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02.25.17

This week has been a pretty decent one lemme tell you. I'm finally almost completely caught up with all the work I missed from surgery, I just have to finish the stuff from psych. Tuesday night we (kab and I) went down to Lisle to watch the benedictine game. But first we went and surprised Kara which was awesome. They were both so happy it was so good. They deserved it, i couldn't stand not seeing judy or kab or meg or dik for that long, it would be awful, so i'm really glad they finally got to see each other. I was awkward as usual lol. Then we went to the Benedictine game, which was funny but sad because they ended up losing by one in the end which ended their season. The girl who fouled at the end to let them shoot felt terrible after the game but she still came up and introduced herself to me, which i have serious respect for. Even though Benedictine lost, Randolph won!! That sent them to the ODAC banquet and they got to play in salem, which i hope happens again next year once i'm there. After the Benedictine game we went back to visit kara again before we came back to lovely GLake. Wednesday and Thursday nothing really happened. Friday was a little stressful but it ended up being a lot of fun. So Kemonti asked me to hang out and of course i was like yeah! and got alllllll excited hahah and mom and dad were like well we have to meet this boy and it has to be tonight and blah blah blah and so it turns out he had babysitting and mom and dad went out. So at like 7:30ish i was like screw this i'm not just gonna sit around so i went driving a little bit and went over to kabs house to wait until kemonti told me he was finished babysitting (which wasn't until some ridiculously late time). so he didn't meet my parents, and i hung out at kabs all night. I hung out with all the bullmans and watched some shows, and then everyone went to bed so me and kab just hung out and watched ellen and what not, I ended up falling asleep on her because in all honesty i was pretty tired so yeah i ended up passing out lmaoo. But we had some good laughs and it was nice just hanging out and doing nothing as it usually is with her. I could sit and doing nothing with her all night and it would be a fantastic time regardless. So then saturday rolls around and i end up not waking up until 12:30 because i'm dumb and took nyquil before i went to bed when i got home from kabs because i was kinda sick and i didn't wanna cough all night and i wanted some really good sleep, which i for sure got. So then me and mom went over college stuff and it was nice like being able to talk to her about next year and her really being supportive without like the yelling, which i know is her way of trying to be supportive but it just doesn't come out right. I know she's trying her best she's done a lot for me it just doesn't always come out in the best way. So then i got ready to go get kemonti, which by the way when i first pick him up he was like "come here i owe you" and we had our first kissssss it was just a couple pecks but it was still nice, so then we headed over to rileys to see everyone before the gala (but to also show kemonti off a little because i got a good one) and everyone was like oooooh he's a cutie ev you guys look good together!! And it was nice :))) I got pictures with my friends and got to see how good they all looked it was nice. And then me and kemonti weren't really hungry, but he was like "i'm sorry i was really trying to figure something out for us to do, i was thinking the whole time we were in the house, where should i take her where should we go, but i couldn't come up with anything good" and he like genuinely cared which was really nice, but anywho we were like we can't go back to my house and we couldn't go back to his, so we went to go get gas first to get his strawberry banana smoothie which they didn't have (he was so excited it was cute), and then we went over to kabs house of course HAHAHA. So he met the bullmans and they were super nice and such good hosts, and we messed around all night we like had a snowball fight with the fake ones kab has, and then we played rock band and just talked all night, and yeah maybe not the typical date night, but he's so good with meeting people and he's so genuine. So we ended up leaving kabs at like 10ish just about, and he was telling me on the way home that we could be doing anything and it would be fun because we were together and he always has fun with me, which idk how i literally found the perfect man what. Wait hold on lemme back up for a second, he was showing off his tattoos and oh my god he like half took off his shirt to show us the ones on his back and i was like UGH HIS BODY IS SO GOOD TOO OML i can't handle it i'm sure kab saw my face and how i was looking at him it was bad. one more thing, he also gets along with kab so well like when he can hang with your friends it's perfect i got to hang out with two people i very much enjoy all at once and it was so nice. okay anywho back to the car ride to his house, so we're just talking and we get there and i pull over so he can get out and what not and he's like okay gimme a hug and of course i did (he smelled really good btw) and then he kinda like loosened his grip a little bit to let me back up and he's like come here and we started kissing and it was just a few pecks again at first, but then we started making out a little bit and oh god is he a good kisser, i would've kissed him for an hour if i could it was slow and so good AH what the heckkkkkk. damn it was a good first little touch of what's to come. It's good taking it slow it just helps build up the like anticipation. Anyways so then afterwards i was like oh well the gala is over now let's see what everyone is doing and so people went over to julie's bc she was having a thing there and it was like super low key, but like there was booze lol and it was kinda lame while i was there, so i just hung out with kaitlin and we talked and chilled which was nice seeing everyone after the dance they seemed like they had a good time. and then i came home and told a half awake mom everything, and then i was so tired i ended up passing out before i got to change, and then woke up at like 1 to go use the bathroom and change and proceeded to wake my parents up so they came to bed. and so yeah that was my night, definitely a good one. Hope you enjoy this lil update of my life. Love, goodnight.

