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Pittsburgh - The Amity Affliction [x]

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I'm proud of you for making it this far.

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“I do not like who I am. There is nothing good about me anymore. I am sick of wasting my time. I am worn out, I am really tired.”

— there is no point of me being here if I am not doing anything useful

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“When things really hurt you, they make you quiet.”

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I'm thinking about ending it again and i don't even care about the consequences, i just want out.

— my mind won't shut up

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“When I feel unwanted, I distance myself.”

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"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

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did i actually relapse or did i just never recover

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"All these days have turned these months into a year. And I've been spending every second wishing I could disappear."

Mayday Parade, "I'd Rather Make Mistakes Than Nothing At All"

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I don’t get mad anymore, I just get really quiet. Why keep talking when nobody is really listening to you?