lilowanderer

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you take care of everyone, my love, but who is taking care of you?

(daytime responsibility, nighttime loneliness) // r.i.d (via inkskinned)

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i am speechless

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Comeback

May 18, 2015 - It’s been awhile since the last time I wrote here. Well because I am keeping myself very busy and occupied. I am starting to see all of my friends again, and I was very happy. Well, I hope someday I’ll truly be.

[lilowanderer]

Do you miss me when you hear my name?

4:04 am thoughts (via lezz-beann)

i bet you don’t

[lilowanderer]

The truth is.” she said sadly, “That I felt everything all at once, and he felt nothing at all.

untamedunwanted (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

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Fault

Who’s fault is it? Mine? His? Who knows? Who cares. It is been a few days and I don’t know how to fathom my thoughts completely. One minute I am the most fucking right person and the next thing I know I fucking blame everything to myself. Why is that? I guess that’s just being human. You go fuck yourself with all these thoughts running through your mind.

I left him. But why does it feel like he was the one who left? The most fucking part here is I am starting to realize that I was really the one left behind, the one abandoned. And I keep asking myself, “Why?”. Is it my fault? Or his fault? Or ours? Well, who the fuck cares anyway? No one. Only me. But for what it’s worth, I hope one day I find the answers. I hope I get to end this misery. It’s not my fault anyway.

[lilowanderer]

you. not wanting me. was the beginning of me. wanting myself. thank you.

The Hurt, Nayyirah Waheed  (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

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Learjet 60

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And one day I hope you look back at what we had. and regret every single thing you did to let it end.

(via 11anothergirl11)

[lilowanderer]

Don’t be like the rest of them, darling.

Eudora Welty (via glamour)

[lilowanderer]

Note to self: everything will always be okay. don’t stress the things you have no control of. God got you.

Reyna Biddy (via psych-facts)

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There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to be.

(via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

Give me time to let this sink in.

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Dear Self: It’s a shame how hard you are on yourself. You treat others with more love than you treat you. You deserve to be celebrated too.

Reyna Biddy (via psych-facts)

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I wish I could hurt you the way you’ve hurt me, but I could never be so cruel.

7:03 am (via falling-apart-sl0wly)

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Beautifully layered color and texture.

Photo: Michael Woolley

[lilowanderer]

Our wounds can so easily turn us into people we don’t want to be, and we hardly see it happening. Protect your heart, love yourself, and be with people who love and care for you.

Sue Fitzmaurice (via wnq-anonymous)