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02.20.17

this presidents day was a good one even though the president himself isn't too good. I started my day with cleaning, and then went over to surprise kate with ice cream and a donut because she wasn't feeling well. and then we went to starbucks to get peppermint syrup for the bullman's and then we did our usual where we sit and talk about life and things and kate brought up bringing me to michigan ahhh which low key got me super excited. and then i went to pt where everything was usual, except robin has a new student and she ended up scaring the crap out of me and making me think like i wasn't doing something right for my knee. and then i got really stressy about school and my knee. and of course who was there to the rescue. the wonderful kate bullman because she really does know how to calm me down. idk she just knows and it helps so so much and made me remember everything's gonna be okay. and then So ya girl had a date ish thing tonight with the Kemonti Glover, and this is how it went. So i picked him up from his house and i was freaking out as you know because i'm a spazz and i was really excited but like really nervous and like we have facetimed before so idk what i was being so dumb but he like got in and we just started talking about whatever and cracking jokes and then i put music on and he's like aw this is some good stuff like what else do you listen to and so i told him and i had mentioned maroon 5 and he's like WHAT and i was like yeah maroon 5 was my first concert and he's like omg i love songs about jane so we listened to that all the way to platos closet where we walked around and made a billion jokes about like everything that was in the store hahah and so then we were driving back and we started talking about basketball and he told me like about what had gone on with him and i told him what was going on with me, and then he was like you know i think with your size and whatever you could be a super good like point guard and he's like what are you talking about for real and i was like nah my all handling isn't good i would be awful at it and he's like no no just work on it and it'll get better and so i was like yeah i know i really do need to work on it and he's like i know i'm not the best but i'm totally gonna help you ball handle and whatever and i was like wait really and he's like yeah i totally want to! and so then i was like okay awesome once i'm cleared to play let's go. and then i brought kate up because basketball and all and he's like hey is she the one that was snap chatting me the other day and i was like yeah!!! and he was like omg it was so funny but i didn't wanna be creepy and bring it up, and i was like i don't wanna be weird but would you wanna meet her bc she wants to meet you since i've talked about you, and he's like heck ya so that's when we went over to kate's house, where we talked and she got to meet him and they got to watch me choke on solving a rubik's cube, and then after we left we literally just drove around and talked for the rest of the night about stuff, and then right before he left he gave me a hug and we talked about embracing pit stains and he's like just keep the charger because i have a ton more and you need it so i want you to keep it and then he got out and grabbed his stuff from the back and then opened the passenger door again and was like hey lemme know when you get home and drive safe. like if that's not perfection i don't even know what is omg it was so nice. This guy is such a gentleman and he's so funny it's amazing. but just an update with life today.

