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[lokixme]

I haven’t been able to bring myself to watch anything marvel related after end game. ANYTHING.

[lokixme]

just picking up where I left off, don't mind me

a collection of a fifty+ part storyline aiming to give Loki the happy ending that he deserved.

— PAIRING: Loki x fem!reader

— WARNINGS: drabbles have their various warnings. everything from suggestive quips to heart wrenching angst, with a majority of ridiculously fluffy goodness.

— NOTES: i write everything out of order! what started as drabbles started connecting and became this. i do not own any rights to Loki or the MCU, nor receive any profit from these works. this is just writing for my own educational, nonprofit purposes!

this story is incomplete. i have a million drafts and requests in the works that will be filling in many of the gaps in this storyline as well as continuing it. thank you so very much for your support, comments and feedback truly, truly keep me going! happy reading!

it’s complicated

~~ shawarma

~~ nipnops

~~ is that—is that stubble??

~~ enemies to fake lovers

~~ don’t you dare

~~ coworkers

~~ loki just wants his snickers

~~ put on a smile, pork chop

~~ there was only one chair

~~ spilt coffee

~~ lunch break

~~ don’t touch me

~~ mind games

~~ softer sides

~~ people like you?

~~ that’s my boyfriend

~~ …progress?

~~ let me bleed

~~ haircuts and interrogations

** more coming soon between these**

~~ what is this?

~~ a drunken confession (possible placeholder)

** more coming soon between these**

~~ i want you (au)

in a relationship

~~ first-ish date

~~ favourite hoodie

~~ celebrity crush

~~ loki’s library

~~ thor.

~~ sunflowers

~~ loki’s sense of humor

~~ thankful for you

~~ november first

~~ attempt number one

~~ evil nose

~~ i’m going to marry you

~~ the proposal—wait no, jk

~~ dance lessons

~~ ormstunga

~~ a proposal

married

~~ not-so-royal wedding

~~ the morning after

~~ i licked it, so it’s mine

~~ second time’s the charm

~~ true form

~~ nicknames and braids

~~ quarantine

~~ definition of perfection

~~ getting ready

~~ valentine’s day

~~ an office visit

~~ disgusting domesticity

~~ love is pain (au)

~~ nipples.

~~ home late

~~ gingerbread messes

~~ i miss you, you know.

~~ easy like a sunday morning

~~ jealous kisses

~~ i’m in pain. period.

~~ safety dance

~~ do you want to have a baby?

we’re expecting

~~ i’m pregnant…

~~ appreciation

~~ you’re not driving.

~~ elliot?

~~ loki’s sleepy :’)

~~ nursery painting, ‘nuff said

proud father of a dumbass kid

~~ unexpected

~~ elliot.

~~ dusted (au)

~~ baby fever

~~ first time in asgard

~~ baby’s first christmas

~~ ah-loo!

~~ kings don’t change diapers

~~ dentist trip

~~ tessi the tesseract

~~ syrupy slip-up

~~ foot massage

~~ true loves kiss…blegh.

~~ hide n seek

~~ the mini-asgardians

~~ you’re not dying.

~~ you lost your kid?

~~ i saw mommy kissing santa claus

~~ tired + horny parents

~~ disneyland

~~ little monster

~~ lonely

we’re expecting more

~~ don’t tell dad.

~~ the Question

~~ like real people do

~~ microwave baby

~~ simple-thee pains

~~ peppermint and tears

proud father of two dumbass kids

~~ frigg.

~~ mortality

~~ frigg’s favourite

~~ bappy hirthday, momma

~~ frigg made me do it

~~ bad timing

~~ pantless prince

~~ blue

~~ a good friend

~~ morgan potts-stark

~~ so there’s this girl.

~~ a study in hands

~~ frostbite prevention

greater expectations

~~ ew, Elliot, that’s gross

~~ ew, Elliot, that’s still gross

~~ the twins!! (au)

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you’re all incredible and every ounce of support you give is just more fuel to this writing fire, which means more content for you!!

