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moments from a little life

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his service was crowded. he was fifty-three for not even two months.

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I'll love you forever

I'll like you for always

As long as I'm living

My baby you'll be

Happy Father's Day, Harold

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june twelve. a nothing day.

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jude and willem dressed for the grand galloping gala

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Boyz n the hood at a college party in colour

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healthy me: if u see me reading a little life in the future, take that shit AWAYYYYY from me!!!

unhealthy me: ok why does everyone care so much about my choice of reading material 🙄

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one (1) willem ragson

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The Boyz n the Hood at a college party. Just straight studs

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But as much as he fears sex, he also wants to be touched, he wants to feel someone else’s hands on him, although the thought of that too terrifies him.

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Both Luke, Harold, and Dr Traylor would make Jude drink milk with his dinner

Milk as a symbolism of childhood, protection, nurturing care. Milk used to regain physical strength when it was lost, because the three of them each needed jude for something (a tool, a son, a toy) and he needed that strength to take on what they wanted from him.

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woah careful now. you might end up getting an order from a law professor for bacteria cookies for his wife

okay but getting to see the real bacteria cookies was awesome

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i work in a bakery now… hate it and love it when there’s another parallel to jude in my life😍

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floating jude st. francis head but he's no longer floating and also my ipad is pissing me off bc it makes the colors all wonky when i save it 🤬

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yeah and who wants to see him find love? who wants to see him get adopted? who wants to see what the other boys in his life do? who cares? he got raped that’s the only valid or worthwhile thing to mention!!!!

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Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life