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littlefreckles4 · 9 days

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Dear Eddie,

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“What the hell are you doing? We gotta’ go!” He stared at her, tears welling in his eyes. “I’m buying more time.” He reached up and cut the sheets connecting the Upside Down and the real world. She could feel her heart sink into her feet. “Eddie, don’t do this! Please, don’t do this.” “I love you sweetheart. You’re my whole life.” He put his hand to his heart, then took off running out of the trailer.

She scrambled to find any chair she could find. Dustin and Steve stacked up anything they could find so that they could get back through. She finally jumped back through the gate and landed on her back. She didn’t waste any time before getting back up and running in the direction that he did. “Eddie!” she screamed. She fought her way through the bats swarming her, but started to stop fighting when she saw the sight in front of her.

They were swarming him. He screamed and tried his best to fight them off, but he ultimately lost. They tackled him to the ground and held him down. She ran towards him as fast as her gnawed up legs could take her. His screams shattered her heart and tore her into pieces. She stabbed and slashed every bat she was able to in an attempt to save him from getting anymore flesh torn from his body. He coughed up blood as she bent down to stop the bleeding anywhere else.

“Baby, baby no. Why did you do that?” “I-I had t-to save you.” “I don’t care about me! You should’ve come through the gate!” “H-Had to k-keep you safe.” She tried to hold pressure on the worst wounds, but he was losing blood too fast. “D-Don’t be mad a-at me.” “I’m not baby, I’m not.” She tried to sit him up since Dustin and Steve had finally come. “No!” “Eds, we have to get you out of here.” “I w-won’t make it.” “Yes you will! You have to Eddie! I need you!” he looked at Dustin, “I didn’t run this time. I told you, 86 would be my year.” Dustin laughed a watery laugh. “Yeah, you didn’t run.” “Harrington, take care of her. D-Don’t let her fall.” Steve nodded. Eddie looked back up at her. “Baby, j-just kiss m-me please.” “Eddie Munson, you are not dying!” He blinked away the tears flowing from his eyes. “Sweetheart, please.” He raised a shaky hand to her cheek. “I can’t. I can’t tell you goodbye.” “It’s just an, I’ll see you later.” She gave him his wish and kissed his lips gently. “I love you Eddie Munson. My whole heart.” He smiled at her, but it soon fell. His eyes became lifeless and his chest stopped moving.

“Baby?” her voice wavered. She lightly shook him, but there was no movement. “Eddie! Eddie, wake up!” Steve wrapped his arms around her waist. “I’m sorry, but we have to go.” “No!” she screamed. “Get off of me! I can’t leave him! I can’t leave him!” She cried hard. She kicked her feet and beat on Steve’s arms. “Let me go! I need him! I need him!” “He’s gone. We have to go. He’s gone.”

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littlefreckles4 · 9 days

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Dear Eddie,

“You left me!” “I didn’t leave you! Maybe you’ve forgotten what actually happened. You died in my fucking lap! Steve had to pull me away from you. I don’t know who you are but I want my Eddie back. Fuck that ‘I’m Kas’ bullshit.”

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littlefreckles4 · 4 years

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This is so goooooood 😍♥️

Just A Little

jj maybank x reader

summary: all the moments you and jj shared loving each other just a little, and the one moment you spent loving each other a lot.

word count: 3.6k

warnings: swearing, a bit of violence, slight make out?

outer banks (here’s my obx masterlist, i’m still fixing links so bear with me)

a/n: this is @ad-infinitums i just changed my user, don’t be alarmed. this one’s for @pogueszn, my simp buddy, my rainbow connection, thanks for always breaking my heart. i suck at fluff so pls i’m sorry if this is actually worse than i think it is lmao…

(gif by @anakin-skywalker)

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The Boneyard party was in full swing, you having lost your friends around your third drink as you were whisked away by a random Touron boy. He was cute, you’d admit, but just not your type. You made your way through the crowd, slightly bouncing to the beat of whatever song was blasting through the speakers.

