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Damn..

I can’t believe it’s been a year.

I look into the distance with RayBans clear

But still don’t see you around here...

Damn.

I’ve roamed around these cities too long

I’ve proven myself more days that I was wrong

Because I thought I couldn’t go on...

Living this life this strong

But I was wrong...

Damn.

I’ve seen your face

And gave a chase

After you into strange crowds.

But I could never catch you.

I saw you walking in a red dress

After I left you

Until you disappeared in thin air.

I’ve even ripped out some of my own hair

And collapsed there; hair in my clenched fists, fists pressed on my knees-in these miseries I exist.

I prayed and meditated

But your article demonstrated

It was all of no use.

Maybe God in heaven just cut us loose.

Again, what’s the use?

I’m flying downhill like a loose caboose

3 1 2 Goose Island IPA and Grey Goose.

Yeah, that’ll cure the pain.

Lift yourself with some swishers filled with Mary Jane.

That’ll help you understand

and explain.

Literally, I mean this; I’m not playin.

These words from a buzz are ripping my heart like filet an’d

Putting my mind on display then,

Revealing the worst part

Damn, she tore me apart.

I loved you from the start,

And hated you as well.

If you’re not in heaven but in hell,

I’ll follow you there.

Because I care;

Because I don’t;

Because I shouldn’t;

Because I wouldn’t;

Let it get me.

I was selling and consuming ecstasy!

Wasn’t those hard drugs enough?

Even though they weren’t addictive to us,

just to get you off the stuff?!

I tried,

I spied cuz you lied then I cried; rolled over and moved on but I’m alive and you died..

I wanted to help.

I gulped like WHELP,

This is it but it can’t be.

I’ll never think free..

Damn.

In a week it’s a year-No!

I’m in love again though.

Her heart flutters for me yo,

And mine for hers.

I hope she lifts the curse.

But which is worse: hold the pain all inside,

Instead of hugging somebody that cared while I cried,

To just let it all out

And shout

Asking god why she died.

Damn.

Don’t ask me no more questions!

I’m tired of y’all guessing

I know I’m just stressing.

I’m trying to find a subtle but important lesson

Or more in every extreme blow life do,

And every brain speeder third eye see-er I do.

Let me remind you,

I’ve been a drug addict before;

I still am.

It’s an every day war

Like damn,

Take a bottle and slam,

Stick your arm with a rig like a oven thermometer in ham.

Goddamn.

Heroin, crack, cocaine,

LSD, Ecstacy, bars, da buzz it’s insane?

I’m standing in rain,

Exhaling the pain,

Then breathing it in,

To do it again.

You win,

Only when you’ve crossed the finished line

Meaning dead and gone, means it’ll all be fine,

So pour another cup of wine,

Let’s dine.

Babygirl it’s just you and me.

We’re conquering like pirate savage Viking crews at see.

Well live happily.

Life’s crappy, see?-just to make us stronger.

RIP to the first but I’ll love my Lette longer.

Damn.

Well god damn.

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PP. 101 - RoboCop 2 (1990)

Intro.

MAME

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be soft, don’t let the world carve you into sharpness, fill your life with laughter and sunshine and honey

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Keep calm and be a Viking.

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Recovery isn’t a one way street.

Sometimes there are twists and turns and you slip a little.

But don’t let that slip stop your progress.

Use that slip to build a stronger foundation so that you keep building on the progress you already have and become stronger than ever before.

You can do this.

I believe in you.

You are not alone in this.

I will be there holding out my hand to help you back up.

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In my defence, the moon was full and I was left unsupervised.

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Art is a proof that magic exists. Thanks, Apollo.

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Prersephone

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Crystal dreamin’ 🙌🏼