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Angst/Fluff Prompt List Part 3

It’s getting harder to make these lol. Either way, here we are with a part 3!! (Please do not steal/repost the list, thank you <3)

“How could you do this to me?”

“I don’t think so.”

“Not this time!”

“I never want to see you again.”

It’s only 2 A.M..”

“Wanna bet?”

“I can’t do this without you.”

“You’re lying!”

“I hate you.”

“Don’t you dare touch _______!”

“I know you and this isn’t you.”

“You know me better than that.”

“I thought I could trust you.”

“Get your hands off of me!”

“You betrayed my trust.”

“Get out!”

“I don’t need you.”

“Maybe I’m better off alone.”

“You don’t get to tell me what to do.”

“I’ll die without you.”

“I never loved you.”

“I don’t care if you live or die.”

“Get away from me.”

“I’m not gonna make it.”

“I’m not ready to say goodbye.”

“Please don’t go.”

“Are you sure about this?”

“You’re being dramatic.”

“Carry me.”

“Where are you?”

“I missed you.”

“I’d rather be here.”

“Don’t you ever change.”

“I’ll go with you.”

“Have you ever heard of personal space?”

“Never stop smiling.”

“Do not tempt me.”

“They can’t hurt you anymore.”

“I need a place to stay.”

“Do you need that much candy?”

“Sorry I’m late.”

“Here take my sweater.”

“We need to talk.”

“Hold still.”

“Why aren’t you afraid of me?”

“You came for me.”

“This place is creepy.”

“Don’t sell yourself short.”

“I’m proud of you.”

“I made a mistake.”

“No one is perfect.”

“What about me?”

“I’m crazy about you.”

“I’m so glad that I met you.”

“You broke it.”

“I did it to protect you.”

“Stop staring at me.”

“This is definitely going on Snapchat.”

“You shouldn’t do that.”

“Don’t worry about it.”

“We’re stuck in here.”

“At least I’m with you.”

“What are you doing this weekend?”

“Stop it.”

“I was worried about you.”

“Oh boy…”

“I didn’t do it on purpose.”

“It’s called Netflix and chill for a reason.”

“You can do this.”

“I’ll fix it.”

“Do I have to ask you again?”

“You play by my rules, got it?”

“That was an order.”

“You’re not funny.”

“That’s just adorable.”

“You look awful.”

“What happened last night?”

“Why am I not shocked?”

Sure.  Why not?”

“This isn’t my idea of a good time.”

“Here’s my number, call me some time.”

“Do you have a problem with me?”

“I’m asking you not to do this.”

“Don’t tell me to shut up.”

“You’re so wrong.”

“Don’t say that.”

“I can’t just forget you.  That’s not how it works.”

“This isn’t goodbye.”

“Did you get my text?”

“I have a good feeling about this.”

“I’ll think about it.”

“You need to stop running.”

“Talk to me.”

“Don’t you give up on me.”

“I won’t stop until I find ______.”

“You shut your mouth.”

“I need help.”

“I want you to be happy.”

“I’m not okay.”

“I don’t wanna be alone right now.”

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Do you have a masterlist?

hey so I just came back after 4 years so...

i may or may not have forgotten how to write (i'll be honest i didn't realise i had written anything at all) buuuuuutt i intend to start writing again and may be then i will create a master list ?

thank you for having enough interest in my work to ask this. means the world to me <3

[lokixme]

just picking up where I left off, don't mind me

a collection of a fifty+ part storyline aiming to give Loki the happy ending that he deserved.

— PAIRING: Loki x fem!reader

— WARNINGS: drabbles have their various warnings. everything from suggestive quips to heart wrenching angst, with a majority of ridiculously fluffy goodness.

— NOTES: i write everything out of order! what started as drabbles started connecting and became this. i do not own any rights to Loki or the MCU, nor receive any profit from these works. this is just writing for my own educational, nonprofit purposes!

this story is incomplete. i have a million drafts and requests in the works that will be filling in many of the gaps in this storyline as well as continuing it. thank you so very much for your support, comments and feedback truly, truly keep me going! happy reading!

it’s complicated

~~ shawarma

~~ nipnops

~~ is that—is that stubble??