“Hey!” a voice from behind you calls out.

You turn around and are met with the familiar brown eyes of none other than your best friend Pope Heyward. “Hey!” you reply back, shouting just a bit so he could hear you. Pope is a little buzzed as well, you could tell by the way he was stumbling as he walked. “You ok?” You grab him by the shoulders, giggling as you hold him upright.

“All good,” he replies with a dopey smile on his face. You let out a laugh, as the two of you sway to the music. “I’m so glad I found you, I’ve been looking for a familiar face for ages! Where’s Kie and the rest of them?”

You shrug, scanning your eyes through the crowd. “No clue, lost them hours ago. Why, you looking for them? Or should I say are you looking for her?”

The boy looks down at his feet, trying to cover up the small smile that was spreading across his face. “Shut up, Y/N…”

“What? It’s true! It’s ok to admit you like her, you know.”

“Well, you’re one to talk,” Pope replies, sending you a smirk.

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” Before he can respond, you excuse yourself from the conversation as you see a familiar mop of blond hair making its way to the edge of the crowd.

Pope watches you go with a soft smile and a shake of his head.

“JJ!” you call out to the boy.

He turns around at the sound of your voice, a wide smile adorning his face when his eyes meet yours. “Sweetheart!” he exclaims, opening his arms to you.

You smile and wrap your arms around his waist as he wraps his around your shoulders. Letting his scent surround you, you rest your head against his chest, the warmth from his body drawing you in. You let out a content sigh and close your eyes with a smile.

JJ rests his chin on top of your head and looks down at you with wide eyes and a soft smile. He presses a kiss against the crown of your head before pulling away from you slightly. JJ’s arms move from your shoulders to your waist, as yours move to rest on his shoulders. He sways the two of you to the music, pulling you flush against his chest with a cheeky smile. You can feel the heat rushing to your face from being so close to the boy. Resting his chin on your shoulder, he bends down so he’s slightly at your level. “Didya miss me?” he whispers into your ear, his hot breath making you shiver.

You pull away from him, just far enough that you can meet his eyes, and you smile. Lightly brushing your nose against his, you whisper, “Just a little.”

Satisfied with your answer, JJ bumps his nose playfully against yours before spinning you around and pulling you into his chest once more. His action pulls a laugh from you and the sound makes JJ’s heart pick up in pace. With a smile, he holds you close, swaying the two of you to the upbeat music.

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littlefreckles4 · 4 years

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JJ Maybank

Wild Like Wild Life

“As usual they were bored out of their mind. Out of all the stupid shit they could come up with or do, they decided to break into the local zoo. Both of them knew they’d be in a lot of trouble if they were caught, but they really couldn’t give two shits. If anyone knew them they’d know they didn’t care. I remember when they came home at three in the morning smiling and laughing with their arms stuffed with shit from the gift shop. The next thing that left her mouth was ‘can we go to the aquarium next?’ These two are wild like wild life. They always have been. They’re always there for each other.”

John B takes a big breath Kie is the next to speak. “Before Y/N, JJ was a dick. He did things because he had nothing to lose. He believed that no one could love him like that. Boy was he wrong. He was so wrong. Y/N came that summer after John B and Sarah went missing and turned all of our lives around.” Pope piped up.

“She started working at the wreck with Kie. I thought she was interesting. We hadn’t seen JJ in months and he just up and decided to walk in. When he saw her he froze. He fell so hard for her. We used to say that if they didn’t get married then love wasn’t real. She helped him every time he got into it with his dad. Every time the kooks gave them a hard time she always showed them up. It didn’t matter who the person was. You didn’t mess with JJ because she’d beat your ass. You never mess with her either because JJ would beat your ass.”

