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was lamenting the fact that my eczema is flaring up when the thought "the itcher" popped into my head fully formed and unprompted and now i can't stop laughing

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For the trans people stuck in negativity spirals online right now, hang in there. I was like you in the past. There is hope, there is spaces you can be happy and trans. I know its hard to break away from negativity spirals - but I believe in y'all and I know you can do it. Transgender love and joy will win. ❤️

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My white cis girl friends are talking about Taylor swift . What did she do . This is the first time I’ve seen any of them shit talk her. Did she release a super shitty album .

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motherfucker said PROFESSIONAL

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Genuine question, do you know if you can split because of stress? /stressful situations?

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Yes! Primary reasons for splitting is stress/stressful situations even if it’s not something you might see as stressful. If it’s causing an issue for you, it can cause a split.

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Hi, we were wondering if it was okay to still send in asks if like we're regressed or something like that, we know tht can be sensitive or uncomfortable for some ppl so we figured we'd ask, if not thts perfect fine too! We've just been regressed a lot lately and we enjoy rambling to you guys -tefz

Yes, it’s still okay! This is a safe space and even with littles being around, I do not mind rambles, vents (properly warned), questions, etc sent here.

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ily plurals ily neopronouns users ily plural neopronouns users, either by specific headmate or collectively

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"Or the fact that their “study” is still a study with traumatized individuals that experience CDD symptoms." what study are you referring to here?

One of the studies they use is a website (don’t remember the link currently) that has a study of a group of traumatized individuals. It doesn’t talk about endogenic plurality at all, but it’s a common one they use.

The article talks about how a few of the individuals, albeit traumatized, had experienced CDD symptoms or were diagnosed with a CDD. If I can find the article, I’ll link it.

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sometimes im just too tired to be anti-endo. its not like we're telling endos they are horrible people, we're just saying we prefer to not interact with them. we struggle with our own system, questioning all the time if its real. and then endos are just. fine with identifying as plural. my disorder is not a gender identity. my disorder is not some sort of title to add to a bio or title of a post. my disorder is not a trend or something cool to be. its a disorder. something i have. something that whatever trauma we went through was so bad, that our brain decided this would be the only way to protect us. i hate to say i hate pro/endos, but i hate that they think its okay to just identify with a trauma disorder. its so tiring.

Yeah, I wish endos would stop. Especially with supporters not seeing the harm they're doing and whatnot. Like it's not some sort of fun and game ordeal, it's a serious disorder that they're taking resources from. People are struggling because of the rise of "endogenic systems" and shit.

Endos just need to move on and be able to find what's genuinely going on besides trying to mock a disorder and treat it like a gender identity (which they do).

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I'm trying to recover from a massive artblock so please forgive me my recent unactivity. Anyway here is Barbara's redesign I drew like three weeks ago

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IF NO ONE GOT ME I KNOW THEY GOT ME

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Come quick, babe, new diagnosis just dropped

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Taylor liking shady posts about her exes on instagram 💀

HOW old is this woman again? Because I could’ve sworn she was 34, but she’s acting 14.

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plural nonhuman culture is feeling like you have too many nonhuman alters (not including the fictives or introjects), and not knowing how to react when people ask "what kind of nonhuman is this alter?" because you actually dont know and your worried that if you say "i dont know" theyre gonna call you fake for not knowing, but if you say like "this one is half human half animal, this one is a god, this one is ect ect ect" and be specific they call you fake for knowing what your nonhuman alter is- like- please make it make sense do you want me to know or do you NOT want me to know?? PICK A SIDE

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system ask game for traumagenic systems <3

I: basics

❤️ - what type of CDD do you have?

🧡 - are you medically recognised/diagnosed? if not, do you plan to? (no judgement either way!)

💛 - if you are comfortable sharing, what is your headcount? do you keep track of it?

💚 - do you have a high or low split tolerance?

💙 - do you switch frequently or do you go longer periods between switching?

💜 - does your system have introjects of any kind?

🩷 - do you have any subsystems?

II: alters

🎥 - who are your frequent fronters?

📼 - do you have any non-human alters? if yes, which species are the majority of them?

🎞️ - do the alters in your system use more medical coined roles or more community coined roles? or both/neither? do you find them useful?

📽️ - are the alters in your system more distinct or less distinct from each other?

📺 - do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the systems?

🎙️ - does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters?

📻 - does your system have any type of in system relationships? (familial, romantic, platonic etc.)

III: switching

☀️ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🌙 - do you experience black out amnesia?

⚡️ - what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters?

☄️ - do you experience quick switches or does it take longer to switch usually?

�� - do you get frontstuck often? what do you do to try to get ‘un-stuck’?

☁️ - do you ever not notice you’ve switched, and suddenly realise that ‘you haven’t been you’ for a while?

💦 - can you switch ‘on command’ or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?

IV: headspace

🌱 - do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?

🌿 - how easily accessed is your headspace?

☘️ - is there a place in your headspace where dormant alters go?

🌳 - do alters have their own rooms/areas in your headspace?

🌵 - is your headspace big, or smaller? is it complex/less complex?

🍃 - do you have specific alters that cannot access headspace at all?

🪴 - did you have to build your headspace over time, or was it just there?

V: general

🍭 - how did you pick your system name?

🍪 - do you have a collective name/identity/orientation? if yes, how did your system make those decisions?

🍬 - what’s the funniest thing another alter has said to you? (internally or externally communicated)

🍫 - how does your system handle in system disagreements in general?

🧁 - is there anyone specific in your system you don’t get along with?

🍰 - are you ‘out’ as a system to anyone? (online friends/partners etc. count!)

🍦 - how good is your communication with the rest of the system? does it vary much between different alters?

🍡 - are different alters part of different subcultures? which ones? (we are!)

remember that this is just for fun, and if anything feels invasive you do not have to answer the question! feel free to replace any question with a fun fact about your system or anything if you don’t feel like answering something! take care🫶🏻