~~ enemies to fake lovers

~~ don’t you dare

~~ coworkers

~~ loki just wants his snickers

~~ put on a smile, pork chop

~~ there was only one chair

~~ spilt coffee

~~ lunch break

~~ don’t touch me

~~ mind games

~~ softer sides

~~ people like you?

~~ that’s my boyfriend

~~ …progress?

~~ let me bleed

~~ haircuts and interrogations

** more coming soon between these**

~~ what is this?

~~ a drunken confession (possible placeholder)

** more coming soon between these**

~~ i want you (au)

in a relationship

~~ first-ish date

~~ favourite hoodie

~~ celebrity crush

~~ loki’s library

~~ thor.

~~ sunflowers

~~ loki’s sense of humor

~~ thankful for you

~~ november first

~~ attempt number one

~~ evil nose

~~ i’m going to marry you

~~ the proposal—wait no, jk

~~ dance lessons

~~ ormstunga

~~ a proposal

married

~~ not-so-royal wedding

~~ the morning after

~~ i licked it, so it’s mine

~~ second time’s the charm

~~ true form

~~ nicknames and braids

~~ quarantine

~~ definition of perfection

~~ getting ready

~~ valentine’s day

~~ an office visit

~~ disgusting domesticity

~~ love is pain (au)

~~ nipples.

~~ home late

~~ gingerbread messes

~~ i miss you, you know.

~~ easy like a sunday morning

~~ jealous kisses

~~ i’m in pain. period.

~~ safety dance

~~ do you want to have a baby?

we’re expecting

~~ i’m pregnant…

~~ appreciation

~~ you’re not driving.

~~ elliot?

~~ loki’s sleepy :’)

~~ nursery painting, ‘nuff said

proud father of a dumbass kid

~~ unexpected

~~ elliot.

~~ dusted (au)

~~ baby fever

~~ first time in asgard

~~ baby’s first christmas

~~ ah-loo!

~~ kings don’t change diapers

~~ dentist trip

~~ tessi the tesseract

~~ syrupy slip-up

~~ foot massage

~~ true loves kiss…blegh.

~~ hide n seek

~~ the mini-asgardians

~~ you’re not dying.

~~ you lost your kid?

~~ i saw mommy kissing santa claus

~~ tired + horny parents

~~ disneyland

~~ little monster

~~ lonely

we’re expecting more

~~ don’t tell dad.

~~ the Question

~~ like real people do

~~ microwave baby

~~ simple-thee pains

~~ peppermint and tears

proud father of two dumbass kids

~~ frigg.

~~ mortality

~~ frigg’s favourite

~~ bappy hirthday, momma

~~ frigg made me do it

~~ bad timing

~~ pantless prince

~~ blue

~~ a good friend

~~ morgan potts-stark

~~ so there’s this girl.

~~ a study in hands

~~ frostbite prevention

greater expectations

~~ ew, Elliot, that’s gross

~~ ew, Elliot, that’s still gross

~~ the twins!! (au)

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fuel the writer? :’)

you’re all incredible and every ounce of support you give is just more fuel to this writing fire, which means more content for you!!

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sexy back? sexy, back

hello. i might be back

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Empire of Angels | Masterlist

Status: Coming May 10th! 

Pairing: Amelie Novak x Hitman!BuckyAU

Summary: Amelie Novak moved from New York to Boston to escape a shitty ex and to get a killer story. She just didn’t realize she’d meant that literally. 

Warnings: Some violence, mainly fluff and a pinch of angst for good measure and a good old fashion mystery 

Chapters [?]

Part One 

Part Two 

Part Three

Part Four

Part Five

Part Six

Part Seven 

Part Eight 

Part Nine 

Part Ten 

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A/N: This series follow Amelie from the Just Dumb Luck series. No need to have read it before hand but feel free to! I’d been dropping and picking this one up for a while and finally decided to do something about it. It plays off of details from the movies but tweaked in a way that fits this AU and the mystery setting. So here we go! <3 

p.s - I previously published the first part as Talk you out of it. It’s been edited and slightly revamped since then! 