Sarah joins, “She helped with his restitution even though he didn’t want her to. She brought out a JJ that no one had ever seen. She got him away from the piece of shit father he had. She boosted his confidence and made him feel loved. Love isn’t real if they’re not together. What they have is something people crave.”

“This is the love of Y/N and JJ. Non of us thought JJ would settle down, but here he is. We’re speaking at his wedding. I am so proud of him for getting through all the shit he’s had to go through. Y/N you saved JJ. Thank you for making him happy again. We all love you and wish you a very happy life,” John B finishes.

JJ wipes a tear away and smiles. Y/N leans up to press a kiss on his lips. “You really did save me baby. I love you Y/N Maybank.” “I love you more JJ. Always.”

#jj maybank #jj maybank obx #obx #jj x reader #jj maybank fluff #jj maybank imagines

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littlefreckles4 · 4 years

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@cherryobxpersonal thank you ♥️

3 years later: JJ Maybank

no ones pov:

“Find her Shoupe!” JJ yells. “Son, we’re trying and doing everything we can.” “Try harder!” “JJ, come sit down, please.” Kiara rested her hand on his arm, but he jerks his arm away. “I don’t want to sit down.” “Bro, you need to calm down. They’re doing everything they can,” John B says. “I am not gonna’ calm down! Not until my girlfriend is in my arms and safe!”

It has been days since anyone has seen you. You were taken. “Shoupe, we just got sent some sort of live feed,” Plumb informs. She passes the small laptop to Shoupe and presses play. “Great! Y/N, our guests our now watching!” The man held the device in front of your face. The pogues and officers all gasp at your state. You were bruised, bloddy, and broken. “The party’s all here.”

“You sick son of a bitch. Let her go!” JJ screams. “I am going to do whatever I want to her and there’s nothing you can do about it. Let that sink in. I’m going to have so much fun with her while she screams for you.” “I’m gonna’ fucking kill you!”

The man smiles. He pulls out a .22 and points it at your head. “Bye lover.” The man pulls the trigger, then the screen goes black. JJ’s screams fill the tent. He falls to his knees, hyperventilating. The pogues were in shock. One of their own was gone and they watched it happen. The one person who kept their blonde friend afloat was dead. “Y/N, no.” Shoupe’s head hung low. He didn’t know what to say to the sixteen year old kids.

He was sure of one thing though. He had never seen JJ act like this with anyone. The pogues wrap their arms around him, but it only makes his cry harder. He had just lost the love of his life.

Your POV

It has been three years since I’ve seen the pogues. Three years of absolute hell. I’m not dead, clearly, but the pogues don’t know that. I can’t even tell them. The man is still out there. I had to be put into witness protection. I’m not aloud to have any electronic devices. I have an agent that stays with me. I also gave birth to a little girl. Shocking.

When she was born I had a dna test on her. She’s JJ’s. She’s now three. I can only imagine what the pogues are going through. I know Pope, Kie, Sarah, and John B will be okay, but JJ I’m not so sure. “Mommy!”

“Yes Ocean?” “Agent is back! With food!” I giggle at how she tries to say her words. “Okay baby, lets go see what she brought.” Her little hand grabs mine and she tugs me toward the kitchen. “Y/N, I’ve brought lunch.” “Thank you Agent Myers.” Oh please, we’ve known each other for three years. You know you can call me Eddie.”

He reaches in the bag of food and hands Ocean her food. “Thank you!” she squeals. She runs off into the living room. “Y/N, sit down.” “What’s wrong?” Eddie runs his hand through hair, then reaches in his back pocket. He pulls out a phone. “You can go home.” “What? Home?” “They caught the man. You and your daughter are no longer in witness protection.” “I can go home.”

Tears start to spill down my face as I clutch the phone. “JJ,” I breathe. “ I throw my arms around Eddie’s neck. “Thank you. Thank you for everything.” “Don’t thank me. Go home to your friends. Let that little girl meet her daddy.” I reach up and press a kiss to his cheek.

