lobotomy-enthus1ast

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

mentally in a bad place but at least my arms are getting skinny

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

i wanna scream into the fucking abyss abyss abyss yes it’s echoing cuz it’s abyss abyss abyss

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

there is no creativity in me rn & cant come up with anything else & it lowkey fits & whatever

why tf did i change my blog name to lobotomy enthus1ast omg i was being so silly

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

why tf did i change my blog name to lobotomy enthus1ast omg i was being so silly

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

life becomes lowkey easier after u realize its optional

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

If you’re throat and hands hurt, I’m sorry, I love you

If you feel sluggish and heavy the next day, I’m sorry, I love you

If you enjoy feeling the empty after, I’m sorry, I love you

If your digestive system slows down, I’m sorry, I love you

If you can’t stop, I’m sorry, I love you

If no one cares, I’m sorry, I love you

If you’re trying to find a reason to stay, I’m sorry, I love you

If the stains and scars never leave, I’m sorry, I love you

I love you, please take care of yourself. It may feel good in the moment but it will never be worth your life or the experiences you could’ve had. Remember to take care or yourself today, eat some good food, talk to a friend, and remember you’re worth so much more than your body <3

Our time is so precious and temporary. Please spend it happily not worrying about a number

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

lost and confused

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

i don't wanna be perceived as someone who spends her whole day complaining bc thats no true i also yell a lot and rip my hair off over minor inconveniences

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

having a fever during summer is so weird bc instead of feeling like a dying victorian child buried in sheets all trembling and covered in goosebumps i feel like jesus christ on his 39th day in the desert with a literal desert in my mouth no matter how much water i drink and also sleep deprived+hallucinatory enough to talk to a snake

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

lonely to the point i dont wanna listen to other ppl's plans/tea cause im jealous theyve actually got a life

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

I hate when owatch wiead videos and its so obviously a bunch of meals from different days like the persons outfit and even their nails keep changing it totally ruins the experience lmao

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

so glad someone’s saying this — IF U CANT STOP URSELF FROM POSTING THAT you can always put a TW on it! ever heard of the ‘read more’ option?? not everyone wants to see it on a daily basis

Tw: mention of sh:

Wtf wtf wtf I just saw someone's fresh self harm cuts that are bleeding so badly on my dash stop I'm gonna vomit I never blocked someone so fast shit

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

and suddenly i became the person who takes forever to reply, likes to be alone, will disappear when i sense weird energy and will not care if we stop talking/being friends but will forever be kind.

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

no i dont think im having a mental breakdown i just have too much on my plate and im a lazy ass who wants to spend the next two days bed rotting

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

its so hard when they ask u for ur life plans and goals and relationships the only relationship ive got is a complicated and toxic situationship with a rope and a stool

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

propaganda im not falling for

— being alive

[lobotomy-enthus1ast]

forgot to add im unlikable and pathetic ha ha