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“You’re hiding a painful burden.”

“No..?” Or yes. Or no. He’s not sure if it was a burden to begin with. But whatever it was, he could handle it. “Fenris, really, I’ll be fine. It’s never been that big of a deal. I can normally handle stuff like this.”

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“Is there someone you hold dear?”

“Don’t you feel any guilt?”

“You’re actually afraid to be alone, aren’t you?”

“There must be something you fear.”

“Do you have a home?”

“Is there someone you like?”

“Are you really expecting a positive outcome out of this?”

“Aren’t you ashamed?”

“Aren’t you happy?”

“Who do you despise?” 

“How do you sleep at night?”

“What do you think of kindness?”

“What do you think of hatred?”

“Why do you fight?”

“Why do you live?”

“How much blood have you spilled?”

“How much death have you seen?”

“Don’t you think your actions are reckless?”

“Don’t you know how much good you’ve done for others?”

“Can’t you tell they love you?”

“Can’t you see he/she would die for you?”

“Can’t you tell the truth for once?”

“You’re not tainted.”

“You’re not alone.”

“You’re awful.”

“You don’t think of anyone but yourself.”

“You’re an emotionless robot.”

“You’re just a lap dog.”

“It’s not over.”

“He/she needs you.”

“Stop lying.”

“Stop fighting.”

“Stop pushing others away.”

“You’re cruel.”

“You’re far too kind. Too kind for your own good.”

“You depend on him/her too often.”

“You’re overprotective, it’s stifling.”

“He/she is bringing you down.”

“You’re too timid, it’s easy to see you as a target.”

“You need to listen.”

“You need to speak up more often.”

“You’re weak.”

“You’re too proud.”

“Quit blaming others for your mistakes.”

“You won’t always be around to save him/her.”

“One day, he/she won’t need you anymore.”

“You can’t cheat death.”

“You can’t hide forever.”

“They’ll find out the truth eventually.”

“That person is only holding you back.”

“They’re too good for you.”

“You’ll be rewarded for your efforts if you keep trying.”

“It will get better.”

“You look lonely.”

“You look bitter.”

“You look tired.”

“You’re hiding a painful burden.”

“You’re perfect.”

“You’re beautiful.”

“You will always be worthless.”

“Your hands are too dirty, too tainted to be clean.”

“You’re lost in this world. Wandering without a purpose.”

“You’ll rise above them all.” 

“You’ll find your place in this world.”

“Eventually, someone will knock you off your pedestal.”

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// yikes.

i tried to do some follow backs, but I cant tell what’s an rp blog, what’s a personal and what’s a spam blog so uh????

I guess like this if you’re an rp blog and you wanted me to check out your blog and maybe follow back. (not a guarantee, but in this case I can at least check out your blog instead of never ever seeing it??)

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ayanelath:

She stifled her giggles as the boot caught firmly in his throat, so to speak but her smile remained warm. “Yes, I’m around when I can be. Things have been busy lately with the scouts … with you too, I assume?”

Ayane hadn’t really wanted to go up to the mercenaries he was hanging around. They seemed like a rough crowd. Admittedly there were a lot of those in the Inquisition. It was an army. Maybe that was why she’d been keeping more to the scouts lately. They understood the merits of avoiding fights, not running headstrong into them.

Aclassi really seemed far too shy to be with them, sparking some curiosity in him. And he had said she could come find him.

“A little bit, yes. We’ve been doing everything we can do to help around here.” After all, the Inquisition was still barely beginning... It needed every help it could possibly get at the moment. “We barely get time to all drink together, so we’re enjoying it while we can.”

He glances towards the other Chargers, smiling fondly towards them before looking back at Ayane. “So, did you come by to relax? You can come sit with us, if you’d like. The guys are really friendly to strangers-- Aside from Skinner, but you get used to her. If they get too loud, I can ask them to tone it down...”

He considers it again, and then suddenly, it doesn’t seem like such a good idea. After all, Ayane was a lot more quiet than the others. Maybe she’d get too overwhelmed. Smiling sheepishly, he rubs at his neck. “Ah... Sorry, you don’t have to. You probably have other friends you’d rather talk to.”

