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When are you updating?

Most likely today

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When are you going to update cos I love this it's different

Thank you and most likely today

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This is different I'm so used to reading Chris Brown fanfics but this actually really good I like it so far 👍👍👍

thank you so much I try

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Wow this is an amazing fanfic,Rakim should have know Naomi wasn't getting an abortion this whole thing is really going to affect Hayden but I might be wrong I hope it all goes great for Rakim and Hayden :) Can't wait for the next Chapter

Thank you honey and yes he should have known and I hope so to

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This is so perf, update again. I really love it. :)

Thank you so much I will

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Rocky is a true ass... Like why now do you wanna be in your daughter life when you could have been in it from the very beginning ? & Naomi is a strong person, I'm proud that she making shit happen for herself, I'm glad that she didn't let that shit with her parents or rocky get her down or undetermined ! She knew what she had to do & she did it 👏👏👏 go Naomi. & Marlon is the definition of a true friend !

Yasss this feedback was everything yes Naomi is a strong person as for Rakim I guess he's just realizing that his daughter needs him but like you said why didn't he think of that in the beginning. Yes Marlon is a true friend though

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Well..I'm glad he wants to meet her. We'll see how it goes.

Yes we shall see

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Ooooo Snaaap !!!!!. At least he actually wants to see hayden but still he should've thought about that 4 years ago when he said all that shit . :/

