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m o so hyper right now my brain is moving at 2000miles /hour not that I actually know what a mile is or how fast that actually is I just think that my mind is going fast and that seems like a decently fast expression despite the fact that I’m used to kilometers and god api want run around ahghhhyhgdfnh wanna jum p into a river and drown myself please let’s go ajhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mmmm. So excited exhausted life is fun ahhh ahhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhh h h come on sugar rush let’s go you and me I’ll punch ya to the depths of hell and we’ll beat each other to death ueaghhhhhhhehhhhhhehhhhehehehhehhh Mmmm excited for no reason right now and this is great sectuallyy not so great I might feel tired as hell later but anyways this is what I’m feeling right now so maybe this’ll help me gush all the brain juice out and return to Normalaecy later on. Come on brain let’s fighttt please punch mew in the face or I’ll just punch someone else

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God I am so tired... Didn't even do anything... Wanted to keep hanging out with friends but had to bail because I am not doing great... Was so overwhelmed by nothing I tried to get to the metro line but just ended up going in a loop 3 times... to the wrong place... Just now I almost missed my stop... My mind isn't registering.. God.

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02:38

So I've been thinking about studying media studies lately. And I don't think it's going to work out. The dilemma I'm having right now is study a degree I would probably le enjoy (media studies), but I hate the job obtions. Or study a degree I'm somewhat interested in (comp. Sci / data science) and keep working a decent job I wouldn't hate. I just don't really think it'll work out.

Life is a long road and it'll make sense one day, but until then I'll just keep figuring it out.

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13:31

It’s been sometime since I’ve genuinely felt like I needed to die. It feels nice. Not much to say about that.

I’ve realised that when I don’t feel that bad my words are shorter. When I’m depressed my writing is either really long or just one sentence. Either head empty can’t think or head too full will burst. Kinda funny.

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02:56

Ugh. Ueghh. Mmmmm. Hwehhh.

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生きる意味なんて見出せず、無駄を自覚して息をする。

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19:19

Tonight's clouds

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19:35

I ate. I'm full.

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my dad literally just threw a meat bun at me to show me how hard the meat bun was

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To live and not to breathe is to die in tragedy

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“I dream. Sometimes I think that's the only right thing to do.”

― Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart

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I had food today. That was nice.

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I think I am doing quite well in living.

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My mind is made up of confusion and nothing else.

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And if you've got no other choice You know you can follow my voice Through the dark turns and noise of this wicked little town

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It was the roar of the crowd That gave me heartache to sing

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Poignant

adjective

causing or having a very sharp feeling of sadness