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kaaras-adaar:

Kaaras laughed, flashing him a quick look before he looked back to his wine. Well, he didn’t mind, as far as he remembered there hadn’t been too much of a ruckus when Bull and his men had come back to Haven with them from the Storm Coast. He’d been around plenty of taverns in his lifetime. He was oddly used to such behaviour. So long as no one was getting hurt, he was fine with people enjoying a drink or two. 

“Order whatever you wish, Krem,” he smiled. He wasn’t going to give him orders. He knew that he was, technically, his boss now–now that Bull worked for him and the Inquisition. But that didn’t mean he was going to order him around when they weren’t on a mission.

“Just be yourself. I like that Krem. And… I will try and be myself, which is a little socially awkward and probably embarrassing.” He chuckled at that, and felt a little warm in the cheeks. For all his business and duty, Kaaras knew he could be terribly embarrassing. Mostly to himself. 

“If you’re embarrassing, then I must be a nervous wreck.”

Isn’t that exactly what you are right now, Krem? He realized that maybe, just maybe, he was a little bit of a nervous wreck, but that didn’t change anything. “...okay, so I’m a little nervous, but you’re not embarrassing. At all. I actually find you a bit cute. The real you, I mean.”

Not to say that Inquisitor Adaar wasn‘t attractive, but Kaaras himself was more preferred. More real. He sipped at his drink, becoming embarrassed over the dopey smile that was probably planted on his face. He didn’t even say anything that embarrassing! It was all in his head! He was embarrassing himself in his own mind. Perhaps a small change in subject.

“...You know, Dalish and Rocky found out about my date pretty damn quick. I’m not sure how, but you can imagine how they handled it.” With teasing and smug grins, of course.

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The Inquisitor felt his cheeks go red in a hot blush, his ears lowering slightly. “O-oh… um…” he started, a nervous look crossing his features. “Really?” Krem, of all people? He supposed Krem was used to being around qunari, so why not, right? 

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lyriummarkcd:

Fenris resisted the urge to say something sarcastic to Krem. After all, the Charger was trying to be genuinely concerned, something that Fenris admittedly could use more of in his life. 

He grit his teeth as he pulled his gauntlet off and then began to unbuckle his armor. It was a bit difficult, not only because every movement sent fiery pain up his side but also because the straps were inconveniently located right by his shoulder. 

“Once, my master was attacked during a formal dinner. I took the knife for him in my side and killed the assassin,” Fenris commented, trying to distract himself. Besides, Krem was also from Tevinter. He knew how horrible magisters were. 

Krem reached over and carefully helped him remove the armor. Once removed, he grabbed a cloth and his water pouch, dampening the cloth before cleaning the area around his shoulder well enough to see the wound. He’ll have to get Stitches to disinfect it later.

Once the topic of slavery came up, Krem hesitated for a moment, not even looking up at the other before continuing the cleaning process.

“...You did? How come? What would have happened if you had let him die?” He asks quietly he grabs for a needle stuck securely in a pouch on his belt, along with some thread.

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wildcardsera:

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“Wrong class, Sera. I never got to go to all of the fancy parties in Tevinter. Dorian is– was? He was an Altus. I was part of the Soporati. Basically, we barely made ends meet.”

He sighed and shook his head before tugging at the cuffs of his suit. “However, I can’t say I’ve never dressed up all nice before. I’ve had to do this for an odd Charger job or two. Never really been too big of a deal.”

“You lost me at Atlus. The fuck is a soap-ratty?” She half-joked shaking her head. Tevinters, with their fancy class-names and weird languages.

“Not much dressin up for my job. It’d just get all bloody. I have to scrub the piss out of the old shit I already have if I don’t want stains in it… Too much work, ‘specially when it’s not even comfortable.”

“I was basically a commoner, Sera. That’s basically what I’m saying.” He forgets that Sera never cared for knowing things like Tevinter titles. Hell, it took Rocky and Dalish weeks or months to actually remember what class he was. Not that it matters.

