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“fuck ya nails and ya chicken strips” -dad, 2025

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how to brain dump like a pro

what you need

a messy notebook (I like the Leuchturm bullet ones)

a pen

a beverage for emotional support (or several <3)

how to get started

grab your notebook, and sit down in a quiet moment with enough time so you won't stress even more. The point of a brain dump is to unload all your thoughts, everything that is stressing you is put to paper. not aesthetically, no cutesy Pinterest vibes; we need it plain, unromanticised, and personal.

some prompts to get you going

do I have any deadlines coming up?

have I been making time for myself and my hobbies?

what projects, tasks, appointments, and/ or plans are currently stressing me out?

am I procrastinating anything?

am I properly looking after myself? (mental/physical health, skincare, hobbies, school/work, etc etc)

am I currently working through any challenges, and if yes how is that going so far?

how are my friends/relationships doing?

is there an area in my life that I should prioritise right now?

do I feel confident and comfortable at the moment?

Review and reflect

take some time and go over your writing; you can underline or highlight the points that you find most important. make this whole "brain dump" thing a routine; sometimes it takes a bit of writing until you actually get comfortable with putting your emotions onto paper (it sounds easier than it is..), but the more often you do this, the more comfortable you will get!! <3

As always, please feel free to share your own suggestions and tips in the comments! <3

love ya ･:*₊‧✩

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late night OCD affirmations for myself:

- you’re not secretly a horrible person

- no one is upset with you

- the doors are locked

- your hands are clean

- you don’t have rabies

- the number 6 is not evil

- you aren’t going to manifest these things into existence by typing them

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The ‘you’re mature for your age’ to sleeping with a bed full of plushies in your mid twenties pipeline is real

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unfortunately, i require a lot of reassurance.

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i wrote a poem and i’m proud of it so here it is

i’ve been second to an album

a job

a drink

i’ve never been the first choice

i’m not heather

i’m only second rate

i’m number two

i’m on my own

you’re on your own kid

i’ve been second to an album

granted an album i love

the album that helps me feel understood

one of my favorite albums

but i’ve still been second to an album

i’ve been second to a job

granted a job i’ve benefited from

a job that has hired me

but i still don’t know anything

i still mean nothing without a monetary contribution

i’m still worthless if i don’t do the chores

i’m still second to a job

i’ve been second to a drink

granted a drink i enjoy

a drink that has comforted me at times

but i’ve still been left behind in favor of the drink

i still had to teach myself things because of the drink

i almost lost so much to the drink

i’ve still been second to the drink

i’ve never been the first choice

there’s always been a better friend

a better cousin

a better girl

there’s always someone better

i’ve never been the first choice

i’m not heather

they found their lookalike

they became a traitor

they left me by the water fountain

i’m not heather

i’ll never be heather

i’m only second rate

the winner took it all

all the unrequited love

all the other cliches

their new boyfriend’s an asshole

good for you

i’m only second rate

i’m number two

my feelings are fatal

the moon rose

my heart broke

once i realized

i’m only number two

i’m on my own

and maybe it’s for the best

maybe that’s what i need for now

after all, when you’re on your own

you can’t be second to anyone

if you’re the only choice

you have to be the first choice

so maybe it’s for the best

that i’m on my own

you’re on your own kid

i am the bolter

the mastermind

the anti-hero

the mirrorball

because i remember it all too well

and sometimes i hate it here

and i want to change the prophecy

because i’m trying

and everyone tolerates it

me and my champagne problems

i’m tired of the smallest man who ever lived

and feeling guilty as sin

because everyone’s afraid of little old me

because of what they made me do

and now i run away from cruel summers

in my getaway car

because you’re on your own kid

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random 📲 headers ; like if save or use

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*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*ﾟ:*:✼✿

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me: *pulls out a second red bull which is actually my third*

my mom: i think that’s a little much

me: *pulls out a fourth red bull* i beg to differ

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the fact that i can anger over 500 people on facebook by exercising my first amendment right gives me a great sense of power

along with the fact that they feel the need to call me a “shit for brains moron” while also not using proper spelling or grammar

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how is it that my mother hears nothing i say when i am speaking directly to her but i say “it’s a chris pine” under my breath and suddenly she has fuckin super hearing???

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Goodluck Pikachu

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ah yes, my favorite muppet, cookie conster

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so this is what a hangover feels like

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one of my proudest achievements is that i can say hello in a lot of different languages. can i say anything else? absolutely not. but i can hit em with a real nice hello

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“sorry you’re covered in animal hair”

girl, if i’m not covered in animal hair something is wrong