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IG : Kelly Ann

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Malcolm T. Liepke - Turned Back, 2015, oil on canvas

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FAG PATROL (2022) bleach-painted underwear

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Tuck Everlasting by Natalie Babbitt

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Nicknames: when you shorten someone’s name affectionately

Nicholasnames: when you elongate someone’s name affectionately

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she guessed my favorite color first try..

but between me and u……. i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now. 

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OK not to be weird but why DO people give blowjobs

well

i hear having your dick sucked feels good

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I think i am subconsciously sabotaging my own life and relationship with how sad i am.

But i am so sad,

but also

tired, and so

angry, but also

stressed, and so

reactive, but also

empty, and so

burnt out, but also

scared, and so

lonely, but also

self conscious, and so

insecure, but also

pessimistic, and so

doubtful, but also

anxious, and so

crazy, but also

jaded, and so

so, so very sad.

it’s more than just sad and sadness though.

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by stephanie metz.

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Jelly Fish 🐠

Nikon D500

@photographyaeipathy

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"My mother tongue is profanity"

— Cynthia Chapman

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I feel like I’ve lost my identity. I’m no longer a person with a life or hobbies or pet peeves or feelings. I don’t have any real friends anymore. I went to a party this past weekend and I was only referred to as their boss. Not a friend, not a person, just someone they see at work and get emails from. Almost the entire time I was just corned by one guy who wouldn’t shut the fuck up about work and how the dumb couches got rearranged. Work is literally the last thing I want to think about -much less talk about- while I’m trying to enjoy myself. I don’t wear my staff shirt while not at work for a reason. I left early because I felt so unwanted. I went home and drank alone and cried myself to sleep.