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02.12.17

Soooooo past couple of days nothing really big has happened. Stuff for Ram Games is really coming together nicely, and everyone loves the game, which is awesome to hear that someone loves your idea. It's cool to think that just a thought could turn into something so good. lets see what else. i finished my essay by like 10 this morning and lets face it, that's really good procrastination wise for ya bud, you'd usually still be writing it right now at turn it in at like 11:57pm, so i'm proud that you didn't wait until the *very* last minute. anddddd today was the first time i've showered without having someone with me since surgery which is pretty cool. tomorrow marks officially two weeks post op, two weeks closer to being back on the court, and two weeks closer to getting this damn brace off. OH how could i forget, so yesterday mom and dad went to cmon inn to do whatever, and i saw the empty house as the perfect opportunity to see if i was capable of driving with my leg. so i hoped in the car did a lap or so and came home very proud and all. then i was texting kab and she's like come over everyone's over it'll be fun bc she couldn't go driving with me like we do, so i hop in go over and hang out for like 45 minutes not long, mom is blowing up my phone a freaking out, so i pull in the drive way, and she had called GREG to come check if i was home, literally if i would've gotten there a minute earlier i would've been fine lmaooo but i just told her i went driving to go see if i could, she said she was just worried. so then she says well if you can drive just go pick up dinner, and so i pick up kab and we go get the food and we finally got to have one of our driveway talks for a little bit again. god i didn't realize how much i missed those. everything with my knee has made every other aspect of my life pretty hectic and i pretty much hate it, but we're getting through it and making the best out of it. okay that is allllll. love, goodnight.

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02.09.17

Gosh lets play a little bit of catch up. So we're about a week and a half post op now which is pretty cool. Just gotta get to the end of May right? We'll be back and better before ya even know it. I know you hate it right now, and you had a few breakdowns today but you got it just keep going. I haven't really been in school much so I'm playing catch up on that but we'll get it done in a matter of time. Lets talk about the big event though. SENIOR NIGHT!!!! IT WAS GREAT!!!!!!! The underclassmen did such a nice job decorating the gym and getting out posters done. They also made us all blankets which are super nice. I've got mine on right now lmaoo. I got bits flowers and i was planning on giving a speech but lindsay really wanted to do it and i couldn't take that away from her so i let her go ahead and say what she had to, i feel bad she started crying right away and you couldn't really understand what she was saying. but it was a nice gesture which is all that matters and it really touched bits and her family. We became conference champs last night although we still didn't get our trophy smh and went 13-1 in conference and 21-7 overall which i couldn't be more proud of us. Ikenn got us customized picture frames with "gchs girls basketball" on the top and our name number and class of 2017 on the bottom and a picture of the five of us in the photo. It's so weird it feels like yesterday we had tryouts back in October. I can't believe my senior year season is actually over. That's also contributed to me becoming an actual mess today but it's okay it happens to everyone. Overall last night was really wonderful, even if i didn't necessarily get to be out on the court with them. OH!! And i'm the Exchange clubs student of the month for February :)))) So i won $200 now and i'm in a competition to win an overall scholarship of $2500. okay nowwww that is all. keep going even if it's hard you can do it. love, goodnight.

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01.31.17

Last day of January! So surgery is finally done and over with. And as scary as it was, everyone has been so nice and patient with me. I've been super emotional from the medicine and I don't quite remember details from yesterday, just big pictures thing. I was pretty funny yesterday according to everyone, which i'm glad to hear. I also ate three bowls of mac n cheese because i hadn't eaten in 24 hours lol. I made a bit of a fool of myself today with texting coaches today. It's okay though it happens. Everyone came to visit me today though, which I loved. Kate and Jack came yesterday, and Kate came back for a bit today, which made me real happy. Being with her just makes me happy, we always have a good time no matter what we're doing. Judy came also, which made me happy too, because judy and I have started talking a lot more lately, which i missed. Then the twins came, and they brought me a card and some candy which was real sweet of them, and then last but not least nic came and brought me bread and a cinnamon roll and some balloons. I'm so so so fortunate to have such amazingly caring people in my life. Megan came a little later and hung out for a bit after her riding lesson and she rebraided my hair so it didn't look like such a mess. I'm finally a lot clearer than i have been which is nice because i'm able to have an actual conversation which i missed. But i'll keep you updated with the ups and downs of recovery. Thanks for reading, love, goodnight.