“Yeah, but then again, you’re not really a spy like we are.” He paused and then frowned. “I... Think? I’m still trying to figure out the whole Red Jenny deal.”

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unbreakingblossom:

“What is it then?” She sounded harsher than she meant to and she flinched away from him as if she had hurt him. “I’m sorry…” she took a shuddered breath. “I have no family left, Krem. No home to return to.” Both of those things were buried under meters of snow. “Once they make us leave Skyhold, I will have nothing and no one to go to.”

She balled her fists in her skirts and cursed herself quietly. Her brace would keep her from doing most heavy work, and her cooking skill would only get her so far. She doubted she would even make it down the mountain before….

“So we find someone!”

He blurts it out without giving it much thought but he couldn’t help himself. He hated the fact that Izzy thought she had nowhere to go, no one to stay with. He bit his lip, finally thinking it over.

Finally, it dawned on him. The Chargers. Maybe they had a place for Izzy? Even if she couldn’t fight, they could find something for her. “What if you stayed with us?”

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thundermadeshy:

Adi visibly flinched at the idea. “But he doesn’t like mages. And he’s so…” she lifted her arms and waved them, an apt description of Bull’s bigness. “We need the Chargers, and I would rather not upset Iron Bull and have him withdraw from the deal!” The very thought of it made Adi pale.

A shadow fell over them and a heavy hand fell on her shoulder. Adi looked up slowly at Bull, her eyes wide and shimmering.

“Hey Boss,” he said with a grin. “Krem-puff here isn’t giving you any grief is he?”

“N-no he…”

“The chief wouldn’t do that. Trust me, he’s dealt with bigger assholes.” Not that she was an asshole, but she seemed to think that she might accidentally slip up and say something. “And he doesn’t necessarily hate all mages-- Just the evil ones and blood magic. He likes Dalish, doesn’t he--”

He cut himself off immediately when Bull appeared and he couldn’t help but grin a little at the Qunari. “No, chief. I’m doing all of that official paper work and interviewing stuff that you hate. But if you’d rather do it instead, I could just go...” Maybe that would be enough to shoo Bull away for the moment.

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bitchingatmybetters:

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“That sounds like a challenge for another day, my friend. But yeah, for now, drinks are first. It’s been a loooong day.”

“We could always see how drunk we can get before wrestling is an option. That’s what we’d do sometimes when it was slow in the Wardens. But I second that. Too long a day not to get something inviting in you.”

“I’d like to see the almighty Grey Wardens wrestle because they got bored. We do it all the time but people expect mercenaries to do that, you know?”

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lyriummarkcd:

That was fair; Fenris was mostly just thankful that he could still move his fingers and that he wasn’t alone like he had originally planned. Even the best warriors made mistakes, clearly, and it had been foolish for him to go on ahead without so much as telling any of the Chargers. 

“Potions may have been a good idea,” Fenris admitted. He did as much as he could to make their walk easier, but that wasn’t saying much. It was fortunate that he weighed little and that Krem was so strong. “But no one is dead, so I will count this as a victory.” 

“Okay, next time, let’s plan ahead a little bit.” Maybe more than a little bit. Either way, planning ahead was a thing that was needed. “Anyway, I’m not medical expert but I’m pretty sure you’re gonna have to take it easy for a little while.”

After all, there was no way Fenris could use his weapon and not make his arm worse. Krem has been down that road before.

But for now, he’ll forget that, in favor of setting Fenris down to the ground carefully, once they made it out of the cave. “Can you remove everything from that arm so I can work on it?”

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☼ How long do you stay mad?

Again, it depends on the situation. If I ever really get mad at all. I never really get mad at someone (unless you fuck with a friend of mine, then you’ve earned my rage for ten years, sorry not sorry). But if you somehow do manage to make me mad, unless you start doing something to calm me down, that anger isn’t going away. Ever.

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♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?                 

You guys seem chill af. The people I’m following anyway. I’m pretty content with the DA fandom right now. Even if I’m not around for a few days, you guys are just like “Eh, no biggie no problem” and it makes me feel a lil better about things. Bless u guys.

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❀ What has made you completely lose your chill?✿ What do you think about public call out posts?✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting?

