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HOWDY FOLKS

GUESS WHO’S BACK??? I’ve really missed rping and I’m really excited to be back~! However, since I enjoy this so much, I don’t want it to become harmful to my mental health again or start to feel like a chore rather than a hobby again. Therefore, I’m not going to be 100% back. Just 50%! I’m switching from a complete hiatus to a semi-hiatus/low activity type of state.

I’m also dropping all threads I previously had (unless you like, really really wanna keep it going. Then just let me know and we can talk about it!).

And, lastly, I’m only coming back to this blog and @aloststcr. I think I’m going to take a longer break from @llionheartcd until I have a strong enough muse for the royal boys.

I’m excited to be back, to write with everyone again, and to show off my beautiful terrible characters~

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I know I said I’d try harder to be around, but I just can’t do it. I haven’t been able to write any replies at all. Writing replies and roleplaying has felt more like a job than a hobby for the past–I dunno–six months. But I’ve been trying to trudge along anyway because I have friends here and I KNOW I used to enjoy this. I don’t know why I don’t anymore, but my anxiety has gotten so bad and I’ve been daydreaming anywhere from hours to days every time I try to write. I’ve wanted to disappear rather than face the disappointment I feel within myself for not getting to replies fast enough.

I don’t know what caused these feelings and I’m not sure how to make them go away. I don’t want to do this because I love writing and I love the plots and threads I have going with my amazing partners. I want to keep doing this but, for my mental health and happiness, I don’t think I can. Not without a break, at least. So, all of that being said, I’ve decided to go on Indefinite Hiatus. I don’t think I’ll be gone long because I really did enjoy this before but I’m also not too sure of when I’ll be back. I’ve had so much fun doing this past year and I’m so grateful that I was able to meet so many talented, wonderful people. I’ll still be around over at my personal blog @jj3628 though! So, yeah, thank you all so much~ <3

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I know I said I’d try harder to be around, but I just can’t do it. I haven’t been able to write any replies at all. Writing replies and roleplaying has felt more like a job than a hobby for the past–I dunno–six months. But I’ve been trying to trudge along anyway because I have friends here and I KNOW I used to enjoy this. I don’t know why I don’t anymore, but my anxiety has gotten so bad and I’ve been daydreaming anywhere from hours to days every time I try to write. I’ve wanted to disappear rather than face the disappointment I feel within myself for not getting to replies fast enough.

I don’t know what caused these feelings and I’m not sure how to make them go away. I don’t want to do this because I love writing and I love the plots and threads I have going with my amazing partners. I want to keep doing this but, for my mental health and happiness, I don’t think I can. Not without a break, at least. So, all of that being said, I’ve decided to go on Indefinite Hiatus. I don’t think I’ll be gone long because I really did enjoy this before but I’m also not too sure of when I’ll be back. I’ve had so much fun doing this past year and I’m so grateful that I was able to meet so many talented, wonderful people. I’ll still be around over at my personal blog @jj3628 though! So, yeah, thank you all so much~ <3

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I know I said I’d try harder to be around, but I just can’t do it. I haven’t been able to write any replies at all. Writing replies and roleplaying has felt more like a job than a hobby for the past–I dunno–six months. But I’ve been trying to trudge along anyway because I have friends here and I KNOW I used to enjoy this. I don’t know why I don’t anymore, but my anxiety has gotten so bad and I’ve been daydreaming anywhere from hours to days every time I try to write. I’ve wanted to disappear rather than face the disappointment I feel within myself for not getting to replies fast enough.

I don’t know what caused these feelings and I’m not sure how to make them go away. I don’t want to do this because I love writing and I love the plots and threads I have going with my amazing partners. I want to keep doing this but, for my mental health and happiness, I don’t think I can. Not without a break, at least. So, all of that being said, I’ve decided to go on Indefinite Hiatus. I don’t think I’ll be gone long because I really did enjoy this before but I’m also not too sure of when I’ll be back. I’ve had so much fun doing this past year and I’m so grateful that I was able to meet so many talented, wonderful people. I’ll still be around over at my personal blog @jj3628 though! So, yeah, thank you all so much~ <3

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I know I said I’d try harder to be around, but I just can’t do it. I haven’t been able to write any replies at all. Writing replies and roleplaying has felt more like a job than a hobby for the past–I dunno–six months. But I’ve been trying to trudge along anyway because I have friends here and I KNOW I used to enjoy this. I don’t know why I don’t anymore, but my anxiety has gotten so bad and I’ve been daydreaming anywhere from hours to days every time I try to write. I’ve wanted to disappear rather than face the disappointment I feel within myself for not getting to replies fast enough.

I don’t know what caused these feelings and I’m not sure how to make them go away. I don’t want to do this because I love writing and I love the plots and threads I have going with my amazing partners. I want to keep doing this but, for my mental health and happiness, I don’t think I can. Not without a break, at least. So, all of that being said, I’ve decided to go on Indefinite Hiatus. I don’t think I’ll be gone long because I really did enjoy this before but I’m also not too sure of when I’ll be back. I’ve had so much fun doing this past year and I’m so grateful that I was able to meet so many talented, wonderful people. I’ll still be around over at my personal blog @jj3628 though! So, yeah, thank you all so much~ <3

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hollowcdeyes‌:

@llionheartcd​ ╲ KAY 

    ⸻“Someone who’s going to decide what to do with you.”  With the monotone it’s hard to tell if he’s trying to be humorous or not,  but considering the situation,  it’s most likely the latter.

