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You know, I often wonder if I’m delusional, or if it matters at all.

Because at the end, all I have are my feelings, they are what facilitate me.

And so if I were to deny them, or put behind them, what am I?

Am I living?

I want to live, that is why I follow what I feel.

When I do, I have no questions.

It’s all clear.

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Ay, to the love that cannot be.

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I aim to be self-possessed but why do I feel taken over?

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Sometimes my mind becomes cluttered and I feel like I lost my mind, but I just need to write it out somewhere.

Somehow I feel a little better having placed a thought I couldn’t have said otherwise.

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Alena Akhamadullina Spring 2016

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I haven’t had a place to hold my thoughts for such a while, so I am back here.

I hope you all are well, and continue to be.

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'Vanilla Ice' by David Vasiljevic for MUSE

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