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01.27.17

So I know i haven��t written in a little bit, but oh my god has it been a week. So let’s go back to last weekend. Friday i was up by 2 in the morning to get ready for the flights out to lynchburg. Everything went good with the flying. We got a super nice rental car. So we get to the college and it was looking at what i could see of it when we were pulling in. We walk into
main to meet up with coach Kendall, and holy shit she is NOTHING like i expected. She’s got a deeper voice for a woman so for whatever reason it made me think she was gonna be this like tall muscle-y but nope she walking in 5'3 and all and it was like oh not what i thought moment. I went to shake her hand like i do with everyone i meet for the first time, but she’s like what no come here and gave me one of the nicest hugs. So then we went and talked to Dr. Fab about pre med stuff which was nice it’s definitely a good program. Then we went had lunch with the team who was hilarious. They me feel a part of their little family right away. Kaylin dancing behind coach was probably the highlight of that meal. Then we went on a campus tour led by coach and megan and they showed me how beautiful the campus really was. Who knew you could just build a school into the side of a mountain? Then while we were on the campus tour a bunch of the girls had texted coach saying “she’s great!” and “she’s like one of us already” and what not and one of them even said i was their favorite recruit in four years which really meant a lot to me(thx Brie :’) ). Afterwards i went to the athletic facility and talked with Coach about me as a player and everything going on with my knee, and she’s like don’t worry we’ll be here for you and all this nice stuff she’s awesome as a coach and a person. you don’t find that kind of genuineness in everyone. Then i got to watch practice and it’s such a different feeling because you can see they’re like a family they’re always picking each other back up. then we went out to dinner and Maura’s stories were so good I was nearly crying from laughing so hard. then we went back to lex’s apartment and played cards against humanity and scattergories with Andy, Stacey, Lex, Jac, and Alex. But that was super funny too. it was such a good day i can’t say it enough. So we all went to bed and saturday morning rolls around, and we go to pre game and I got to help with senior night which was cool and then they had their big game against Emory and Henry were coach used to be the assistant. They didn’t treat her right there which makes me so sad because she’s such a good person. She deserved to win the game. but they ended up 13 short. but watching the game and everything after, it made me remember how basketball is suppose to feel, like you’re going out with your family and playing your game and that they’ll always have your back. So we sat and watched the boys game afterwards which was fun talking with everyone and even got a cute picture out of it. Then I was gonna go out with everyone from the team and turn up ya know buttttttt megan made me come back to the hotel essentially and so i did homework and partied hard doing that my saturday night lmaooooo. but nah it was good i got the chance to talk to megan which i really hadn’t gotten to do and it was nice. So finally rolled around Sunday morning, we started off my driving around downtown lynchburg after leaving the hotel, and then we met up with Coach Sharman, who is awesome and i love her now, but i hadn’t really gotten the chance to talk to her before that. She told us about her basketball experience and how she feels about coaching and all and she’s such a good person too. Not to mention coach erika and ellen who both played at top notch D1 schools (Purdue and Maine) and played pro too. Afterwards we drove through the mountains and i got to see some stuff because it was super foggy, but I saw enough for sure it’s gorgeous out there. And then i might have accidentally hit something on the gps so we ended up going the wrong way on this really mountainy backroad which was awesome with megan driving because she knows how to navigate them really well. But then we played pool at the Barnes’ and i walked to campus to say bye to some of the team. Then we grabbed lunch stopped at walmart and headed out to the airport. And that was basically my Randolph experience, and i can’t quite say i would trade it for anything in the world. It was truly one of the best things that’s happened to me. So monday is back to normal school and i wanted to die because i was so worn out from the weekend lol, we had our grant game and won which was nice we stayed undefeated in conference. Tuesday everything was pretty normal i think besides all the stuff that happened with mom. That stuff was pretty scary. But idk was it bad i was ready to go through with it, to like try to figure out other places to live and all. Whatever we’ll just keep that one locked up in the back of my memories and try not to bring it back up. Wednesday we had our antioch game, which we lost, but i got to see coach annie from benedictine, who is also talking to ashley reiser? awesome that makes me feel special like hell ya i’m on that level B) . Thursday just practice and pt and friday oh lmaoooo let me tell you. Friday seemed pretty normal, me and meg went on a chai ride, which made me realize that’s a once in a while thing, not a frequent thing to do. Then i went and picked ania up from practice, and we chilled i drove her to get mcdonalds while i slumped a little bit in the car because i felt a little sick lmao. then we showed up to practice a little late, but it was good. the pasta party afterwards at the twins was really fun when we got to talking about everything that we had a problem with on our team. If it was just the people who were there and we started our own team, hell we’d be so so good. But then me and lily went to work on my “motivation” rap for psych and we went to grab mcdonalds afterwards. So then we’re sitting in the parking lot eating, AND THE CAR FREAKING DIES. So i’m freaking out and lily gets her friend to come jump the car thank god and WE GOT AWAY WITH IT LMAOOOO. I will never speak of this experience again. okay that is all, hope you enjoyed reading. til next time :)

