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Trust no-one.

But i’m slowly educating my mind, trying to appreciate that: everyday that passes is a lesson. Lifes taught me well, taught me to lessen my friends and broaden my knowledge because every friendship has an end. You got to do what you do and not give a fxck what they say. Its time to work hard and get paid, even though 'money doesnt make the world go round' it still builds a lifestyle. Working hard to get where you want so no one can be urged to taunt you, because that can haunt your nights, cause you great amounts of stress and it will mess with your thoughts.   Its a brutal world out there, you've gotta keep your head up and get through it alone, cuz no one will care when you're falling apart until the day all the blood stops pumping through your heart. Only then they'll remember your good ways and how well you lived your life, how you got through the stress and was never seen crying. Be that role model and everywhere u go your name will he heard- because its not until you've gone and lived with no limites, the world would recognise all the lies that were thrown around about you and noticing that none of which were true. Its things like that, that'll shatter you to a million pieces, tiny fragments that can never be put back together. 

R♥︎ 

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Feelings left behind

Now to her words are just words, the beauty inside of her is still there but she cannot feel it.. Every bone In her body has been calved to shape hate for the world. She sees love as a mythical mystery, in every direction she looks she sees hate, which teaches her that independence is a lonely road, it makes her lack confidence and patience. Her faith has always been there but sometimes put aside, this makes her lose hope. There's no beauty in the world, so she rebels thinking every moment has the same outcome, every hour is the same, every second wastes a million oxygen particles on one tiny worthless living soul. To be herself is harder when she no longer know who she is, for life has beaten her down so low that she no longer feels anything. She feels like she's only here to hurt or to be hurt there's no in-between. ︎ R❤️ ☓

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My last celebration..

Light up some candles at front, put some flowers out to justify my existence. Because with every candle lit; the memories will brighten. With every flower it will consist of the doubts there were about how much I was loved. As those words repeated in my head, whilst tearing away at another part of nature, the nature inside of me was hoping it wouldn't tear me just as much. "He loves me, he loves me not," right until the very last petal, basing someone else's feelings on something extremely surreal. Although it does not justify anything however, thats the only explanation i'd ever received. 

Along with the candles and flowers, throw the biggest party you've ever been to- to imitate my personality, because those far from me knew me as the quite one in the corner. But those near to me knew me as the crazy, wild and immature one.Let there be a rainbow to feast off as every colour of each skittle represented how sometimes my moods can change from angry red to magical purple and nature green. The emotions at the party will amount to my life time feelings. The cries when I lost someone important, the laughs for every night out I had with someone special, the inhumane feeling for every struggle I had been through and the dazed for when life beat me down to the dust. Because for once that will be MY night, and even though the struggle of the emotion to some may be hard, just know that I'd prefer the laughter for my 'disappearance' rather than heartache. Because i'm with angels and those whom I never got to meet, knowingly they'll have open arms for me.

-R♥︎ ☓

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Sunset on the Laguna Madre by (Elizabeth Brossa)

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A beginning

Every story has an end, but in life every ending has a new beginning.

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Hold on little Princess♛

She was a little girl mind full of dreams, livin the fantasy life is all she wanted, heart so pure, happiness she chanted. She was a shy girl - nobody noticed. The little dream world is all she was holding. Bullied, ignored, she stayed strong, understand the rights from wrong. Dreaming of the day she'll meet her perfect prince. Love at first site? A glimps? But he was saying she ain't worth it, judged by the looks but inside she's perfect.. As she grew older her heart grew colder- the dream the dreamt she had, seemed to be over! 

When she hit teens things changed; she had class fame but the sadness was still the same. Never has hope never has faith, let go of luck, never believed in fate. Keep running, hold on little princess it's not too late. 

Don't listen to the talking, get your shoes, keep walking. Drop the shadow of the past that's haunting you. Prince Charming will come around crawling. You gota find your rainbow. All the fellas wanted to "get her" she just wanted to be treated better! Trust issues got worser, being noticed by guys wasn't a cure. Everyone she spoke to, she became more insecure. Every guys eyes showed their lies, she went through a phase where she felt neglected, who she became wasn't the person she reflected. 

Never gave out trust cuz she was hurt. She stopped searching, that's when love found her. She never expected anything, but then she met that guy and he became everything. The rain may fall but the day will turn blue, don't search for nothing let it find you, the they'll fall for the real you. Beautiful you don't need to change, you should understand that. Nobody's perfect but everyone worth it, keep your head up and let love find it's way. Hold on little princess it's not too late.