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now, I know that may have looked like romantic penetrative intercourse, but I assure you my feelings were strictly familial

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in MY supernatural dean smokes since he was 13. and sam keeps trying to get him to quit when he comes back from stanford but secretly he kinda likes the way the smoke lingers on dean's breath and how sometimes when dean's got that post-hunt haze of power dean will offer one to sam and they'll share the lighter and lean maybe a bit closer than they need to

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apple bottom jeans boots with the fur

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unfriendly reminder that this is what sam and dean looked like when sam left for stanford

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thinking about sam as a kid who was small and bullied and fought back against bigger children who used size to intimidate and harm. and sam as an adult who’s big and makes himself seem nonthreatening in his posture and stance. he rarely ever yells, he speaks gently, he rarely if ever touches women first. in fallen idols he sits beside the upset witness immediately to speak to her softly while dean stands over her. he puts himself on her eye level so he doesn’t look like a threat. growing up and gaining a physical power that was used against you as a small kid who was friends with the bullied. and choosing not to use it unless it’s to protect.

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reblogging this post from 2011 to add a high resolution version of this wincest fanart

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has anyone else posted about how this is the same picture. or.

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something about dean looking at the blood on sams mouth after he hit him

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serval cat!dean & border collie!sam

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babygirl I'm avoiding things that I don't even know about

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I have a lot of feelings about the rise of he would not fucking say that attitudes in fandom spaces and the paralysing effect it can have on creators. As a writer i think it’s important to just write what feels true to you and not what you think others will “approve” of. Like even as a reader i have enjoyed a variety of different characterisations that all work because the writer makes them work for a particular story. And a fic that’s written out of character to some will be in character to others. Writing fic is not your job you’re not being paid it’s your hobby please. Make them as close to canon as possible. Make them completely different. Who cares! Have fun! Have so much fun! There is an audience for every kind of fic and every kind of character interpretation i promise

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He’s wearing the ‘psychic booty’ shorts i doodled yesterday😎

Pst, the full image is in chap 15 of my ao3 art archive linked in my pinned🤫

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guy who has never lived with anyone other than his dad and his brother, who he's been cohabiting steadily with for almost 7 years: haha check it out, this loser still lives with his mom

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"it's just a scene from a tv show it can't hurt you"

the scene from the tv show:

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Jane Austen, Emma

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A motel is not actually part of the town that it’s in. It’s not part of anywhere.