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For years I asked, pleaded for a chance to own my work. Instead I was given an opportunity to sign back up to Big Machine Records and ‘earn’ one album back at a time, one for every new one I turned in. I walked away because I knew once I signed that contract, Scott Borchetta would sell the label, thereby selling me and my future. I had to make the excruciating choice to leave behind my past. Music I wrote on my bedroom floor and videos I dreamed up and paid for from the money I earned playing in bars, then clubs, then arenas, then stadiums. 

Some fun facts about today’s news: I learned about Scooter Braun’s purchase of my masters as it was announced to the world. All I could think about was the incessant, manipulative bullying I’ve received at his hands for years. 

Like when Kim Kardashian orchestrated an illegally recorded snippet of a phone call to be leaked and then Scooter got his two clients together to bully me online about it. (See photo) Or when his client, Kanye West, organized a revenge porn music video which strips my body naked. Now Scooter has stripped me of my life’s work, that I wasn’t given an opportunity to buy. Essentially, my musical legacy is about to lie in the hands of someone who tried to dismantle it.

This is my worst case scenario. This is what happens when you sign a deal at fifteen to someone for whom the term ‘loyalty’ is clearly just a contractual concept. And when that man says ‘Music has value’, he means its value is beholden to men who had no part in creating it. 

When I left my masters in Scott’s hands, I made peace with the fact that eventually he would sell them. Never in my worst nightmares did I imagine the buyer would be Scooter. Any time Scott Borchetta has heard the words ‘Scooter Braun’ escape my lips, it was when I was either crying or trying not to. He knew what he was doing; they both did. Controlling a woman who didn’t want to be associated with them. In perpetuity. That means forever. 

Thankfully, I am now signed to a label that believes I should own anything I create. Thankfully, I left my past in Scott’s hands and not my future. And hopefully, young artists or kids with musical dreams will read this and learn about how to better protect themselves in a negotiation. You deserve to own the art you make.

I will always be proud of my past work. But for a healthier option, Lover will be out August 23. 

Sad and grossed out,

💔

Taylor

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Hi! It’s been a while

I thought as this blog like a scape, but to scape you need time to plan it.

I don’t remember what time is, ir what it felt like. I have good plans for this summer. Stay tune! 🙏🏻🙏🏻

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No te sientas mal por creer que tu físico no es el mejor o el que cumpla con los estándares de belleza de este siglo, recuerda que la belleza va más alla de un cuerpo o cara bonita, con el tiempo todo ello se deteriora, pero lo que realmente dura, es el corazón, el alma la esencia de la persona, eso es lo que cuenta no una cara o un cuerpo.

Consejos para L.

Chica Lunar (L.C)

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Well, today I’m here to recommend you an artista that I’ve discover in one of my library mornings. He’s Banners and I could describe his music as how you feel walking in the streets on London (or as Indie Rock you know). I hope his music relaxes you as it does with me.

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Well, exam in 15 minutes! If you could see inside of my head you’d find that 🙄

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Tomorrow

Exam day. My head is so full with data and stress that I can barely remember my name. In days like today and tomorrow I have to make an effort just to remind my self why I am in this college degree, what’s my purpose.

Father’s Day but my head is thinking about muscles and senses and brains, they call it Histology of the Nervous System, I call it torture.

That’s it, I thought it, I said it, I wrote it.

I won’t be happy until I walk out of the exam tomorrow

Bye

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Tired but living, isn’t that a good reason to smile?

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I’ve learnt to follow my derrama no mártires what, that’s what my parents told me... But they never give me a true example of it, a real mirror in which that lesson could reflect.

Now that I’m 20 years old and I’m on my way of making my dreams come true, I finally found my mirror. Nobody knew Alfred García until one year ago he ended 4th in a Spanish contest, now he’s touring the whole country singing his first album.

Listen 1016 (his album) on Spotify in you can, it’s worth it

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The Start

The last 18 months I’ve been focusing in college, in Medicine, in having good marks and succeed.

But I’ve realised that I haven’t enjoyed this new era in my life thought it has brought me joy and happiness most of the time.

Probably the “tired version of me” is the one who’s writing right now, and what she needs is to share this experience before she ends up drowing in it, but I’m gonna let her take the lead for once.

Salvador Dalí was one of the best artists in the surrealism movement who has given the world iconic art that’s still recognised. In surrealism there was a inner movement in which they tried to make paintings and poems right before they fell asleep, it was a form of creation and inspiration, looking for new things to contribute to the art world.

I am always in this edge between my real life and the oniric surrealism, welcome to my madness