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I feel like no one’s ever going to want to see me subs ever again :////

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I've really been craving some submission lately. This sucks.

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Work in progress 🌜

Original art by Ruttu_ruttu on IG

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i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again: nothing in the world is cuter than subs getting so fucked out that all they can do is whine incoherently and rock limply with every thrust

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What's wrong, sweetheart? You're flustered? Then it's the perfect time for me to make it worse. 💗

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I am now officially a stripper!

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Person: Would you consider yourself independent?

Me: *looks up at daddy*

Daddy:*nods*

Me: I would say so yes.

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I'm just so in the mood to be babied lately. Brush my hair and call me your good girl. Then make me go down on you nice and slow until I'm whimpering and gently chide me for being impatient.

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He hit me and it felt like a kiss

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Who wants to be my pretty pet, let me use my paintbrush between their legs and tease them up with a feather until they can't help but ask for me to really touch them

But baby, I am...look at your desperate face

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This guy from work recognized me on a kink site and I want to block him because he's creepy but he could totally report me if it pissed him off 🙃🙃🙃I love men and "morality" clauses 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

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Okay but allowing subs to perform oral as a form of reward is so hot. You’ve been good so I will allow you to pleasure me, and you’re gonna thank me

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Tell me to shut up and stick it in my mouth without a second thought

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My hand approaching sub’s throat:

adoring, happy smile

My hand squeezing the life out of sub:

pathetic, fearful gaze

My hand letting off:

adoring, happy smile

My hand returning to death grip:

pathetic, fearful gaze

I could see myself getting caught in an endless loop of this, like a child flipping a light switch off and on. I could do it for an eternity, but I’ll settle for a whole weekend.

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I will wear booty shorts, fishnets, and lacy bralettes and you will STILL use he/him pronouns to refer to me because fuck you

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So. What do you do when you realize your partner's just not that into you anymore.

They're sweet and kind and compliment me. But we don't fuck unless there's someone else there to be the center of attention. If we do have sex alone, they don't go down on me, they don't do foreplay. Not in a rough way - I'm young, I'm wet, I come. But even aftercare is routine at best.

I've tried lingerie, playing up kinks, initiating vanilla sex, /talking/. I mean, I've been practicing for my STRIPPING audition for weeks. But at some point you have to realize they don't want you.

Right?