese mix, unless you feel like something else?” he asks. 

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"Hey hey hey, they are my legs. I also need them. You have your own precious legs, babe," Liam said while he laughed and shook with his head after he noticed that Jude was throwing a wink at him. "Mhm, I am not sure. I haven't heard him crying?" The brown haired male shrugged a little bit and then saw how he stood up to stretch his legs. Looking him walking upstairs and then smiled a little bit, he watched the end of the movie he was watching and then put the television off when he heard Jude walking downstairs again. "Oh was he just waiting?"

Family bonding → Jiam.

"They must be" he jokes "I might just steal them" he laughs and throws a wink Liam’s way. "Is Elliot awake yet?" he asks as he stands up stretching his legs. He walks up the stairs towards Elliots room and smiles when he sees the boy sitting down looking out at the hallway through the bars "monkey" he smiles as he lifts the baby up and places him on his hip and he walks down stairs "your such a good monkey didn’t even make a fuss just waited for someone to come get you."

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Liam noticed how Jude got off his lap and sit down normally, he listened to what he was saying and laughed a little bit. "I'm glad you had a good sleep, babe," he said while he looked at the blonde haired male who was rubbing in his own eyes. "That is definitely a good sign, maybe my lap makes your head hurt less. Miracle legs, I got." He laughed at his own silly joke and then listened to what Jude asked him. He shrugged and quickly looked from Jude to the television to the blonde haired male once again. "Just watching some old school superhero movies," he said and smiled.

Family bonding → Jiam.

Jude smiles at Liam as he gets off his lip and sits down “it was good” he says rubbing his eyes “my head doesn’t hurt as much so I think that’s a good sign” he smiles “what did you do while I was asleep?” he asks feeling a little bad that Liam had to sit there while Jude slept, but Liam did make a great pillow that’s for sure,

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Liam decided to watch some classic movies, such as batman. Not sure how long Jude would be asleep and neither how long Elliot would be asleep. But then he heard a raspy voice coming from down on his lap. "Hey sleeping beauty," he laughed and looked down to the blonde haired male who was definitely just waking up from his little nap he had on his lap. "Had a nice sleep, bae?"

Family bonding → Jiam.

When Jude wakes up his comfortable laying on Liam’s thighs it’s one of the best sleeps his gotten in weeks and when he flutters his eyes open his smiles sleepily up at Liam “hey” he says, his voice rasp. Jude finds himself wanting a lot of sleep these days, it comes down to the accident and being sick, his body’s still trying to catch up.  

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"If you say so, babe. I will also stay when you want me to leave," Liam said and stroked a little bit over Jude' his cute little cheeks. He was really happy that it came out like this after just a little family bonding. To be honest? Liam didn't even expected to kiss Jude, but it did happen and it is crazy but he loved every inch of it. "Sleep well and have some nice dreams, babe."

Family bonding → Jiam.

"Not even when I want you to" he whispers and drifts off to sleep Liam very much present in his mind as he thinks about the events of today and how they had unraveled. He’d never thought he’d come this far, he would never admit it but there were so many times he thought about leaving because he was just too much. He stayed though, and while he still feels weird. He doesn’t feel like his world is going to crumble into pieces anymore and he thinks of that as a win "night angel."