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I really hate it when people just assume how I feel without asking.

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Tbh I just want to cuddle with someone. Never have done it before but I really do crave it.

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ねえ君は今さら僕の息を吸って 「大好き」だなんて言ってみせるけど 

you can…tell where i gave up (see: background) but this was still fun to do i guess! aimai elegy might be next if i can’t figure out how to do mozaik role haha

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…And then we get a gobo that says ‘Please give us more money’

My ASM, working college club theatre (via conversationsfromthebooth)

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Stagehand: *rolling up the rim of his coffee cup* I won something! What did I win?

Me: Did you win the chance to play again?

Head audio: You won a free trip to the load floor!

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The only rule is - no loose gear

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Pansexual pride!

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me: *wants to socialize, make friends, and stop isolating myself in general*

my brain: BITCH… NO ONE 👏 FUCKING 👏 LIKES YOU 👏 NO ONE WILL EVER LIKE YOU 👏 YOU DON’T DESERVE FRIENDSHIPS 👏 YOU HAVE NOTHING OF ANY WORTH TO CONTRIBUTE TO CONVERSATIONS 👏 YOU’RE A DISGUSTING 👏 HIDEOUS 👏 PIECE OF SHIT 👏 KEEP TO YOURSELF YOU PARASITIC GREMLIN 👋

me: ok nvm I guess

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Spotting your friend in an anime con more like

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Me At Home 🚪

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screams

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Artwork by  たくぞう

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Your prettiness is seeping through Out from the dress I took from you, so pretty And my emptiness is swollen shut Always a wretch I have become So empty and please please don’t leave me

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theatre protip: do not leave your children unattended in the balcony; light board operators are underpaid, underfed, and will eat your children

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There’s something pure and infinite in you, that wants to come out of you, and can come out of no other person on the planet. That’s what you’ve got to share, and that’s as real and important as the fact that you’re alive. We were able, at a really young age, to somehow protect each other so we could feel that. The world at large, careerism, money, magazines, your parents, the people at the rock club in your town, other kids, nothing is going to give you that message, necessarily. In fact, most things are going to lead you away from it, sadly, because humanity is really confused at the moment. But you wouldn’t exist if the universe didn’t need you. And any time I encounter something beautiful that came out of a human somewhere, that’s them, that’s their own soul. That’s just pure, whatever its physicality is, if the person can play piano, if they can’t play piano, if they’re tone deaf, whatever it is, if it’s pure, it hits you like a sledgehammer. It fills up your own soul, it makes you want to cry, it makes you glad you’re alive, it lets you come out of you. And that’s what we need: we desperately need YOU.

Julian Koster (via indiemovieboyfriend)