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"The Moth"

Her love and secret passion, distorted by the influence of the Dark One, also known as the Wicked Serpent. Her longing for light through love, which led to flames that scorched her with pain, divided into two. A true fusion of what she represents and what he represents. Her attraction and desire to save herself through her love for him became golden wings, and the blade symbolizes two snakes entwined in a passionate dance. The ring finger of her right hand is missing, expressing grief and longing for the loss of someone she loved.

One day, she saw a scarlet deepest red sky, and cut off a piece of it, making herself a skirt so reminiscent of the fabric that he wore on himself.

"I will find parts of you in everything, and I will make sure that we will never be separated again"

Fallen creature who refused to accept divinity and who lurks in the shadows and no longer reaches for the light.

Her shirt is always open, but the one she is waiting for will never be able to accept her embraces again.

Symbols: Sun and Abyss, flame, gold, passion and sorrow

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I haven't drawn a fem-version of Messmer in the second phase yet

They didn't ask me, but I realized that I could do it myself

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A sketch with a young Messmer. It wasn't long before Marika told him to lead a crusade. Despite all the contempt he harbored for himself because of the things he did during the loss of control over the curse, hope burns in him. He's not so dark yet, and he's not so tired.

His hair, as was customary, was much longer. The only difference is that he never braided them, believing that he was unworthy to wear the sacred symbol in his hair. He said goodbye to his long locks before heading to the shadow realm so that his hair would not interfere with the war. Or maybe it was his farewell to his home and to his past self? To say goodbye in order to return... worthy.

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"Fever"

"It's okay, it's going to be okay. I'm here, I'll help you and I won't leave you"

These words echoed like a ghost in his delirious mind, pushing apart the grip of heat that was squeezing his exhausted body. Touching familiar small palms became a beacon and the only constant in the midst of the pain that became the basis of his existence.

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I found one of my recent sketches with Morgott, and I really like it. I guess I didn't finish it because I switched to Messmer, upset about my Morgott and Mohg

I think I would like to finish this. I love Morgott, despite the fact that my desire for recognition destroys any creativity. It's not his fault🌻🧡

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tw: cruelty, bodyhorror

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Messmer is scared and in pain, and desperately hisses at his nurse for trying to remove the armor stuck to his skin from the heat. The healer had known him since he was a baby, but looking at what he had turned into, watching him twitch, squirm, hiss and scratch with his claws, she understood... she's afraid of him. She called out to someone he should acknowledge, hoping it would calm him down and believing she was strong enough to be willing to hurt him for good. And when she found out what she needed to do, she tried to see him as a monster, an aggressive animal, but she couldn't. His scream at the moment when his armor was stripped off dug into her mind like fangs, became a stake across her lungs, and it was not the cry of a monster, but of someone who was so dear to her. And it wasn't the blood of a monster, but of someone who continued to be loved by her.

Jannike felt not just "not strong enough", but devastated.

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I decided to draw a fem!Messmer, because I was wondering what Messmer would look like in such a way, while preserving the canonical features

This idea is unusual and not very accepted, and I may find myself alone in this, but I still enjoyed drawing Messmer without trying to idealize the character. And... I keep forgetting to draw the wings of snakes😪

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I recently beat Messmer at NG+8 with rolls only (Elemer's armor)

I have a recording, and the video is 1 hour and 44 minutes long... I think that's all it takes to know about me as a person

I'm trying to get back to Janmer without thinking about how much it's appreciated or liked. I thought that if I die without finding love in myself, it won't matter what others think. Or I'm looking for support, but in fact I think that if it hurts to leave him, then staying is even more disastrous

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Someone remembers this sketch, but I think I can write something else about it

Messmer unknowingly copied the snake's habits after experiencing the transformation. Some aspects of this behavior did not really fit his human body - for example, he could not smell with his tongue, but his sense of smell as a whole was enhanced. Despite the blindness and blurred vision of his serpents, he recognized by the smell everyone who had ever entered his chambers while he was in a fever. The habit of licking and "touching with his tongue" became for him a way of expressing affection and something that definitely convinced him that the one in front of him was real