   ⸻The setup of said situation is this:  Kyle is bound securely to a chair,  each ankle to a separate leg,  and his wrists are tied quite thoroughly behind him.  The chair is set in the relative middle of a Spartan room;  bare  (that he can see)  save for a sturdy table under which sits a large basin,  a utility sink set in the bleak walls,  and a stark light source that lends no sense of warmth.  The door is directly across the room from him,  darker than the walls and seeming to draw the eye.

  ⸻The man in black has assumed a resting stance,  feet shoulder-width apart and hands behind his back,  motionless.  Indeed,  it’s difficult to see if he’s even breathing.

    That didn’t sound good. Then again, everything that came from this person’s mouth (unless it was, “you’re free to go”) wouldn’t sound good to him. It would be nice if he could cover up his ears and ignore everything, even his own thoughts. Maybe if he could, he could concentrate. Concentrate on focusing all of his energy, trying to muster any amount of magic he could in his current state. It had never been this hard before. But, then again, he had never tried to use his magic while tied and bound as a captive before.

    The door was so close too. It was right there, he couldn’t tear his eyes away from it. If his wrists were untied, he might’ve even been able to reach an arm out and graze it with his fingertips. Or were his eyes playing tricks on him?

    It hit Kyle that he never responded. He wasn’t sure if he was supposed to, but he also wasn’t sure what would happen if he didn’t. “I see….” He stared at the floor, dared to steal glances at the man every other second. His stance was intimidating, menacing. The word regal came to mind, and thoughts of Bo came flooding with it. His concentration stalled. “Again, if you don’t mind me asking, h-how long do you think it will be until you receive the call?” Translation: how long did he have left?

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feelingkoi-x‌:

❗  ↷  ♪  “OOOOOOH!” comes a second, longer gasp. “The Spine got his from Pappy—because he’s like a chim chimney!” A satisfied grin crosses the automaton’s face as though he’s made a particularly good joke. “Although now he’s more like…a certain kind of plane. But with LEGS!”

❗  ↷  ♪  The bronze bot continues to stare up at the man, hand still on his hat and the other gripping one suspender strap. Suddenly, a full-body jolt seems to run through him and he jumps slightly, going to his toes before rocking back on his heels. “AH! I forgot!” And then the little automaton is bowing from the waist, arms still in position. “MY NAME is The Jon! and I am a singing, musical automaton from the band STEAM POWERED GIRAFFE! We have shows and EVERYthing!” The Jon straightens to stare once again at the stranger. “Do you like music?”

     “A plane….” He had to wonder if this Spine person was taller than him. That would be exciting. After years of feeling like a giant, he’d actually be short next to someone. If Kyle were around he’d surely have a look on his face if he knew how fascinated the king became once someone rivaled his height.

     Bo was still thinking, almost enchanted by The Spine, when he noticed him jump. Before he could ask what he had forgotten, he had lowered into a bow and was speaking with enough energy to knock the sleep-deprived king off of his feet. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, The Jon. I am Bo, King Bo. And yes, I do like music. However, I must backtrack for a moment. What do you mean by automation?”

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Me: can I please write something?

Brain:

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A messy desk as a result from today’s studying.

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Servant’s livery from the estate of the Duchess of Roxburghe

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🥀.

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                                                  you are a   ( weapon )                                                           —————–

                                           &&  weapons do not   w e e p

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My body and mind is in ruins, and this broken crown will be my legacy.

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pluviatempestas‌: 

{ ♪ } – Noticing how he tensed, she quickly released his hand. That was another thing for her to work on. She was far too affectionate and jumped into physical affection much too quickly. It wasn’t always welcome, and she needed to pull back from that. Her hands pressed against her chest and she smiled a little brighter. His insistence that she wasn’t a moron earned a little sheepish murmuring as she pressed a hand to her face. 

   The redhead didn’t comment about her own self-deprecating term, but she did appreciate the denial. His praise of her name did cause her to brighten. She loved her name, even if people sometimes struggled to pronounce it properly. A warm smile took her face and she laughed for just a second. Though, she had to pause for a quick gasp when she heard his title.

     “Oh! I- I didn’t realize. I hope I wasn’t being rude or anything!”

   Even if she did feel a little anxious about his title, she was attempting to keep her cool. After all, it wasn’t as if he’d taken offense to anything she’d said. 

    He had to admit, he felt a bit bad about reacting so negatively to her touch. He wished he could ease his constant anxiety when it came to physical contact, maybe turn it on and off like a light switch, but his brain didn’t work that way. He was always alert, always uncomfortable. He should’ve just been glad that she released him instead of asking questions.

    Seeing her brighten at the compliment made him do the same. He had truly meant it too. Her name was unique and nice, one he had never heard in all of his days of traveling. The gasp made him a bit nervous, made him wonder if he should’ve kept his identity to himself for a little while longer, but her words soothed his nerves. He gave her another smile. He sure was giving her a lot of those, probably more than he gave Kyle in a week.

    “It’s alright, you’re perfectly fine. You weren’t being rude, far from it actually. However, I do hope whatever opinion you were forming about be doesn’t change too much because of this.” He didn’t want the fact that he was royalty to ruin how well their conversation had been going.

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I was going to try and get some things done tonight but I’m really tired so I think I’ll just go to bed a little early. Goodnight~

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Me: *sees a mirror*

Me: lol cursed image