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[lollipipz]

The topic of unplanned pregnancy comes up at a friend's gathering and i was like.. damn everyone's saying they will keep the baby, and my inner self is like, i will xxlive myself if it happens to me.

I have problems(undiagnose mental health problems), my salary is barely enough for me. I can't afford another mouth to feed. And I'm scared..

Whenever i feel pressured, i just have this mindset to end it all.

I'm not ready yet for any responsibility.

I think i never will.

[lollipipz]

[lollipipz]

Don't threaten me with a break up because i will agree to it immediately, even if i love you.

I will let you go, because it's you who decided that it's over, i don't want to be a stupid woman running after for your affection that is no longer there.

Yes it will hurt me, but i will manage, i will move on even if it takes me years.