Right he wasn't thinking at the time

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Chapter 1

Naomi Present "Come on Hayden", I called out to my baby girl. Yes I had a girl and trust me she is a true blessing, when I gave birth to her they said she stopped breathing. I was terrified I mean what mother wants to hear that after they gave birth, it took them 10 minutes to get her to start breathing again. I'm thankful to have her at this point she's all I got, when I say that sadly it's true. When my parents found out I was pregnant they went off on me, my father called me a whore and that broke my heart, I mean it wasn't my decision to get pregnant I made sure Rakim wore a condom but like I said condoms break and I guess that time it broke. I went from being daddy's baby to being daddy's disappointment, but I learned to let the past go and focus on the present and future and right now that's Hayden. I've been noticing that the older she gets the more she asks about her daddy, I've managed to change the subject majority of the time and I can tell that it hurts her that I'm not giving her information about him. How am I suppose to tell her that her father wanted me to abort her, better yet how am I suppose to tell her that he didn't want her I would break her little heart if I told her that "Hayden baby are you dressed", I called out again fixing my hair and clothes for the last time. A lot has changed for me, I'm currently a photographer and a model. I decided that I might as well follow my dreams, I did finish college and now I'm a official photographer/model. I wanted my parents to witness me graduate but they were to piss to even look me in my face, I felt like that was stupid I mean you could of push that aside and watch me graduate. I can say that out of every girl in my family that got pregnant I'm the only one who graduated from college well that's from the help of my best friend Marlon. Marlon was there for me when I was down and broken, he fixed me and I truly thank him for that. He helped me with Hayden such as watching her while I went to classes and when I had my part time job at the time. He also helped me buy a condo for Hayden and I, I thank him till this day and all he says is don't thank me. I really love Marlon because without him I don't know where I would be at today, before you get any ideas me and Marlon are just friends he actually has a fiancé who is very chill with a outgoing personality. I thought that she would have a problem that Marlon has a best friend that's a girl with a daughter but she don't. She says that Hayden is like a niece to her since Hayden calls Marlon uncle most of the time. She calls him Mar Mar which I think is so cute. I walked into her room to see her sprawled out on the bed half dressed. "Hay you have to get up mommy has to go to work", I explained as I shook her a little. She looked up at me with her big chocolate eyes sighing out a little, I swear she's a replica of Rakim which upsets me even more that he don't want her. I mean she has his skin tone which is lovely not to mention his features, the only part of me that she has is my hair and nose everything is Rakim. "Mommy I tired", she whined sitting up a little. "I know baby but mommy has to go to work today meaning you need to get dressed want to go to titi and mar mar house", "No I go with you", she whined again. "Well get dressed than mommy can't be late", I grabbed the rest of her clothes putting them on her. "How do you want your hair", I asked grabbing the moisturizer, scrunches and brush. "I don't know", she said tiredly I chuckled lightly my baby is not a morning and I'm not either but today Chanel Iman wanted to have a photo shoot today and well I'm getting paid 25,000 for taking the pictures and well I could use that money. "Alright come on baby get your things so we can go", I spoke out walking out of her room. I grabbed my keys, purse and phone grabbing Hayden hand before walking to the car. I strapped her up getting inside of the car myself, one the way to work I decided to stop and get the usual from Tim Hortons which consist of me a cappuccino, cinnamon bun and for Hayden hot chocolate and a muffin. Once I arrived at my job I noticed that it was a lot of paparazzi everywhere, I furrowed my eyebrows cutting my car off I mean I know Chanel is famous but damn. I got Hayden and my camera out of the car locking it behind me, as I walked into the building I saw security officers scattered around and some fans chanting a unfamiliar name. I tried to walk into the room but one put his crusty ass hands on me. "I'm sorry you can't go in there", he looked me up and down before folding his arms. "I work here", I said calmly showing him my badge. He nodded moving to the side, I walked into the room to see Chanel getting her makeup done while Brian set up the scene, once they where done with her makeup she walked over to me smiling a little. "Are you the photographer"?, she questioned looking me up and down. "Yes I am my name is Naomi", I smiled at her a little shaking her hand. "And what's your name cutie", she bent down to Hayden level smiling at her. "Hayden", she spoke as shyness fulfilled her voice. "Aww Hayden your very gorgeous you look like somebody I know", her whole face expression changed making me look at her confused. "Who"?, I asked out of curiosity "Rocky", she explained standing up a still staring at Hayden. I furrowed my eyebrows at that name I mean who is rocky and why would she say Hayden looks like them. "Am I late", a familiar voice spoke from behind me. I turned around to see Rakim and the ASAP mob making their way inside. I swear my heart dropped in my stomach when he walked through the door, I started to feel my emotions get the best of me. I wanted to punch him in his face for not being there for his daughter I wanted to yell at him, I wanted to embarrass him and tell everybody how he didn't want his daughter but I decided to keep that to myself. I wasn't going to loose my job over Rakim, matter of fact I'm not going to even think about him I went 4 years and I can go more at this point he's useless. "Rocky", Chanel squealed quickly walking over to Rakim kissing him on the lips. I don't know why but I felt some type of way, I shook the feeling placing Hayden in a chair scooting it up to the round table. I gave her the blueberry muffin and her hot chocolate placing a napkin on her lap, lord knows I don't need her spilling anything on her clothes simply because I might take pictures of her before we leave. "Be carful with this muffin", I said sternly causing her to nodded her head a little before biting into the muffin, I took a bite of my cinnamon bun before walking over to Chanel and the crew. "Ok for your first shots I want you to give me your best fierce faces", she smiled nodding a little before posing. As I was taking pictures of her I heard Rakim and Hayden talking, I really don't want her talking to him. I mean why are you trying to socialize with my daughter I mean if he only knew that she was his daughter, he was asking her things like what's her name how old is she and who is her mother. I swear if I didn't know Rakim I would cut their conversation short, luckily Hayden didn't give out to much information because she knows I don't play her giving out personal information to strangers. I heard something that completely threw me off guard, I heard twelvy tell Rakim that Hayden looks just like him. "Ok that's a wrap", Cebrina shouted as she fixed Chanel hair. I headed over to Hayden and Rakim looked at me for a brief moment, he was about to say something but Chanel walked over smiling brightly. "Rocky you should see my photos Naomi did a great job", she handed him the photos. He scanned over them biting his lip a little. "These are nice babe", he handed her the photos drawing his attention back to me. I felt uncomfortable at his stare, I really didn't want him starting at me because I know he remembers me. Twelvy smiled a little biting his lip at me, twelvy was the one to always have a crush on me but I was to caught up in Rakim to give him the time of day. "Come on Hayden", I grabbed her hand throwing her trash away I really didn't want to be in the same room with him no more. "I go see mar mar", she asked with hope "Yes", I watched her face light up in excitement. I felt Rakim staring at me, I turned around and slightly mugged him before walking away. I really don't know why I'm letting him faze me, I guess it's because I haven't seen him in 4 years and seeing him today gave me mix feelings. I strapped Hayden up in her booster seat before getting into the car starting it up. Once we arrived at Marlon house Hayden clapped excitedly causing me to laugh, I got her out of the car knocking on the door a few times. Marlon opened the door causing Hayden to reach out for him. "MAR MAR", she squealed as he picked her up carrying her inside of the house. "Hey my chocolate cutie", he tossed her in the air a few times causing her to giggle. "Hey Marlon", I sighed out sitting on the couch. "What happened", he looked at me concern as he sat Hayden on his lap. "I saw Rakim today", he looked at me shock as I nodded my head telling him the full story. I than realized that I left my phone at the studio fuck.