“Ocean!” “Yes mommy?” “Let’s go pack your bags baby.” “Why?” “We’re going to see daddy.”

In the OBX

I pull up to the Chateau. It looks exactly the same as it did three years ago. The HMS pogue was docked. “Mommy, where are we?” “Uncle John B’s house baby.” “But I wanna’ see daddy.” “You will baby. You will.” I get out of my car and also get Ocean out. “I have no idea if he’s home or not.” I grab her little hand. Once we get to the door I pause.

“What’s wrong?” “Nothing baby. It’s just a little emotional.” I knock on the door. “Hang on guys, someone knocked.” John B. “Who the hell would come knocking at your door?” Kie. The door swings open and there’s John B. His hair still curly and not changed at all. He just stared at me with wide eyes.

“What the hell is taking you so long?” Kiara then appears at the door. When she sees me a gasp escapes her lips. She slings her arms around my neck and cries come from her mouth. “You’re dead.” “I’m not dead.” Kiara lets go and I’m tackled by John B.

“Mommy, who are these people?” John B and Kie looks down at Ocean with wide eyes. “Is he here?” John B leads me into the living room. “Finally, you’re so slow. Kie, what’s wrong?” Pope. When I come around the corner Pope’s mouth drops. I look away though because the familiar blonde floppy mop comes into view.

“What the hell. You’re dead. You died. We saw you die.” I hear what Pope is saying, but my eyes never left JJ’s. “Hey baby.” JJ rushes to me and engulfs me in his arms. Loud sobs leave his lips and he squeezes me tighter. “Sh, baby sh.” “You- you’re alive. How? We saw you die. H-he shot you in the head!”

“Mommy?” JJ lets go of me and looks down. Ocean pulls on my hand. “Is she mine?” “She’s yours JJ.” The tears rolling down JJ’s face get heavier. He bends down to Ocean. “Hi sweetheart. What’s your name?” “Ocean Marine Maybank.” He looks up at me for a second before looking back down to her. “Are you my daddy?” He just nods and hugs her. Her little arms wrap around his neck and her head snuggles into his chest. He picks her up, then wraps an arm around me.

“I love you daddy.” JJ’s sobs get even louder. “I love you too sweetheart. I love you both so much.” We then feel the pogues arms wrap around us. “I need to explain to you guys. I didn’t forget about you, I had no way to contact you and I wasn’t aloud.” “Later baby. I just want my girls in my arms right now. You’re safe in my arms and I’m not letting go. Not ever.”

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littlefreckles4 · 4 years

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3 years later: JJ Maybank

no ones pov:

He was sure of one thing though. He had never seen JJ act like this with anyone. The pogues wrap their arms around him, but it only makes his cry harder. He had just lost the love of his life.

Your POV

“Ocean!” “Yes mommy?” “Let’s go pack your bags baby.” “Why?” “We’re going to see daddy.”

In the OBX

#jj maybank #jj maybank imagines #jj x reader #pogue #obx #rudy pankow #rudy x reader #rudypankowfluff

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littlefreckles4 · 4 years

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This is the best thing I’ve ever read. I’m in love.

i know | jj maybank

hellooooo i’ve risen from the dead and its with a fic about outer banks… i’ve fallen in love with jj… thats my baby

this was supposed to be a 5+1 concept and it still kinda is but i got really really carried away. as my new friend @captainpogue calls it the too much gene. so buckle up and grab a snack this is 21k words lmaoooo i hope you enjoy

i love you already

warnings: nothing more than what is mentioned in the show

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You were laying on your stomach, on your bed, flipping through a book. It didn’t have your full attention as your mind was elsewhere. Music filtered in through your headphones but you weren’t really listening to it, either. It was almost dark outside and with the power still out, the few candles lit in your room did little to help you focus on the words in front of you.

