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not me almost having yet another panic attack at work 🙃

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there literally aren't words for how fucking exhausted I am from living with her.

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all I can do is hope that someday someone will love me enough to spend their life with me. to love with me. to live with me. someday .

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super cool how [redacted] thinks men don't flirt with me and I'm just confusing them being nice with flirting like thanks friend I know you think I'm pathetic but way to pour salt in the wound

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me: *doesn't game*

also me: *lives on discord*

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yesterday vs. 2022. I miss looking like the girl in the right.....

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12:33am March 25th it's a tuesday

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Wobbly

11:18pm same day

No noticeable difference

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every version of you has deserved the love you've been asking for your whole life. you aren't asking for too much. you never have been..

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Adventure Time

11:18pm same day

No noticeable difference

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11:18pm same day

No noticeable difference

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9:26 pm Monday March 24

Acid

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The next one:

Doesn't make me feel like a burden to be loved

Treats me gently

Praises me

Is kind

Is dominant

Helps me with housework

Doesn't make me pay for everything

Isn't controlling or jealous

Is comfortable with space

Doesn't make excuses instead of apologizing

Holds themselves accountable

Is responsible

Is comforting

Makes my heart feel safe

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I had a dream about Kevin the other night.

"this is the last time I can show up for you in this way"

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Girl I love you but. You've been together ALMOST 2 months. I'd say that even planning a wedding for NEXT YEAR is way too soon. You don't know this person. I would've married my ex only a year in, and it would've been a HUGE mistake. Slow. Down.

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my head HURTS. not enough caffeine? also probs from drinking last night..... too much sugar and/or alcohol

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169.8 this morning

finally under 170 !!! for the first time since November 2023

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like. goddamn. none of that was what I wanted. super rude of me to kick a 46 yr old man outta my bed so fucking early but whatever lol