*Let me know if you’d like to be tagged. The tag list is always open* 

Teaser Below!

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Odin: It’s difficult to live with a monster.

Odin: He tries too hard to be nice.

Loki: I made you tea.

Odin, drinking the tea: I didn’t ask for tea. *&^% you.

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Guessing Game

Notes: I created myself a little writing challenge for April. The challenge is a new song each day (Thanks to shuffling my iTunes library) to inspire a fic of some kind. I’ll listen to the song a few times, and then plan like mad when the inspiration hits.

April Writing Challenge Day 29 – Whisper (by Evanescence)

Characters: Loki x reader;

Summary: Loki wakes up from a nightmare and comes to find you- like you said he could. When you try and guess why he was awake, it leads to some untold feelings being unearthed.

Warnings: References to parent death; swearing; Loki absolutely has a dressing gown and slippers and no one can change my mind; angst with a happy ending (!)

Words: 2093

  The image of his mother was the last thing he saw before jolting awake, sweat clinging to his brow as he gripped the sheets. His chest ached from restricted breathing and he sat up, eyes scanning the room. Remembering where he was, he took a deep breath in and fell back onto the mattress, rubbing his face with his hands as if to erase the visions from his mind. Instead it only brought more painful memories and he clasped his hand over his mouth to stifle a sob. ‘It’s your fault she’s dead’ the phrase repeated itself over and over as the tears spilled down the side of his face. After a while, he calmed down and looked at the clock, silently cursing his sleep demons when it read 03:27. There was no chance he was going back to sleep now, so he donned his dressing gown and slippers before leaving his bedroom and heading to the kitchen.

He poured a glass of water and sighed before drinking the whole thing, staring at the empty glass like it betrayed him before placing it in the dishwasher. The quietness of the compound only reminded him how lonely and isolated he was; the other avengers were still slow to include him in the team- not that he expected anything less- and Thor was getting busier with missions and his scientist lover. The only person who did seem to care about him was you- Miss y/n, the teleporter who had been apart of the team for months before he arrived. Your humour and undiscriminating kindness was a shock for him, especially when he discovered you were an innocent bystander during his New York attack. The friendship had begun when, after a previous night terror, you had found him staring at a blank television screen in the living room. You stayed with him for the rest of the night, discussing all manner of things until you both fell asleep on the couch. It was the most peaceful 3 hours sleep he’d had in a while and- when you promised him that he could always come looking for you if he had trouble sleeping again- he realised he may have begun developing feelings for you, not that he would ever tell anyone. So it was no surprise to him when, as he rode the elevator back up to the bedrooms, he walked past his room and stood in front of your door.

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Hearts Entwined

Notes: I created myself a little writing challenge for April. The challenge is a new song each day (Thanks to shuffling my iTunes library) to inspire a fic of some kind. I’ll listen to the song a few times, and then plan like mad when the inspiration hits.

April Writing Challenge Day 23 – Waterfall (by Stargate feat. Sia and P!nk)

Characters:  Loki x reader; reader is no particular gender

Summary: Set before Thor (2011). Loki and you have been meeting in secret for a while, aware that your relationship may never see the light of day. Will you be able to withstand such obstacles?

Warnings: None? It’s pretty fluffy

Words: 2430

  “Hurry, y/n! The parade is starting soon!” Your mother shouted as she stood in the doorway. Having ushered your older brothers out, you were the last to leave and she was getting impatient of your dawdling. You were trying to fix your hair and make sure your outfit looked right. “Who are you trying to impress, the princes? Don’t be so foolish child.” She scolded as she grabbed your wrist and dragged you out of the house. The warm breeze whipped through your hair as you all ran through the streets. Everywhere around you was eerily empty, as if a plague had laid claim to the voices and souls of your neighbours. Once you’d reached the market, however, it was a different story. There were banners, music, laughter, all ready to welcome the visitation by King Odin and his family. Everyone was wearing their best gowns, beautiful colourful fabrics adorned by the many men, women and children who had come to show their support; you were glad you had made an effort, much to your mother’s displeasure.

