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fanfic so bad I think I’m having a stroke

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From the top comment, "Not only did she get the rules of the game wrong, but she also took unnecessary risks. Not only did she fail to gain the trust of her companions, but she also chose to fight against them. Not only did she fail to understand the variables of the game, but she also asked the wrong person for help. Not only did she ruin her own future, but she also became a disaster."

It's about Annie. I believe that if we get a retold of this group, she will be the main character. I like this group showcasing people that was hurt badly, difficult to understand at times. Blind judgment leads to irrational and illogical actions, which makes it hard for the audience to follow along with their actions...

Sorry it became aesvic again- Aesop is too desperate to put his belief in Victor, whether he accepts it or not. Victor just hopes he can live in this fantasy a little longer, even if he is aware of the risks and bad intentions.

I think about them often, they have different values but (Aesop) understand each other is very cute, it's just such a sad ship I'm obsessed with, nothing in canon context works (as a romantic couple idk) they work and kind of didn't work together, UGH. How can I explain it? It's a tragedy that you find someone who understands you, but they pass away, leaving you with a vague answer as to whether we understand each other idv is high as hell when they wrote them, also ppl too obsessed with Aesop's "kind" trait. I need ppl to understand that everyone in this game is very problematic (mess up in the mind), accept what they've done, and not glorify them just being cute

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Regarding the last reblog , I genuinely believe that they just wanted to be friends, but the process was too extreme/ dramatic I still can stop laughing about it

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could someone who's know how to write, to write a good group 3B fanfic about how everything happened?

I think the plot has the potential to be a mental illness awareness advertisement, it very hard to understand them because all four of them are pretty non verbal, which is hard to understand their decisions. There are a lot of parts that feel flawed, but I feel like there must be a better way.

Aesop has the most interesting and clear motivations, and his way of thinking is absolutely intriguing . Anne's father and husband emotionally abuse her, which has led to her anxiety, resulting in her hostility towards Ganji. Victor was separated from his mother and abandoned by his uncle, which made him desperate to be useful in certain ways, scared of actual interaction. Even though he didn’t hurt anyone in his life, his upbringing definitely made him unable to distinguish morally gray stuff. Ganji's desperation of going back home, trapped in a place where no one can communicate. <- I list a summary of the characters, and I often feel like each main character just hate the others and never understands the other group members due to the ending being a complete mess. I also feel like I miss important analysis details of certain characters due to not being their main.

In short, one is an active killer, and the other two participants want to win. Poor communication and growth experience make them make bizarre decisions (that a lot of audience don’t understand but kind of fit the character when you know their upbringing, besides Aesop, because the official is desperate to kill him due to not being their official creation)

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mythical au , I write it in a way I feel both sunny and basil are annoying . would hate sunny if he’s a real person I met , so I use “he looks very pretty” to balance his whiny personality

Favorite still Mari because she s is a power fantasy, kel is just too nice he got bullied by life

Probably Aubrey is the most sensible person surprisingly , I respect her the most in this story (like overall character development plot etc)

Explain in a more easier way, the thing I was thinking probably more hannibal( the tv show) style , even thought I also shoved “optimistic/ inspirational “ stuff in it. Like the “ better ending “ I just till sunflower to deal with it and live happily ever after

Feel like my story is shallow

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Cry

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demand fictional character giving me dopamine

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The fanfic so bad I started crying

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My favorite ship problem is when one really wants to kill the other, but that other person kills himself before that can happen

this isn’t taken out of context, this is a summary, and when I think about them, its ridiculously funny

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I don’t know how to draw anymore

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Fictional character is my only support

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going crazy

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The ship that no one ship, but the lore made it canon

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I laugh at my limited understanding of romance and use this as my mythical au sunflower bgm. The only thing I can think of is Sunny carrying basil's dead body around or basil being weird

It might be very weird, but besides the blood-sucking as a vampire, for me, the au is actually super ascesis(?). for my own fulfillment, I just want them to be pretty, very boring, and slow

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my fear of aesvic is the dark and blond hair

I cannot unsee it, also florian, get rid of the sunflower please, I just can’t… ahhhhh