It was also extremely hot. You were sweating just laying there. Your shirt was stuck to you and your shorts felt uncomfortable even if they were cloth sleeping shorts. Letting out a frustrated groan, you drop your head down to the book but immediately wince when you feel it get stuck to your forehead. You have to slowly lift your head and peel the page off with your fingers. Gross.

Moving the book, you lay your head down again and just try to breathe. The events of the day are finally catching up to you, making you a bit tired. Your mind is racing as the memories flash through like a movie playing behind your eyelids. Walking down the street and hearing a distressed, “Just shut up, Pope!” You recognized the voice like it was your own and rushed across the street where you came face to face with your group. JJ had looked at you, guilt shining in his eyes as he looked back at Shoupe, “Yeah, it was all me.”

A distressed sigh -one that matched the one you let out as you helplessly watched JJ get pushed into the back of the cop car- leaves your body in a rush and it makes your bed bounce just a little with the force of it. Kiara had moved up to you as you watched Pope let out a scream and storm off, his dad following him angrily with the hat Pope had thrown to the ground. She explained what she knew and all you could do was close your eyes and let out a breath. You knew JJ getting arrested, again, wouldn’t be good for him. He’s seventeen now, still a minor, but he’s so close to being tried as an adult and that scares you.

“Hey, you want to go to the police station, see if we can do something?” Kie had offered when she noticed that you’d done nothing but stare off in the direction the cop car had gone.

“No, his dad will most likely show up.” you stated and winced at your own words. “I’m just going to go home. I’d say text me but you know, towers are down. And my phone might even be dead with the whole no power thing.”

Kie laughed at your tone and it pulled a laugh out of you as well.

Rolling onto your back, you cover your face with your hands and try really hard to keep your frustrations at bay. You know JJ didn’t do shit this time around. You know what he’s covering for and why he’s doing it but god damn it you wished he had a little bit more common sense sometimes. You wish he wouldn’t put others before himself sometimes, even though that wasn’t in his nature. You wish he didn’t have such a temper sometimes, or the need to prove himself, because then that’d help him stay under the radar a bit easier. But you knew that JJ would never lose those parts of himself, that’s just who he was. Someone who cared about others too much because he didn’t want them to feel what he’s felt his whole life but had a temper like no other.

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littlefreckles4 · 4 years

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Rafe Cameron

“Little Do You Know

warnings: non

Little do you know, how I’m breaking while you fall asleep.

“Aw, the loser is eating by herself.. again,” Britt Mathews laughs. You never knew why the school’s Queen Bee decided to target you. She and her minions made your junior year of high school a living hell. “Go to hell Britt.” Britt scoffed and held on tighter to her boyfriend, Rafe Cameron’s arm.

Little do you know I’m still haunted by the memories.

You never hated Rafe. Sure, he could be an asshole, but he was always nice to you for some reason. “Oh, she speaks! How shocking!” “Come on Britt. Leave her alone. We have to get to class.” Rafe gave you an apologetic look and pulls his girlfriend with him. Before they leave, Britt slaps your books out of your hands, causing all of them to fall to the floor.

Little do you know I’m trying to pick myself up piece by piece.

You sigh and bend down to pick up the books. Britt laughs and lets go of Rafe’s arm. She kisses his cheek,” Bye baby! See you in gym.” Rafe shakes his head and shoos her off. He bends down and starts helping you pick up the mess his girlfriend made. “I’m sorry about her.” “It doesn’t matter. I’m used to it.” “You shouldn’t be.” “Thanks for helping me pick this up. I’ll see you in gym as well.” You walk off to your next class, leaving Rafe standing there.

Little do you I need a little more time.

Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside

I've been holding back

For the fear that you might change your mind

I'm ready to forgive you, but forgetting is a harder fight

Little do you know

I need a little more time

When PE rolled around you could see Rafe and Britt in the corner of the gym. She had a pissed off look on her face as Rafe ran a hand over his face. “You can’t do this!” she yells. “My fucking god Britt. You are so fucking annoying.” “I’m your girlfriend!” “No you’re not. Not anymore. I’m tired of you being a heartless bitch.” Her mouth practically fell to the floor. “You can’t talk to me like that!”