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Sundays Are For Cuddles

Characters: Loki x reader

Summary: Three times Loki is a cuddly little bastard and you love it.

Thank you to the lovely anon who requested this, I’ve been in need of some good quality fluff.

Hi! I don’t know if you do requests but if you ads could you do a Loki x reader that’s basically the plot is just cuddling (ok bye have a nice day ❤️

Warnings: Minimal swearing (gasp); all of the fluff; so many cuddles; Loki is cuter than you can cope with.

Words: 1500

  You were stirred awake by the sound of a muffled alarm which was quickly silenced followed by a whispered swear word. Inhaling sharply, you turned to face the direction of the sound and blinked your eyes open, squinting at the bright light which was streaming through the gaps in the blinds. Your vision was blurred yet you could make out a dark figure which moved closer to you, black hair framing a pale face that smiled at you and you returned the gesture. “Mmmorning.” You slurred, sleep clung to your voice box, and you heard a soft chuckle as your eyes fluttered closed again. Cool arms wrapped around you, one under your neck and one over your waist, as your sleeping companion shuffled closer to you, entangling his legs with yours. You hummed in appreciation as he kissed your forehead, “It’s okay my darling, go back to sleep.” You were happy to comply but then remembered the alarm sound from before. “What time is it?” You croaked, tilting your head to try and look up. 

“It’s time to sleep.”

“Loki.” You warned, your face contorted into crumpled annoyance, an expression that the God of Mischief couldn’t help but adore. “Fucking tell me.” He scoffed at your sleepy rudeness, another thing he loved about you. “It’s Sunday, that’s all you need to know.” He whispered, pressing a kiss to your temple. He felt your body relax as you buried your face in the crook of his neck, lips caressing the sensitive skin. “I like Sundays.” You murmured, sleep very quickly taking you again as Loki chuckled softly, his fingers playing a lullaby on your back as he settled into your warmth and allowed himself to sleep as well.

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Fic Teasers | May 6, 2020

Hello!  Another two stories this week.  No smut, last week depleted my smut battery.  So instead you are getting fluff and maybe a bit of angst.  Tomorrow, May 7, 2020 is a Tom Hiddleston one shot called Ocean Eyes, this was a request. It is fun and fluffy.  And then on Saturday May 9, 2020, there will be a fluffy, angsty Loki one shot called You Shall Not Touch Her which was also a request.  

PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU WISH TO BE TAGGED ON ANY OF THESE STORIES OR WISH TO BE ADDED TO MY PERMANENT TAG LISTS (EVERYTHING, LOKI, TOM HIDDLESTON).  JUST SEND AN ASK, MESSAGE, OR REPLY TO THIS POST!

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Ocean Eyes | Tom Hiddleston x Reader

“I graduated from Cambridge in Classics. What’s the topic?” He leaned in close, scooting his chair around the table to sit next to you. His leg pressed against yours.

“Dickens.” you choked out.

“I adore Dickens. I happen to have read quite a bit of his through my work.”

You narrowed your eyes. “What exactly is your work?”

“I’m an actor. So… Dickens?”

“Yeah. The title is “You Can Be Useful to Us in a Hundred Different Ways”: A Study of Stage and Screen Adaptations of Dickens’s Nicholas Nickleby.”

Tom slapped his leg. “This is fate. I was in a production of Nicholas Nickleby.”

“What company?”

“BBC One.” Tom’s head dropped to his chest.

“Are you shitting me?” Your coffee cup dropped to the floor, spilling the dredges of tea onto the floor and Tom’s leg. “Fuck!”

“Don’t worry yourself. I have to shower anyway.” Tom snatched the cup off the floor. “Let me buy you a replacement.”

“That’s really…” Tom was already up and in line. “… not necessary.” your voice trailed off at the end.

Tom gave you a smile and wave from the line. Your cheeks heated, and you returned your attention to your screen. A coffee appeared next to you.

“Thank you, T—” You looked up to see a young male employee staring down at you.

