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I fall in love with people that don’t love me back. It happens over and over. I pretend that I’m strong. That it’s barely an inconvenience that their feelings for me aren’t even a fraction of what i feel, and that it doesn’t feel terrible when they don’t choose me when I’d choose them over and over again. I pretend that every time I realise their feelings for me aren’t the same i don’t feel a gaping hole in my chest. I fall in love with people who don’t love me back and I’m tired of pretending that I’m not worn out from only ever loving and never being loved.

-A

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every time you send a dry text or you take 5 hours to respond it feels like your hand is being plunged into my bare chest and ripping my heart out, and if i were to say this out loud i would be being “manipulative” and “dramatic” but it actually feels like i’m dying. it feels like i’m being physically hurt, but of course i still run after you because who would i be without you? i would have nothing to live for, no one to obsessively think about and adore. i would have no one to be completely and whole heartedly in love with, and being absolutely infatuated with you is the worst pain i’ve felt in my life but i wouldn’t change it for a second. you are the worst and best thing that’s ever happened to me but goddamn it i wouldn’t be here without you. i owe everything to you, i fucking adore you my beloved.

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Ugh 🥺

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Never feel bad for letting go of someone that treated u like a whatever thing

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Yay.

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i hope i start my hot person phase soon

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Due to unfortunate circumstances, I am awake.

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“When you start taking care of yourself, you start feeling better; looking better; attracting better. It all starts with you.”

— CKP

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More Beautiful After Being Broken

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“Marriage is a commitment for life, not an excuse to dress up for one day.”

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