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01.19.17

Sorry for not writing lately, it's just been a busy week. But tonight is the last night before i finally visit Randolph!! But first let me tell you about the week so far. So tuesday we had the pasta party here, which was pretty awesome. It was fun everyone had a good time and the food was bomb. We also made the shirts for teacher appreciation night which was super funny bc we aren't the most artistic (This is why we play sports). Wednesday was the night of the grant game, the last time i'll ever have to "play" them. It was a rollercoaster of a game, but we pulled through. Landau looked awesome in his shirt made by yours truly ;). Today was kind of a lazy day, i didn't have the motivation to do anything in any of my classes because of me not being there tomorrow. Oh welllll. I went home and packed and then went to practice for a bit. Then me and kate grabbed food went to Ace where we saw Josh Piggott(my boy) and then we sat and talked which was nice as always. We're so sappy we're not going to see each other for three days and we acted like I would never be back lmaoooo i love it. Now i'm laying on my bed out of exhaustion when i have to be back up in four hours yay. But anywho, that's basically an update so far, I'll keep posted about the trip!! Goodnight, love as always.

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01.14.17

So it's been an emotional couple of days. I'm still scared out of my mind about this surgery. And Ive cried everyday because of it. I just can't help it. I know this is better that this has happened how instead of during my college career or anything like that. But the fact that this had to happen at all. Why do i have to have bad knees? why did i have to tear it in the last ten seconds of the dumb game? I don't know. And it's not like i've ever been through anything like this before. School is okay, it's a bit more challenging. All my apps will be done by tomorrow thank god. The talent show yesterday was AMAZING. I'm so so so happy that me and megan did it. We did so well it was incredible. Also showing off what we had worked hard for was super great too. The piano man part at the end was awesome too. Kate saw the little bit at the end, and then we went out to grab food and we ended up just talking for hours. Those are my favorite nights, when you can just sit and talk with someone for hours and not have to worry about a thing in the world. Yesterday made me forget about the bad things that are going on, and the stress of the week. It made me feel so good and it's a night that definitely is one of those senior year memories. I hope i never forget it. That is all for now, thanks for listening, love, goodnight.

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01.11.17

Okay so i’m a little more calm than the other day. but everything happens for a reason. Chams said lots of good things to me yesterday, and unfortunately today was the day i found out i had to have surgery and my season is officially over. That’s okay though everything happens for a reason though. I lost it when mom told me i for sure needed surgery. Kate saw me lose it i was in the car with her when my mom told me. thank you so much bullman for making it easier when it’s definitely gotten harder. keep doing good things kid. we also had rehearsal tonight which went very well. i also announced to the team today that i was officially done for the season. but i’ll be back for college and that’s what really matters. it’s been an emotional roller coaster of a night. i hope that kab starts to see in herself what i see in her. Al and Bits were also super nice to talk to tonight, they were so sweet thank you guys. That is all. love, goodnight.

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01.09.17

Screw shallow kneecaps. Screw this. this is so fucking bogus. of course my knee has to give out now. now out of any time it could have. what the actual fuck. everything seemed to be going good and then this shit happens. fuck all of it.

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01.08.17

It's just one of those days. I hate when i think too much about everything. Like it's gonna suck leaving next year. Like really suck. And who knows where i'll go. but i don't know if i really want to stay here. Do i want to be close to home or do i want to be in virginia? Or colorado? Who knows. And i'm tired of running myself so thin. Like yeah i should be used to it by now but like i don't have any free time. I always have school or basketball or some club or college applications or scholarships or cleaning. like why isn't there just time to sit? sit and think or meditate. i just want summer to be here. and when summers here it'll mean that everything will be figured. and i'm looking forward to that. i don't like not knowing. and i'm scared. and i know it should be exciting and what not but it's scary. what am i going to do? i really don't have any of this figured out. like how am i gonna pay for college too? am i just gonna be knees deep in debt because i don't have money to go? and i had so much saved up and now i have almost nothing. i don't want to live in the house anymore i know that. it shouldn't be the case where i don't want to come home sometimes just because i know my parents are home. that's terrible isn't it? but there's so much tension all the time. whether it be between them or between one of them and me. whatever soon enough right? everything will be figured out soon enough. it's almost over. 31 days until the regular basketball season is over. my last year playing basketball as a ram. that's kinda sad. i remember walking into the big gym everyday for practice my freshman year. ha those were the days. and then coach lynn had just been hired. wow that was a long time ago. graduation is in 133 days. basically four months and then it's all over. that's insane. this is 2017. this is it. wow.

