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You ever meet someone that you’re just at a loss of words for? You fall completely head over heels and get lost in the depth of their little things. Their annoyances and habits become peculiar little collections that only you know about. And in a blink of an eye, you are engulfed their existence. They are what you see everywhere and even if they’re not there, you seek their face in crowds.

When you come across these beings, they’re so special and magical that you don’t want to let go. But what if, it wasn’t meant to be? Perhaps he or she is your infinity on the graph. You become so close but never touch. All that’s left is a lifetime of wonder; what would’ve happened? What are they doing now? Are you okay with wondering all the time? Probably not, but it’s not in your hands to say what happens because it’s a two way street and you’re walking alone.

I never wanted things to go this way. I always fought for us, but perhaps you can’t fight fate. So instead I’m learning to just accept the way things are and wish you the best in your endeavors of conquering the world and all its wonders. You and all your habits that I’ve kept collection of will always be my infinity.

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He wrote this

We were like a glass canon

Yeah, packed a punch when we were together

But never was made to last forever

Like a glass canon we made a lot of noise and lit up the sky

Like a glass canon scratches never heal

After all those past fights, it only made sense we shattered from a spark

And now we will always be apart

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i fell in love with a narcissist.

he can’t love me back the way i want him to. he’ll give me everything i want whenever we break up.

it makes me come back to him each and every time.

but this time i’m done.

i don’t want to block him because i secretly enjoy all his efforts to win me back, but i know that every time i read his messages, my heart gets swayed.

what a vicious cycle.

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the saying goes, "if you love somebody, set them free. if they come back, it's meant to be". but i am too selfish to set you free, even if you are unhappy with me.

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excuses. all these excuses. tired of hearing them. you can excuse yourself from my life.

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he's thinking: how can i love somebody i can't trust? she's thinking: how can i love somebody who doesn't trust me?