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alexander mcqueen aw99

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Anyway I'm Pmsing and wondering how people actually get into relationships. Maybe its my aura (?) but guys only think about sex with me, or maybe thats all "men" think about? Like honestly I'm very happy to be single an d Im only trying to date so I don't get rusty because "men" are annoying as fuck. So yea

I'm going celibate

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manifesting it, one sec brb

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https://www.instagram.com/p/CJjGR4LsekA/

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High thoughts sorry

Do you ever worry that you have filled your mind with deluded concepts of being? Unnecessary luxuries, cars, clothes, items that eventually really have no meaning. The perfect body and the hair, and the perfect face. The perfect relationship. All handed to you by social media platforms where its all really a false narrative. When you finally meet your virtual idols they are nothing close to the image they painted and would rather be more like , you. I worry that instead of appreciating myself and my life I constantly compare it to a life I will NEVER have. Which can be perceived as a bad thing but its actually just a fact. 

Maybe its truly time to uninstall my instagram for a month or so again. But I really can't at times since I model and, “influence”. And need to project the image of something that I’m not quite aware of yet. Looking at old photos of myself  I often wonder why I was so “carefree” but in reality I just wasn't tied to the concept of performing for strangers on the internet. I was just being. And r in 2021 it’s really hard to get back the concept of being and not performing. Just being and not carefully recording it for the world to see and envy.

Any way this should be in journal but this happened, oh well

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A woman lying down on the floor, smoking cigarette, surrounded by record albums, including “Lonely Girl” by Julie London, released 1956. 

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3stacks 

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Perfection is really overrated these days 

natasha alana

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What are these mods Im tryin to live my best virtual life

another glass of lemon water in the AM 🍋

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 I miss the old internet

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Everyone let’s admire Michaela Coel in suits

SHE is literally perfect i CAN’T

Photography by Ekua King / Styling by Candice Bailey / Hair by Charlotte Mensah / Makeup by Bernicia Boateng.

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