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01.06.16

The end of the first week back, thank god... I'm so sore it's ridiculous. Note to self: don't decided that doing a ton of weight the first couple days back from a two week break is a great idea. Nothing out of the ordinary, senioritis is slowly getting worse though. You know when you have those laughing fits with your friends and you don't even know what you're laughing at and you really can't stop? yeah those are the best, and the car ride home was a complete mess because of it. s/o to k.a.b. for making me laugh until it hurts all the time. We played north chicago tonight and destroyed them. I have to work on my confidence though i pulled some bs tonight in the game because i didn't think i could do things. I can do lots of things, and i need to remember that. you're not going to be a collegiate athlete because you can't do things. get ur head out of ur ass :) Anywaysssss it's 11:14pm and ya girl has work in the morning, so i'm gonna try to sleep a bit and not reminisce in my feels for too much longer. until next time.

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01.02.17

So second day of 2017, that's pretty exciting!! I'm currently in the basement procrastinating on homework (what's new?) so i figured i should write instead. I know i said this before, but i really can't believe this is it. It's finally the year that we graduate. Like I'm baffled by the fact that in 5 months i'll be walking across a stage and getting my diploma. This is the final stretch. And hopefully sooner than later i'll figure out what i'm doing with the next four years of my life. It's weird to think about leaving everyone, but whether I'm an hour away or 12 i'm going to make sure i stay close with the people i care about. That i'll make sure of. I want to make 2017 the best year it possibly can be. I gotta keep that in mind everyday. It's a big year for me. I can't let that scare me though gotta embrace it. I think i'm ready for whatever 2017 can throw at me you know? I think i can do it. But we'll see. I think that's it.

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01.01.17

It's the start of the new year!!! Heck yeah. It's gonna be a new me this year. I've decided that i'm done being immature about trying to "party", it's so not worth it. Last night will be the last night I ever smoke. I'm not going to do that to my body and it's not worth it. I don't like the lying and what not that comes with it too. I'm done 2016 will keep all my stupid "party" memories and 2017 will be clean. We'll see if mom really wants to do this diet. I'm going to push her to stay on it because she deserves to feel healthy and love her body, because i don't think she does now. Me staying on it is a different story, although i do want to eat healthier this year. This year is a big deal. We graduate this year. Class of 2017 it's like a smack in the face. Like "oh it's 2017 already". I remember walking in freshman year back in 2013 (lmaooo what a year) and thinking it'll be forever until i graduate. But I do in five months. That's crazy I can't believe that this is it. This is THE year. Man where'd the time go?? So much is going to happen within these next five months. It's gonna be quite the roller coaster. I'll write about the ups and downs and turns as they come. Keep you updated.

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12.29.16

Winter break has been loads of fun so far. The Warren tournament is over, and ended with us finishing 3-2, 10-6 overall. I got to play in the game against Carmel with the Benedictine coach watching not to mention, we beat them after they beat us. The coach said some really nice things and Ikenn also said some very nice things to the coach about me. I'll write in a bit.

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12.21.16/12.22.26

It's currently 1:57am and i have work starting at 4:45am. oops. besides the point, today was dads birthday!! it was so nice that we finally got to spend time as a family together and with megan and greg. it was basically our own little extended family, and the chinese door was good. Playing pool with dad was fun even though he brings up rules that will give me an advantage because he knows i'm kinda bad. He's the sweetest I love you lots dad. Also finished my art project of the year lol. It turned out okay, and i hope it's up to par for who it's for. it was a pretty good day, and that is allllll. goodnight/good morning?

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12.18.16

WE GOT A NEW PUPPY. Her name is (most likely going to be) Ellie. She's a cutie. She's a newfie retriever mix and she's totally mellow. I think that's what Thor really needs and she'll be such a help for him. I'm excited. Also forgot how much work puppies are. Especially in sub zero weather. but it's good bc this puppy is gonna be good for us.good night