“He asked me to give this to you. He apologizes, but he had to leave on a pressing matter.”

You Shall Not Touch Her | Loki x Reader

“You don’t have to go. I can make an excuse, something. I would hate to see any harm come to you.”

You held back a wince when Loki said “harm”. Perhaps you didn’t lie as well as you hoped.

“Nonsense. Why would any harm come to me from going out for a drink?” You tugged at your arm to continue but Loki tightened his grip, his nails dug into your skin.

“Exactly. Why would any harm come to you for going out for a drink?”

You glared at Loki before tugging your arm free. “I don’t know what you are insinuating, Loki.” You started back towards the tavern. Loki jogged to catch up with you.

“I’m just saying that if there is something going on at your home, you can talk to me. I can help.”

You smiled a false smile. “All is well, Loki. But I appreciate your concern.”

Loki fell behind to allow you to walk ahead. Loki discovered you were lying about your bruises some months ago.

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May Writing Challenge

So I’m working on my big crossover novel still, but to hold my prongsfoot muse over for a while I thought I’d give myself a writing challenge (since it looks like I won’t be going back to work in May).

1 fic per day for the month of May, any length, but must include the quote! Feel free to do the challenge with your OTP as well! Would love to see what others come up with.

1.      “What the fuck were you thinking?”

2.      “I need you.”

3.      “Stop lying to me.”

4.      “I don’t bite…unless you want me to.”

5.      “Why do you think you have to do everything on your own?”

6.      “You’re so hot when you’re angry.”

7.      “How do I look?” “Like my next bad decision.”

8.      “We’re in this together.”

9.      “I’m the princess, I have the crown.”

10.  “In my defense, I was left unsupervised.”

11.  “How are you still standing?”

12.  “What’s in it for me?”

13.  “You can’t honestly tell me you thought that would work.”

14.  “How could you say something like that to me?”

15.  “I never wanted this for you.”

16.  “He’s already three sheets to the wind. Let’s have a little fun.”

17.  Silence/Free Day

18.  “Let’s play a game.”

19.  “What happened to ‘Us against the world?’ Was that just bullshit too?”

20.  “God, just let me love you, you idiot!”

21.  “That tasted funny.”

22.  “Now say it like I’m actually supposed to believe it.”

23.  “We’re like Romeo and Juliet.” “Fuck Romeo and Juliet. Why choose Romeo and Juliet when Rosalind and Orlando exist?”

24.  “How much did we drink last night?”

25.  “I’m gonna ask you something and I need an honest answer.”

26.  “That whiskey has my name written all over it.”

27.  “Do you trust me?”

28.  “DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE!”

29.  “Make me.”

30.  “Last time we went out, I ended up in  some random dude’s bed with you pulling splinters out of my ass. No.” “You can’t expect that to happen again, though.” “With you? Yes, yes I totally can.”

31.  “You know what they say. Old habits die hard.”

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From a Safe Distance (Loki/Reader Lullabies #38)

Fandom: Marvel/Avengers

Pairing: Loki/Reader

Category: Fluff. Fluff without plot.

Rating: G.

Summary: When you first move into the Tower, Loki is skeptical. He lurks a little more than is seemly. But then things change one night.

Warnings/Notes: This is kiiind of an old request from @iammorethananame​. Relatively so, anyway. I just wanted to make sure I got it right! Yet another little piece for my Loki’s Lullabies collection–plotless little fluff-bombs meant to (hopefully!) help you sleep, or at least feel alright.  If there’s a specific action or line of dialogue that you’d like to read, please don’t be afraid to message it to me!

From a Safe Distance

When Stark moved you in to the floor that Loki shared with Thor, he was skeptical. Some base, territorial part of him wanted to puff up and snarl at the intruder, at you. He didn’t say anything out loud, partly because he was not some animalistic creature but also because he didn’t care to give Stark the chance to remind him that he was only here because of Thor’s goodwill.

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Lost

Whump, Loki x reader.

This is my first request, I hope you like it!

