lo11as
lo11as
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24 - they/them (i am a swarm of bees)
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lo11as · 2 years ago
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‘Merry Christmas world from Bethlehem ghetto’
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lo11as · 2 years ago
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Poster spotted in Chicago
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lo11as · 3 years ago
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Scenes From Atlanta Forest - Defend Atlanta Forest
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lo11as · 3 years ago
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nothing like an hour long yoga class to still feel like you want to take a lighter to a safety pin to your thigh :)
but hey i'm starting a new job tonight, surely that will cure me
#i HATE working for the white man on friday nights#i'm white btw but still it's the principle#or like ‟white‟. i have a complicated relationship with the concept as people like me haven't been considered white until quite recently#well half the other half is scotts irish and my dad and brother fry in the sun for it lmao. they're both pos misogynist assholes though so#i got the darker features (my brother is a blue eyed blonde vs my hair is dark brown and i have green eyes) and there's some colorism in th#family unit too but i seldom get clocked for being ashkenazi when i'm out and about (and my hair's up and i'm not talking.....)#as long as no one makes me eat pig i'm gonna pretend that i'm not betraying my ancestors for capitalism#as if we're not all back in kemet in that old story#you know slaves in egypt were given food housing and a small wage?#fuck dude my laptop broke and i need a car what the fuck am i supposed to do here i have no other recourse#i sold my (other side's) grandmother's jewelry to buy some recording tech so i feel like not taking action there is a greater betrayal#i'm still figuring it all out#i think i will make myself some coffee and pancakes and then roll a cig with some shatter in it#at the very least i'll have money for actual weed soon#time is fake anyway and i need this stupid goddamn bag#there's small chance i can escape this mundane bullshit through a program i applied to but i fear i will be looked over as i am strange#and not strange people are terrified of strange people for some reason#i'm rambling now to procrastinate eating something i'll go do that now byeeeee
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lo11as · 3 years ago
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this is kind of cool, actually. no one knows me here which i suppose means that i can be anyone i want. i can bleed out between the binary 0's and 1's of the coding and maybe no one will notice. maybe someone will. i feel pathetic almost every day, running between desperately wishing to be recognized and desperately fearing the perception of others. i wish i had friends that i could talk to about this sort of stuff, but i don't. i used to. i'm too old to still be this sad but i can't stop myself. i wish there was something poetic to glean from all of this but most days i just feel like shit. i want to walk into the ocean with my pockets full off the loose change my mom keeps in a jar by the door. we'll all have our use after all. i suppose this is me keeping some sort of modern diary somewhere that i'll actually remember where i left it. i'm sorry it's so fucking dark, but hey, it's tumblr 🖤
i promise that i did miss you
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lo11as · 3 years ago
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‘children should not be exposed to literature about bigotry, violence, etc because they’re Not Prepared For It’ is like one of the most privileged opinions you can possibly have. i hate to tell you this but a lot of children face bigotry and violence in their daily lives! for children of colour and children who are victims of abuse and children in poverty, these things are Actually Happening to them In Real Life! what you are advocating for when you say children should be shielded from these things in media is for the white children with stable loving nuclear families to be shielded from acknowledging the lived realities of their peers!
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lo11as · 3 years ago
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Jorge Nava
serie "like bees to the honey" 19
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lo11as · 3 years ago
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has a secret elaborate plot to weasel my way into your life in order to encourage you to write that book you told me about once when we were still young and the sunlight seemed to contort itself just to rest on your hair......
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lo11as · 3 years ago
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