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family photo!

they are alive and well in my heart...anyway i wanna eventually do a better colored version of this but i am so tired rn...

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tlou au, inspired by @/_eclrr_ on twitter

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uncomfortable

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i drew a gojo

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we're all mad here

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i haven't played v3 in a long time but i love her design !!

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entry for @lotus-pear ‘s dtiys!!

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THANK YOU for 5k!! to celebrate ill be hosting a dtiys (draw this in your style) !!

rules are below the cut!

RULES ✨ - Redraw this in your own style (you don't need to do the background!! just Sigma is cool 👍) - Post with the hashtag #koko5kdtiys and tag me in the entry!! (i want to reshare all entries so tagging me will definitely mean i don’t miss it!) - Please do NOT trace or use AI or your entry will be disqualified - Feel free to use your own Sigma design! Mine is a little different than canon so you can use your own hcs/design or keep it more as the canon design! PRIZES ✨ - 1st place: Half body full color drawing - 2nd place: Icon full color drawing - 3rd place: Icon sketch drawing

DEADLINE is December 20th! JAN 1st !! (extended the deadline!!)

THANK YOU ALL FOR 5K!! I've met so many cool people on this app and had so much fun so I thought hosting something fun like this might be cool :D Thank you all for your continued support 🙇 Here's a version with no background for easy reference :D

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drew the guy ever (again)

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sketch of the day

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coffeeshop doodle

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so be a good person

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yosano for a dtiys prize (@/sableeira !!) she was soo fun to draw :)

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controversial trench coat man

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silly

a sushi!!

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hello tumblr i dont know how this app works

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Lose sight of yourself

My favs love terrorizing children 😍👍

(Characters:

Nikolai Gogol from "Bungou Stray Dogs" and

Bill Cipher from "Gravity Falls"

- Summary for those who may not know GF: Bill is a cunning dream demon that makes deals with people and is able to possess someone's body if they agree to it and shake his hand. And of course he loves to toy with people psychologically-)

The background in the first few slides is a visualization of the inside of Nikolai's mind

I got this idea when I thought about Mykola's idea of freedom vs Bill Cipher's, and how they basically have what the other wants xD Canon Nikolai wants to be free from his emotions, his humanity, while Bill Cipher wants to be free from the mindscape and be able to access our world, in other words: physical freedom.

Bill is literally not human, not bound to biology, and probably has the kind of "free will" Nikolai desires, while Nikolai on the other hand has the physical freedom Bill wants- even more so than other humans thanks to his ability.

But in this one-part-comic Mykola starts out believing that it's merely his body that is the trap, until Bill Cipher makes him realise that it's not how it works. Young Nikolai in this AU viewed the concepts of "body" and "mind" as separate units where one (the mind/ soul) represents his own self and the other (the body with all its sensations and emotions) is a "prison" that his self is trapped in. However, in reality BOTH components are part of his real self, equally, and one cannot exist without the other. Losing one of them would mean to lose oneself entirely.

And well- that's what Nikolai decides to try, ultimately ending up with his canon goal:

"You're fighting against God in order to lose sight of yourself."

I hope this makes sense, I am very deep in a BSD and Gravity Falls brainrot and whenever I fixate on two things at the same time this is what happens😭

(Btw, Bill possessing Nikolai is not him achieving his ultimate goal, it's merely a step. A vessel is still just a vessel, and not physical freedom in the way he wants it.

How exactly Nikolai's body could be useful to Bill's plans is up to interpretation since it's not the focus of this mini comic xD)

Caesar, 3

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Bill's symbol substitution