You’ve been captured by Thanos and Loki is beside himself. He doesn’t know how to save you. Can he save you? ~ This is going to be set during infinity war, I hope that’s okay. (Obviously where Loki doesn’t die in like the first 2 seconds) Also, in this fic Asgard is still destroyed, but not completely.

Requested by @lordpottermarvel

Word Count: 1603

Warnings: death, blood, mentions of torture

Any and all feedback welcome <3 seventh fic :)

Your head was pounding. You could hear it in your ears. You felt drained, and you were in pain. So much pain. No. You finally thought that it was the end. Why? Why wasn’t it the end? You were ready, you couldn’t take the pain anymore.

“Wake up!” You heard a voice shout. That voice. You slowly opened your eyes. Thanos. He’d been torturing you for days now. Days of relentless agony. He was Hell bent on finding Loki. He couldn’t have him ‘running around’ as he put it. He thought he would ruin whatever he was planning, that he knew too much. And of course, he was right. Loki had escaped Thanos (but only barely) and in return, he took you. You would do anything for him, so when you were taken and asked for his whereabouts and how he got away, you wouldn’t relent. And here you were, days later, beaten and bruised but remaining ever silent.

Loki couldn’t sleep, he couldn’t concentrate, he couldn’t function. It had been three days now since you had been taken and he couldn’t handle it. He had no idea where Thanos was, no idea how to get to him. All he wanted was to find you, to hold you in his arms and tell you that you were safe. But he couldn’t. You were lost, and he couldn’t find you.

“Loki, we briefly located Thanos but-,” Tony came in, face filled with worry.

“Then why aren’t we moving?” Loki hissed, as he began to head for the door.

“Loki, she’s not with him,” Tony couldn’t look him in the eyes.

He stopped in his tracks. No. They were wrong. He was not accepting this.

“Then you have it wrong!” He shouted, unable to contain his emotions.

“I’m telling you she’s not with him! We’re working to find Thanos again but-“

Loki cut in for the second time. “Well you aren’t working hard enough! What if it’s too late!? Where was he?”

“Asgard. He’s gone now but.. but y/n, we have reason to believe that he left her there,”

Loki knew what he was trying to insinuate, but he didn’t care what this mortal thought. He only cared about you. He would get to you, no matter how hard it was going to be. If Thanos killed him in the process, so be it. But Asgard? Why would he take you to Asgard? There was virtually nothing left to it.

You were lying on the ground. Isolated, alone and hurting. Thanos had left you to die, perhaps finally realising he had no use for you. He knew that you being dead was the worst punishment he could give Loki. No medicine nor magic could save you now. You were too far gone. Besides, all you really wanted was to see Loki one last time. If you died, here, tonight, you could handle it, if only to see him again. His soft blue eyes, glittering in the light. That beautiful smile, the smile he only shared with you. His warm embrace, his delicate touch. Just one more time. You were almost ready, but you held out hope for Loki to find you at the last moment.

Loki fought his way through the tower, filled with traitors who didn’t want him getting to you. They believed he was on a ‘suicide mission’, but what of it?. He ignored them, all he needed was you. Just you.

You could feel yourself slowly sinking into the world of the unknown. You were trying your best to hold on but with each passing second it was becoming more and more difficult. That’s when you heard it. A sort of whooshing sound, you couldn’t describe it. Now you were praying for death to come. What if Thanos had changed his mind?

“Y/n!” you heard someone call your name. It was muffled but you could recognise that voice anywhere. You wanted to shout and scream, anything to let him know where you were. But you couldn’t. You couldn’t move, you could barely speak above a whisper.

“Loki,” you choked out, tears rolling down your face, “Loki please!” You sobbed, desperate for him to find you. You were shaking. “Please,” you whispered.

Loki couldn’t find you anywhere. He hadn’t been back to Asgard since he blew it up. But he didn’t care about that now. It was dark, he could barely see anything. He was running in all directions frantically when he heard it, a small cry. He followed the echo and was led to heartbreak. There you were, resting in a pool of your own blood. He ran to you. Your lips and nose were bloody, your clothes ripped and there were various wounds all over your body. One of your eyes was purple, no doubt from a beating. It was all too much. Then, then he saw it. The large and bloody gash in your abdomen. No.