I'll wait, I'll wait

I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait

I promise, you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait

“And you can’t treat people like shit! You treat Y/N like shit and I’m sick of it. I’m sick of you and your bullshit.” Britt scoffs at Rafe and places her hands on her hips. “She’s nothing! She’s a freckled freak! She’s a loner Rafe. Baby you know she’s nothing special.” Britt tries to grab Rafe’s biceps, but he slaps her hand away.

Love is here, and here to stay

So lay your head on me

“Don’t touch me and don’t call me that. I don’t want you. I’m tired of you picking on her.” “Why do you care? She’s nothing but a freak!” “Because I love her Britt!” Rafe screams. You stand there absolutely shocked. Rafe Cameron loves you. He’s in love with you. You felt all eyes on you and it made you uncomfortable. Rafe’s eyes meet yours. “Y/N.” You shook you head and ran out of the gym.

I know you're hurt while I'm sound asleep

Little do you know

All my mistakes are slowly drowning me

Rafe paced around his room with his hands in his hair. Sarah, his sister, sat on his bed trying to calm him down. “Rafe you gotta’ calm down.” “This is my fault. What if I just fucked up?” “Rafe,” Sarah tries. “I should’ve said something to Britt sooner. I’m a fucking idiot!” “Rafe Cameron!” Rafe stops pacing and looks at his sister. “Just go talk to her Rafe. Explain. I’m pretty sure she feels the same.” “No she doesn’t.” “Yeah okay. People don’t look at other people like that if they didn’t feel that way.”

Little do you know

I'm trying to make it better piece by piece

Rafe pulled up to Y/N’s house. His heart pounded in his chest and his palms were slick with sweat. Rafe took a deep breath and got out of his truck, walking to Y/N’s front door. He knocked three times and waited. The door opened to reveal a woman with a head scarf and an oxygen tube in her nose. “Yes?” “Is Y/N home?” “She’s up in her room. You a friend?” Rafe nodded his head,” Yes ma’am I am. May I go up and see her?” “Yes you can.” The woman let Rafe enter the house. “Just go up the stairs and her room is in the left,” “Thank you ma’am.”

Little do you know I,

Rafe could hear the most beautiful voice ring in his ears. She was singing. He had never heard a voice so beautiful in his life. Y/N’s room door was open. She was sitting at a keyboard playing and singing. Rafe leaned against her door fame and listened.

Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside I've been holding back For the fear that you might change your mind I'm ready to forgive you, but forgetting is a harder fight Little do you know I need a little more time

Tears slipped down Y/N’s face. She didn’t know if what Rafe had said was true or not. She felt the same, but his outburst embarrassed her. “That was beautiful.” The voice startled her. She turned around and was faced with the boy whom she loved so much. “What are you doing here?” “Came to see you.” Y/N shook her head,”Why?” Rafe takes a seat beside her. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry I never said anything to Britt or never stood up to her. I was so worried about what my dad thought and my friends. Mostly my dad, but I can’t hide my feelings anymore. “I’m not like you Rafe Cameron. I’m a pogue. You’re a kook.” “I don’t care. Y/N I love you and I’m not gonna’ hide it anymore. I’m sorry if I embarrassed you in gym, but she was really pissing me off.” A small smile formed on Y/N’s face. Rafe wrapped an arm around her and pulled her close to his body.

“I really do love you. More than anything.” Rafe pressed a kiss to the side of her head. Y/N pulled away from Rafe and placed her hands on his face.

I love you 'til the sun dies

Y/N presses her lips to Rafes. “I love you too Rafe Cameron.

#rafe cameron x reader #rafe x you #obx #outer banks #love #drew starkey

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