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Liang Headcanons

Absolutely 100% gay. He ended up having a major crisis over this. Not only because he was raised to think it was wrong but also because between the temple, the mafia and prison, he was also questioning if he only felt this way because his whole life, he’s pretty much only ever been around men.

He’s told next to no one that he’s gay and doesn’t intend to until he’s out of prison. He already gets enough shit just for looking the way he does and he does not want to add more fuel to the fire.

Realising he’s gay made him hate being called “feminine” and “like a woman” even more. He does not want to be stereotyped.

He’s not afraid of the other inmates, he’s just so over it. He’s so tried of the comments and behaviour that comes his way constantly and just doesn’t want to deal with getting even more of it. The only thing he was really afraid of was losing the respect or even his entire relationships with the people he actually cares about. Like Rock and Samon.

The only person he’s opened up to about this so far is Rock. Over time, he not only became a close and trusted friend to Liang but he became one of the only people he would trust with something like this, and he had to ask someone if being like this was normal. Or even right.

Opening up to Rock went better than Liang expected or hoped it would. Ever since he did Rock has been well, Liang’s rock. He’s been completely understanding and supportive. He assured Liang that there’s nothing wrong with being the way he is and he even opened up to him that he liked guys himself (he’s pan).

Laing has also considered coming out to Qi because he’s the least judgmental person he knows but Qi’s morals have always questionable at best. Also, Liang has a horrible feeling that Qi would just try to show him some of those disgusting magazines.

If Liang finds those magazines in his cell, he makes sure everyone involved (mainly Inori) gets their asses kicked because “Not in the same cell as Upa! Oh my god!” It does not mater how many times Upa says something along the lines of “as if I would even touch them.”

Basically a helicopter parent when it comes to Upa. He’s beyond thankful that finally has some good influences in his life life, like Samon and the Rokorikki brothers. He was worried for years about how he would turn out. If he even made it to adult at all.

Due to what he’s done in the past, he does not see himself as being a good influence.

He’s thankful for Nico as well. He isn’t sure how good of an influence he is (he can be quite reckless) but he thanks to him Upa has finally been able to bond with someone his own age and he’s helping Upa to be a kid and enjoy life again.

Relates to Jyugo. He spent so long surviving instead of living that he’s forgotten most of the things he likes and now he’s trying to find them again. He’s sure that Upa is the same so he’s taken notes from Rock, Nico and Uno and has been encouraging Upa to finds more things he likes too.

Cannot tell anyone about his upbringing without them being like “Holy shit. You were raised in a cult.” Upa and Qi are convinced of this.

Sometimes he thinks maybe he was raised in a cult…

He’s kind of scared about being released. He wants to rejoin society and find a life for himself but at the same time, he doesn’t really have anywhere to go and he doesn’t know what he’ll do once he is released.

He doesn’t ever intend on going back to the temple he was raised in. For one, he’s afraid of what he’ll find. He seriously doubts Hachiman actually kept his promise and even if the temple is still standing and everyone in it is still alive, he doesn’t want to see his old master again.

He has complex post traumatic stress disorder as the result of his mafia years and what he went through with Enki. He hated that he has this for years and to an extent still does. He doesn’t feel this way so much anymore but sometimes it can still make him feel weak.

He’s grateful he met Chimney, he feels she helped him become a wiser, mentally stronger and more mature person.

Over the years, he’s slowly started to realise the temple raised him with some very unhealthy teachings and their practices have done him more harm than good. There was his encounter with Chimney for one, which made him realise how arrogant he had been about women and he also used to think that opening up about one’s thoughts and emotions was for weak people. He was honestly offended when Samon signed him up for mandatory counselling (he did this with all three of the cell 8 inmates the moment he was in charge of them) because he thought it meant Samon thought he was weak. He rejected it for a long time but eventually, it did start to help. He’s now grateful Samon signed him up for it, as it’s helped him not only heal and grow as a person but grow past the damaging things he was raised to believe. And he now knows that he was never weak for needing help, he was just human.

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aww look at us all cuddled up 🥺🥰

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why is it always liang x fem reader… blud doesn’t even know what a woman is 💔

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It's "match your ice cream to your favourite supervisor" day chat

i love cell 8 very much they're my fav inmates (found family core)

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