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Here ya go!

kitties and froggie!! im so filled with happiness and jolly old this is beautiful

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intro post!

hi, i’m Lili, and i’m a trans girl who likes music n stuff!! i also make music (production and singing), which is cool and fun.

i am UNDER 18, so NO, Linda, i DONT want to “have fun” with you, GET AWAY!!/j

i AM a girl, my pronouns are she/her, and i’m hetero (attracted to guys, clarifying for the people that don’t understand how i work lol), i was around six or seven when i trans’ed my gender, and my parents are luckily very accepting!

im kinda introverted, but also not really, depends a lot on the people surrounding me. i do not know how to keep a conversation, and i’m generally just awkward:(

as said, i am very enthusiastic about music (without it, i honestly am not sure if i’d be alive rn). my favourite artist include: fka twigs, björk, SOPHIE (rest in peace), aphex twin, analog princess, gfoty, and whatever else i like!

i really like steven universe and death note, cuz they’re both really good shows!!

i think that’s it for now, have a nice rest of the day (and week)!!

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thank u so much for the tag!!

i’ve been listening a lot to le FLEUR by Analog Princess, and i saw a dog today:)

@willydeeonline

Ok I'm starting a tag game: make yourself in this picrew + one song you've been listening to a lot lately + the most recent animal you saw outside + tag 4 ppl. Ok go

Song: The Most Wanted Person In The United States - 100 gecs

Animal: bunny :]

Tagging: @lhurluberlu-hululant @dagothurgent @andietries @agnosticblowjob if you want!!

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lil message to the people from the transgender community checking if i’m a living human being

hi, so i have a real brain dw

uhh bye

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im a tran so…

Reblog if

reblog this if you support

•trans men

•trans women

•gender fluid people

•Agender people

•aroace people

•non binary people

•lesbians

•gays

•Asexual people

•Agender people

• LGBTQ+

•people that are they/them

•people that are he/him (and are apart of LGBTQ)

•people that are she/her(and are apart of LGBTQ)

•people that are xe/xim

•people that are ze/zer

•pansexuals

•Bisexuals

It was my friends idea to make one of these "reblog if" so I did!:-)

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nvm i changed it back, my eyes were dying :(

sorry to disappoint:(

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for reference, here is the light cherry theme

white background:

it’s so cutesy and dainty and filled with a look in its eyes that longs for destruction<3

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i recently got the light cherry theme in fl studio so now when i make music i feel like this

like it’s so cute and feminine<3

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i love this so much

reblog to wirelessly transfer all of your dysphoria to jk rowling

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reblogging this on my phone, so i can download on my computer for my website!!

Stamp :LxLight (04/05/2011) ; LxLight:Kiss Kiss (04/05/2011) by irbochan999 on Deviantart

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oh here’s an offering

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searched trans girl upon here some time ago, porn accounts popped up, advertising trans women as a fetish, like a “best of both worlds” situation.

i then tried searching up trans guys, you might think that maybe porn accounts with trans guys would pop up, or that it would just be normal posts ab being ftm. instead i found trans femme porn again.

i dont want to be seen like this, a subconscious in the minds of many people say that i’m weird, even disgusting, for being myself, and others fetishise it. i don’t want to live like a zoo animal anymore.

i don’t want to have to be hyper feminine to be a true woman, and i don’t want to turn back to masculinity. i want to express and explore my gender with the same possibility of a cis woman.

i hate that i used to joke that i would be gay no matter what gender i was attracted to, like my biology and gender identity were separate. i don’t want to be a kink. i don’t want people to look at me and think about how i look naked.

i wish my friends wouldn’t hesitate kissing me and making physical touch platonically or talk about their periods to me like they do with their cis girl friends. and i wish that me talking about my own body, like they talk about theirs wouldn’t be disgusting. i wish that i wouldn’t be bullied for not understanding when i draw a breast wrong, assuming that i don’t understand the female body, rather than i just suck at anatomy.

i wish i understood. but even more, i wish they did too.

sorry this was really long and really upsetti spaghetti, but i lowk had to vent

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anyways now that i’ve introduced myself

thanks tumblr

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hi guys what’s up<33 i’m kinda new to tumblr, so please don’t commit homocide and kill me