Rakim (Rocky) After Naomi left my mind was everywhere, I mean I can't believe I saw Naomi today. She looked different, in a good way of course I mean she got thick in the right places. But I couldn't stop thinking about Hayden, I have this feeling that she's mines. She's 4 which is accurate because I left Naomi 4 years ago, I never told the mob on why I left Naomi nope they didn't know that she was pregnant. That's why they keep saying that Hayden looks like me and its the truth. She has all my feature and Naomi's hair, I feel less than a man for abandoning my daughter for 4 years. When Naomi left out of my house I regretted that I told her to get an abortion, at the time I was so concerned on my career that at the moment I didn't care about nothing but the fame. Now that I'm famous I truly regret letting Naomi slip away from me, the only person that knew that Naomi was pregnant was my mama, she was beyond pissed when I told her that I told Naomi to get an abortion she said I was acting like a little boy and I needed to own up to my responsibility which is my baby. When I talked to Hayden I saw how shy and intelligent she is, for a 4 year old she has a strong vocabulary. But I already knew that simply because Naomi to me that if we had a child she would teach him or her 3 different languages, I know that I need to talk to Naomi I really need to straighten things out with us. "Aye you good you've been zoned out since ole girl and that baby left", Ferg questioned looking at me funny. "Yeah I'm good", I lied straight through my teeth. I couldn't tell him that I was thinking about her because these niggas will think that I'm sprung over her already. I saw a white iPhone vibrating on the table, I grabbed it and saw that it was Naomi's. I knew it was hers because her and Hayden is the lock screen . The doors opened and in walked Naomi I already knew that she was looking for her phone. I waved the phone in the air catching her attention, she quickly walked over snatching the phone out of my hand causing me to kiss my teeth. I didn't have time for her attitude she act like I did something to her. "A thank you would be nice", I explained smirking a little. "How about no", she rolled her eyes causing the boys to snicker. "Aye chill out I ain't do shit to you", I felt myself growing angry she fucking up my day for real. "Whatever", she rolled her eyes beginning to walk away. I knew that this was my only opportunity to ask her about Hayden because I probably won't see her again mainly because I tour a lot. "Aye hold up", I called out jogging up to her. She turned around with the look of disgust painted across her face making me second guess asking her my question. "Naomi is Hayden mines", I asked out of all honesty. "What type of question is that of course she's yours", she spat with so much venom the look in her eyes wasn't pleasant. "Can I meet her", I rubbed the back of my neck making her shake her head. "Why you didn't want her then why do you want to meet her now and don't give me that sappy ass I was wrong I didn't mean it speech because I'm not accepting that shit what you said to me 4 years ago hurt my fucking feelings I never would of though out of all people you would treat me like that to tell me to get an abortion because of your stupid ass career hurt my heart", she folded her arms biting down on her lip. I didn't know what to say I mean she has every right to be mad at me I did tell her to abort Hayden and I feel like shit for it I feel less than a man. I told her to kill my child because of my selfishness, I would be so broken if Hayden found out that I didn't want her. "Your right", I mumbled looking everywhere but her I couldn't give her that satisfaction that for once she's right. She sighed out making me look at her, she ran her fingers through her hair not meeting my eyes. I could tell that she was bottling up her emotions, that's one of her natural talents. When Naomi is hurting she covers it up by smiling and trying to be happy but I can read her like a book. I've know her for 8 years dated her for 3 so I know Naomi her like I know the back of my hand. "Look Rakim you can meet her I can't keep you from her forever but just to let you know don't try no slick shit between us because I don't want you", she poked at my chest making me chuckle and nod a little. "Alright ma", she scrunched her face up shaking her head. "I'm not your ma I'm Naomi and I need your number so I can arrange a day for you to meet her", she held her hand out waiting for me to place my phone in it. I unlocked my phone passing it to her, I saw her face turn up a little before she handed my phone back to me. I did the same to hers saving my name under Rocky, I handed her phone back to her and smiled a little. "Guess I'll see you soon huh", I slid my phone in my pocket as she shook her head. "No you'll be seeing Hayden soon because when you visit it better be for Hayden purposes", she spoke sternly making me throw my hands up in defense and nodded a little. "Alright ma I mean Naomi", she rolled her eyes walking out of the room. I walked back over to the couch to see the crew not to mention Chanel throwing me dagger looks. I could tell she felt a type of way with me talking to Naomi but that's the mother of my child so I have to communicate with her rather she like or not. I gave them a look letting them know I would fill them in when we get to the studio, as for Chanel I don't know how I'm going to tell her but I know I need to tell her soon. I just hope Hayden accepts me as a father...

