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Only red lipstick

𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐇𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭, 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥. 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐫𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐝. 𝐌𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨, 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.

𝐇𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐰𝐧, 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐝. 𝐃𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞? 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐨. 𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲? 𝐃𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬? 𝐇𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. 𝐇𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝, 𝐧𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭.

𝐇𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬. 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐚 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬. 𝐀𝐧 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐝, 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐚𝐲, 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧. 𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞.

𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲, 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦.

I'm very obsessed with on them. i hope, you enjoy my moment of weakness ❤️‍🩹

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𝐵𝑒𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑠𝑘𝑦, 𝑓𝑙��𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑚

𝑁𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑚𝑒,

𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒

𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑓

𝑆𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑚𝑒

𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝐼'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒

𝑇ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠

𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝑢𝑡

𝐹𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑠

Kep1er — Shooting Star

I did the clumsy translation from Korean myself, trying to convey the atmosphere and meaning, without thinking too much about rhyme

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I really really hope you enjoy my content here 🥹

I'm used to another social network, but now I've rediscovered Tumblr and it's helping me gradually get back to writing (yes, I write fanfics, but it's hard right now due to lack of energy), so I'm going to try to get used to it here as well

I want to believe that in the near future I'll be able to show a full work, finished and translated, but for now I'll continue with my chaotic thoughts on how my beloved Hyunho could fall in love with each other.

Love you, thank you for stopping by

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the same "love"

that began at a distance

when he waits for every new message, listens with interest to other people's stories and talks on the phone for hours, hoping to one day see someone who, hundreds of kilometres away, has become so dear.

and one day

the realization comes that an accidental acquaintance on the Internet it turned out almost the most important. and they are together looking at the paired rings, drinking coffee on a balcony overlooking the Gulf of Venice

having fulfilled all their dreams, which were sometime only pleasant illusions

nightly obsession with dreams that do not belong only to me

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the same “love”

that is played in childhood.

when he gives rings with lollipops, protects from all, even imagined, misfortunes, and brags about his husband more often than about new toys.

and years later

he's impatiently waiting for him home from work, trying to kill time by reading novels and continuing to have a love for lollipops.

only now there is a wedding ring on his finger.

just a momentary weakness for this concept

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𝙸’𝙼 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙰𝙵𝙸𝙰

𝙼𝙰 𝙼𝙰 𝙼𝙰 𝙼𝙰𝙵𝙸𝙰 𝚈𝙰 𝚈𝙰

𝚆𝙴 𝙳𝙾 𝙸𝚃 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝙰 𝙼𝙰𝙵𝙸𝙰

          𝙸𝚃’𝚂 𝙳𝙰𝚈𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴 𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃

               𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙳𝙾𝙽’𝚃 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆

              𝚆𝙷𝙾 𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚃, 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙰𝙵𝙸𝙰?

                 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝙸𝚂 𝙱𝚁𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃

           𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙳𝙾𝙽’𝚃 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆

       𝚆𝙷𝙾 𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚃, 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙰𝙵𝙸𝙰?

ITZY — In The Morning

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