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill? 

I know one time, my friend had gone through a hard time with some things an had suddenly vanished from their blog for a few days. And someone popped up into their askbox and went “When are you going to reply? You take forever!” so I went the fuck off and reblogged the ask and fucking dug into the anon. Then they had the nerve to come to ME and not only use the wrong pronouns for them, but then they go “I was just letting them know that they take forever! They should at least tell us!” like. No. They don’t owe you anything.

So basically, what I’m saying is, entitled rpers make me lose my chill. We’re here to have fun, so we really don’t owe anyone anything. ...I just lost my chill over this, sorry but it makes me mad.

✿ What do you think about public call out posts?

I’m... actually a little iffy on answering this one, im not gonna lie lmao. But uhh... I dunno. I think it depends on the situation. If it just comes out of nowhere and there was no trying to talk it out first or something, then I think that’s called out for.

Here: Short and simple (hopefully) If it’s over something small, then why tf. If it’s something serious (calling out a rapist or a pedophile or something) then please, absolutely, please let us know. Give us proof though. I know slander is a thing a lot, unfortunately.

✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting?

I haven’t come across any fandoms like that so I’m not really sure...

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Getting to know you Questions for the Mun!

🎂- When's your birthday?

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦- What's your family like?

🐶- Favorite animal?

🔶- Favorite color(s)?

🎥- Favorite movie?

📺- Favorite TV show?

🎞- Favorite cartoon/anime?

🍔- Favorite food?

🍦- Favorite ice cream flavor?

🍭- Favorite candy?

🍸- Do you drink?

👣- What do you like to do in your spare time?

⚽️- Do you like any sports?

🎮- Favorite video game(s)?

⛪️- Are you religious?

⌛️- Last thing you did before logging in?

🎈- Share a childhood memory!

🛍- What was the last purchase you made for?

💸- If you had a billion dollars and could only spend it, what would you buy first?

🖌- Are you artsy?

❤️- How would you describe yourself?

💛- How do other people describe you?

⭕️- Favorite Pokemon?

💠- what is the Most expensive thing you own?

⚜- What is the most precious thing you own?

🐻- Do you have any stuffed animals?

🐝- Favorite season?

🐋- share a Weird/funny story?

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Because, like it or not, we're not all balls of sunshine all the time. We can be pure salt when we want to be.

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise?

♢ Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz

♚ How many people don't like you?

⚜ How many people do you not like?

✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama?

☄ Have you ever been in the middle of drama?

☯ Have you ever tried to bring peace to a situation?

☼ How long do you stay mad?

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

☁ Have you ever forgiven a partner when you shouldn't have?

☂ Have you ever been forgiven when you knew you shouldn't have been?

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

☣ Have you ever rp'd with someone you knew for a fact was abusive but tried to give them a chance/to make up your own opinion on the roleplayer? Did they change or did you understand what people were talking about?

♨ Have you ever made a public call out post?

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill?

✿ What do you think about public call out posts?

✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting?

✉ A fandom that you feel is open and accepting?

✦ Thoughts on duplicates following you?

✧ Do you agree with reblog karma or is it forced interaction?

❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?

❦ Has someone been jealous of you?

❧ Have you ever been jealous of anyone?

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

❣ How salty are you feeling right now?

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unbreakingblossom:

Izzy took a deep breath before letting out a pained laugh that quickly dissolved into tears. She pressed the heels of her palms to her eyes and slumped, her hair falling around her face and shielding her for prying eyes.

“I’m lost, Krem. I’ve got no…. no reason to keep on living after the Inquisition.” She commented. “My purpose… my entire life now, is the Inquisition and….” she sputtered and hiccuped, taking a few moments to collect herself.

The sudden tears set Krem aback. He stared at the girl, shocked at the sudden outburst of tears from her.. and then his face immediately fell to a frown as he processed what was wrong.

No reason to keep on living? That was bullshit!

“Izzy...” He started out, putting his drink aside in favor of reaching out to gently grab onto her wrist. “That’s not true... You have plenty of reason to keep living after the Inquisition...”

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