The same can be said about hissing - snakes hiss only if they want to scare and protect themselves (I have a snake and it has never hissed at me), and Messmer lost his voice when he was ill and decided to express his mood and condition through different hisses

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I couldn't draw anything serious because of the fever. But sometimes it's not so bad to draw something simple

I like to draw Messmer without a helmet, yesss

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A few shots that were not included in the main post, but seemed interesting to me

Recently, I decided to link Messmer's aggressive behavior and his strange habits in the second phase not only with the serpent part, but also with the fact that he behaved this way because of the pain

I also asked a knowledgeable person how Messmer should feel about his scoliosis and what discomfort it causes. I want to know how he should feel physically

I found a more or less suitable role for the wicked serpent in my plot. Soon there will be an art where he will be directly represented

The same moment, but closer

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"Affection and Abomination"

The moth that reached for the crimson radiance of the cursed prince. The accursed one whose fire responded to hers. Whatever the glow is, it makes the shadows visible. And hundreds, or thousands of red eyes will see them from the darkness inside him, as soon as the flame flickers. No matter how much they hide, the brighter the light, the blacker the abyss.

After all, in the end, everything that should be whole will intertwine and merge together, because this is the nature of the universe itself.

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Messmer is playing with Jannike in his bedroom... IT SOUNDS TERRIBLE, PLEASE HELP ME COME UP WITH A NORMAL TITLE

It's been a year since I found out about Messmer, and I'm not sure if I'm happy or disappointed. But I like that his serpent curved into a heart shape, it happened by accident 🐍🧡

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They sleep together because Messmer is constantly freezing in his snake form and is strongly attracted to Jannike, and is also afraid to be left alone. He is exhausted, and hasn't smiled for a long time, the corners of his lips have become lowered, and Jannike doesn't remember him being so unhappy before. But he still enjoys her closeness and warmth, her neck is so hot and throbbing that the fibers of his snake nature tremble with euphoria, and his light shirt from below resembles a closed lotus bud, pure and snow-white, in contrast to him, cursed and trampled. Now this warmth is his only consolation.

"If you want to snuggle down and warm up, my arms are always free for you. If you want to cry, my shirt is open for you. If you're angry, scared, or confused, I'll be waiting for the crimson folds of the canopy to be accepted again, my prince."

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"A monster"

I wanted to draw him lying on Jannika's lap in flowers, but now I have no desire to draw Janmer or anything serious in execution

I don't mind sharing something simple

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"The Last Revelation"

"All your thoughts are on me. They splash outwards, causing the skull to crack. They burst into convulsive gasps in the air as I put on the rings and squeeze your body, which is weakening with desire. There is nothing but this sweet torment. Your fears, longing, pain, and relief are about me and for me. Entwine with his disfigured form, clench him in your arms until you vomit, caress yourself with what his fingers and claws held. Enjoy when they sink under the skin, into the veins, into the flesh, and his tongue plunges into the wounds, lapping up the blood. Crave his true identity as desperately and fervently as I do you. Press your heated body closer, cell to cell, dust to dust. Scream delightful when the warm folds of the toothy mouth will cover, pushing you into the slippery larynx, and thousands of scarlet eyes will devour only a hint of light and purity. Condemn him and ascend me, dissolving into flames and agony. Truly ringed, carried away into the abyss, to be embodied as a dried bouquet on the lonely grave of his will. And then, you and he will belong to only one, as a whole. A moth lost in the darkness, whose wings I turn to ashes. So be it."

It took me a long time to create this art

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A brief description of the plot and genres for those who are here for the first time

In addition, with the randomness of the selected plot segments in my arts, it is quite difficult to adapt to the story

I don't know if romantic in the genre direction is suitable here, because romantic in a dark fantasy will be... peculiar