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Okay, so Rakim ain't shit. How YOU gone wanna take shit to the next level and then when shit not fitting with YOUR plans, YOU wanna flip the script. FOH Nigga ! And for him to accuse her of tryna pin a baby on him cause he got noticed? Nigga the shit happened 2 seconds ago!! If I was Naomi I woulda fucked his ass UP ! lmao Let me calm down. Can't wait for the next Chapter.

Yes honey all of this Rakim needs to collect life and I would of fucked him up to

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I love the story so far and I can't wait to see what's gonna happen. Plus my name is Naomi so I feel extra special lol

Aww lol and thank you

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I like already. I'm ready for more :)

Thank you 

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Wow what a way to start the story. Can't wait for the first chapter

Thank you

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You got me ready for more like right now.!!!

I'm going to post the first chapter 

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Love your ff

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Prologue

Naomi *4 years ago* I sat on the bathroom toilet reading the test for the 15th time, positive is all I see. I can't believe that I'm pregnant I mean how could I let my self get into this type of situation, I just turned 18 not to mention I just started college how am I going to tell my parents let along Rakim. Rakim is my current boyfriend of 3 years now, I don't know how to tell him because he's to busy trying to get noticed by a producer. Honestly I think that a baby will get in the way of his dreams, but it's nothing we can do now I mean what's done is done. "Baby", Rakim called out from the other side of the door. "One second", I mumbled wiping some of the tears away. I wrapped the pregnancy test up in some tissue placing it in the dresser. I cleared my face of mascara and tears, I opened the bathroom door to be greeted by a smiling Rakim. "Baby I have something to tell you", he said with a smile plastered on his face. "What"? I asked out of curiously. "We got noticed", he explained picking me up smiling. I kissed him wrapping my arms around his neck I'm very happy for him I mean this is great this is what he wanted. My excitement quickly faded away when reality hit, I know I have to tell him about the pregnancy now. "R-Rakim I have something to tell you", I stumbled over my words making him look at me concern. "What's up", "I'm pregnant", he placed me back on the ground stepping back a little. "Your what", he asked with a questionable look on his face looking at my stomach. "I'm pregnant Rakim we're going to have a baby", I explained biting down on my lip a little. "This can't be happening how is this even possible I made sure to strap up", he sighed out rubbing his worn out braids. "Condoms break Rakim and its possible to get pregnant", I said growing agitated with him. Honestly I wasn't expecting him to act like this he could steady be happy. "Look don't try to pend a baby on me because I got signed that shit isn't going to work", he said nonchalantly. It took everything in me not to slap him. How dare he say some shit like that I mean why would I pend a baby on him not that he's about to become famous I would never do some shit like that. I mean that's fucked up not to mention pointless. "Are you serious right now why would I do some shit like that Rakim"?, I asked watching him shrug his shoulders a little. "Look I don't know but if you really are pregnant you need to abor-", he was cut off by me slapping him. "FUCK YOU RAKIM I WILL NOT ABORT MY BABY FOR NO FUCKING REASON", I screamed feeling tears slide down my cheeks. His chest heaved up and down while his nostrils flared. Next thing I know I was being pinned down to the bed with him hovered over me. I never seen this side of Rakim and trust me its a scary sight. He has this look in his eyes that shows that if I wasn't a girl he would of hit me back. I never imagined us getting to this point, I mean we never argued like this it never got this physical. "Don't put your fucking hands on me Naomi I don't know who the fuck you think you are but your not tough", he spoke with so much venom in his voice. "R-Rakim just tell me your going to take care of our baby with me", my voice cracked as the tears continue to fall. He raised up off of me shaking his head a little, I began to sob while covering my face with my hands. He promised that if we were to have a child than he would be there for me and now he want me to abort our first child. "Look Naomi just leave this shit is to stressful for me I mean I'm not ready to be a father plus I'm young and just starting my career a kid will get in my way", he spoke out not looking in my direction. I got off the bag grabbing my things slowly, I sniffed trying to wipe my face which was no use. I can't believe he's treating me like this I mean Rakim was my best friend before we got into a relationship. He wanted to take it to the next level and I was very hesitant about it, I didn't want to but he reinsured me that he would never break my heart but I see that statement was a lie. I walked out of his house getting into my car leaving him and my feelings behind, it's just me and my baby now...