I woke up in a really bad mood today. All i wanted to do was cry. Such an emotional freak. And I don't even understand why because taylor spent the night and we just cuddled all night. He could tell I was in a bad mood this morning and its mostly because I was coughing all night last night. Nothing is more annoying than not being able to sleep because you are coughing.
So I asked a boy I like to semi formal but he can't go because he is going to a wedding so I asked my bestie braedon to come down.
He is coming from chapel hill for the weekend and bringing his hottie friend dan.
Let me just express how much of a shit show this weekend is about to be.
Also sidetone for anyone who does not know because someone asked me about this one week ago : Ben and I are no longer together and haven't been since this summer. There is nothing to say except its done and I have been so much happier since it happened. You can't force things and the more you do, the more you push yourself away. Everyone always told me our religion would get in the way well hell it did. Sorry I love going out and having a great time. I don't wanna follow crazy rules and limit myself to a life in a bubble. Since I have been back to school in August I have already had a better year than all of last year combined.
Nothing else will be said about Ben because we don't talk and we are living completely separate lives right now. BUT don't force shit.
currently there is a grown boy in my bed. he is not someone that i like and not someone that i want to date. he is in my ex boyfriends frat. coincidentally he is his big brother.
BACKGROUND
over the summer i came to visit my big in charleston. we went out to the bars. it was dollar night and i proceeded to get hammered. by the end of the night, my big and my other friend had left me. when the bar closed, i looked like a lost little lamb turning circles on king street. this boy, the one who is in my bed, he saved me. he ushered the poor little lamb back to his house. by this point i was completely blackout. according to him we proceeded to have sex. i woke up next to him and freaked out. i was still really drunk and i started to gather my things to leave. when i found my shirt, i held it up and it was ripped in half. this shirt was super cute and that was the first time that i had worn it. naturally i was pissed and kinda freaked out that i had sex with this guy who was such good friends with my ex boyfriend.
well this grown boy kept texting me and texting me and now he is in my bed cause he showed up at my door uninvited. i guess i could have told him to leave, but watching tv with alex and writing on our tumblr was a much better option.
This is my best friend Shannon. She’s in the hospital right now. She tried to kill herself last night but her mom found her. She was about to hang herself from her favorite tree in her backyard. But, her mom went looking for her and found her just as she was about to jump. She rushed her to the hospital. I got a call from her screaming and crying and speaking inaudible words. She told me that I was the only reasoning she’s been staying alive so long. I almost lost my best friend yesterday. She was inches from death. And look how beautiful she is. Please reblog this to show Shannon that everyone loves and cares about her. I usually wouldn’t do this, but I really don’t want to lose my best friend. She’s my favorite person in the world. And I have no idea who or where I’d be without her.
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