liliallowed
liliallowed
deranged timeloop overanalyzer
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(early 20s adult) genderfluid/Non-binary and fictosexual-ace audhd and queer . time loop hyperfixation 24/7 NOT A +18 blog SFW . I rarely do mature stuff but I may FOLLOW some mature blogs. please be mindful.
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liliallowed · 22 minutes ago
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how bad can I be feat fortune teller muffet
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liliallowed · 1 hour ago
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win / lose @mettatonmay
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liliallowed · 4 hours ago
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liliallowed · 4 hours ago
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Sanders Sides-es your Voices
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@vantalemons look
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liliallowed · 4 hours ago
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my ass is on fire
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liliallowed · 4 hours ago
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*A crow flies into your inbox and drops something at your feet.
*...?
*It's a note.
'*A crow flies into your inbox and drops something at your feet.
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*It's a note.
'*A crow flies into your inbox and drops something at your feet.
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*It's a note.
'*A crow flies into your inbox and drops something at your feet.
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*It's a note.
*(It seems to continue forever...)
TIME LOOP CROW LETTER!
*picks it up*
*picks it up again*
*picks it up again*
*picks it up again*
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liliallowed · 5 hours ago
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crimz has crumzed
-crimson describing time loops
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liliallowed · 5 hours ago
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liliallowed · 5 hours ago
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my deltarune theory
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liliallowed · 5 hours ago
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today is a milestone
i dont mean to brag but i made my own first meal today. by myself.
i know a lil late for someone in their 20s but i have an irrational fear of hot objects/ flames/ the oven/ steaming iron /anything that has to do with heating up something to prepare it. had it since i was a kid and it never went away.
the sizzling also makes a pit in my stomach. the sizzling and the erratic jumping of the bubbles. the small fraction of a possibility of me just putting my hand in the fire. yk the same feeling you get at the edge of a cliff briefly picturing yourself falling down... but like... yk. what if im too clumsy or i listen and burn myself. or the kind of absurd storytelling that you imagine the drying towel behild you will get blown by the wind and fall ontop of the stove and just... everything is on fire.
yep...
again i know its irrational but that doesn't stop me from curing into a ball and wanting to run away from the room. it doesn't stop me from feeling incompetent and small.
today i faced the beast... by NOT DOING IT HEAD ON!
(just bought an electric food cooker.)
i cooked! LITERALLY!
like my parents have tried to teach me cooking many times it always lead to me crying as a kid or simply just disassociating and staring at the pot with a blank expression. i have avoided making anything that wasn't chopping vegetables or fruits. it has made me insecure about it and before therapy id pretty much rather starve myself than to look at a stove.
that was before i got the tism diagnosis. and we realized: huh i might need to try something different instead of brute forcing what we consider as "normal". and therapy has actually helped me with my problem solving skills and how to confront my "flaws". you don't HAVE to cook it in a frying pan! mind blown.
oh electric cooker. you're literally a life saver because now i don't have to worry about my lack of self sustainability or the humiliation. BECAUSE I SOLVED IT AHAHAHAHAH!
also. in case, like me you are now hyper focused on getting it right because you're terrified of making a mistake... uhm... i don't actually have any advice. just that the first time is the hardest. it will get easier the second time. like 18 percent. not SUPER easier. but a lil more managable.
so.
in case any fellow neurodivergent people have had a similar issue try an electric cooker. mind that it is still hot to the touch you gotta use gloves when you take the thing out. make sure to clean and always dry it before putting it in its heater.
idk. visually not seeing the flame has changed the whole thing for me.
i hope this helps people like me who get easily overwhelmed and want to focus on one thing at a time and the flame is no longer a distraction.
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liliallowed · 9 hours ago
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That one neutral route ending where Papyrus is the only one who dies
Thinking about the fact that even if you reset immediately after completing the route it's implied that everyone still has to live with that ending for probably months
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liliallowed · 11 hours ago
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Princesses Daily 007: Haunted Witch Plushie That Stabs You And Calls You A Bitch
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liliallowed · 12 hours ago
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He's giving you a kith
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Thanks to my papa I already have a new ipad hooray
The old one was really old so it was recommended I just get a new one
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liliallowed · 12 hours ago
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Princesses Daily 011: The Narrator would not be able to contain a Kirby Princess for this exact reason
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liliallowed · 12 hours ago
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let's make a muffet multiverse.
fuck sans aus. I'm here for spider lady now.
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liliallowed · 12 hours ago
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Liked the palette of that one painting from a few days ago so I did some more
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liliallowed · 12 hours ago
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It's dark. Kitchen. Dust sneaks around in slippers, holding a bone—just in case.
Dust *whispers*: Just grab the ketchup and go. No drama. Quiet. Peace.
*hears a spoon clatter*
– Who’s there?!
*freezes. Spoon says nothing. He eyes the fridge.*
– You… You saw everything.
*Pause. He lifts the bone slowly.*
Dust: I never trusted you.
*WHAM! Dust attacks the fridge.*
*Ketchup falls. Shatters. Silence.*
Dust *staring at the ketchup* : …yeah, i’m not sleeping tonight.
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