“Y/n my love,” he says, kneeling at your side and taking you in his arms. “It’s okay, you’re safe now. I’m going to save you,”

“N-no, it’s okay,” you whisper.

“No, it’s not. You’re going to be fine, you-“

“Loki, I love you. But it’s okay, I would rather die than betray you. That is what I chose. It’s okay,”

“But I’m here now y/n, it’s going to-“

“Shhh, Loki,” you look into his eyes and smile, one single tear escaping and trailing down the side of your face. “There’s no saving me, I’m ready. We will see each other again, I am sure of it. I love you,”

Tears begin to fall from his pained eyes. He cradles you, kissing your forehead, whispering ‘I love you’ repeatedly. You’re smiling up at him, admiring his face. He was your one true love. How lucky you were, to have been with him, to have held and kissed him. Your own love. With the feeling and thought of Loki present with you now, you closed your eyes and accepted freedom.

Loki watched the life drain from your once beautiful, striking eyes. He watched as you shut them slowly, smile slowly fading as you took your last breath. He cried out, unable to take the suffering. You were gone, forever. He brought you closer to him and rocked you back and forth, his cheek against your forehead. Never again would he hear your sweet laugh, never again would he feel your skin against his, never again would he see you smile at him. Never again. He lifted his head and looked at you. Pain flooded into him as he cried for his love. Half of himself had died along with you.

“Pity really, she was a damn good fighter,”

Loki froze. Not a chance. He closed his eyes, praying to the Gods this was all a dream, a form of torture, anything. His fists clenched. It wasn’t pain he was feeling now, it was rage. Unstoppable, fiery rage.

“I was trying to be symbolic by bringing her here. In the end I’ve found it’s more twisted than anything” he smiled “twistedly symbolic, heh” he laughed.

Loki looked up from your lifeless, cold body. Thanos.

“Hello Loki, are you ready?” He snarled. “To follow in your lover’s footsteps?!”

As he finished, he charged for Loki and landed one large punch to his stomach sending him flying backwards. He stood up, his will unwavering, and took out one of his blades.

“You think that will stop me?” He laughed sinisterly.

“No,” Loki said smiling as he turned around “I think this can stop you,” he said smiling as he turned his head. Thanos followed his gaze.

Behind Loki stood the avengers, ready and prepared for whatever Thanos could bring. They were ready, and so was Loki.

Thanos looked less than pleased but that didn’t break his spirit. He charged for the lot of them and they charged for him. It seemed to be going in their favour, Thanos was visibly struggling. There was hope.

Then he screamed. So loudly it hurt. And then they came. His own little band of warriors, ready to lay down their lives for him at his command. It was certainly a challenge now. Thor and Tony were handling Thanos for now and so the rest of them headed for the small army headed their way. Amongst the clashing of blades and bone, Loki heard an all too familiar scream.

“No!” Thor cried out from the ground. Loki whipped around. His brother had been stabbed, but he could see the damage was reversible. Thanos lifted his arm high, ready to take another swipe at him. But he missed.

“Loki NO!”

Loki fell to the floor, a blade sticking out from his chest. He’d saved him. He couldn’t save y/n and that was torture enough, but he was given a second chance. And that was Thor. He barely heard Thor’s cries, he couldn’t hardly see or hear anything. Blood was pooling around him, staining his emerald green clothes.

“Brother! No!” Thor ran to Loki’s side.

“It’s alright. You, you were my second chance. And now… I - I get to see her..” his vision dimmed, darkness was taking him away from the land of the living. He wasn’t afraid. He was ready.

“Loki,” a soft voice whispered. He opened his eyes. The light hurt. He couldn’t see anything. But slowly, his eyes came into focus. It was you. You were smiling down at him, your hair flowing down freely. Your wounds were gone, blood washed away. You were so beautiful.

You put your hand to his face, smile widening. “Hello my love,”

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Others in the Tattoo AU:  Thor | Steve Rogers | Tony Stark | Bucky Barnes | Natasha Romanov

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