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[ Independent Yoosung Kim roleplay blog || Selective || Written by Alice ]

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(     *     BETWEEN SHADES OF GRAY PROMPTS   !    

——     ruta sepetys.

❛  have you ever wondered what a human life is worth?  ❜

❛  sometimes there is such beauty in awkwardness.  ❜

❛  was it harder to die, or harder to be the one who survived?  ❜

❛  i’m thinking of you. are you maybe thinking of me?  ❜

❛  sometimes kindness can be delivered in a clumsy way.  ❜

❛  don’t be scared. don’t give them anything, not even your fear.  ❜

❛  love reveals to us the truly miraculous nature of the human spirit.  ❜

❛  i planted a seed of hatred in my heart.  ❜

❛  only then can we ensure that this kind of evil is never allowed to repeat itself.  ❜

❛  you stand for what is right, without the expectation of gratitude or reward.  ❜

❛  we’re dealing with two devils who both want to rule hell.  ❜

❛  what was life asking of me?  ❜

❛  a wrongdoing doesn’t give us the right to do wrong.  ❜

❛  good men are often more practical than pretty.  ❜

❛  they’re wrong. and don’t ever allow them to convince you otherwise. ❜

❛  paint it as you see it.  ❜

❛  let’s just say i’ve met a lot of dead people.  ❜

❛  it was the one thing i never questioned. i wanted to live.  ❜

❛  our sense of humor. they can’t take that away from us, right?  ❜

❛  god grant that we are all together again next year.  ❜

❛  a guilty conscience is not worth extra food.  ❜

❛  why are you breaking your beautiful things?  ❜

❛  evil will rule until good men or women choose to act.  ❜

❛  you think of nothing but yourself.  ❜

❛  can it really be so hard to die?  ❜

❛  what if we were digging our own grave?  ❜

❛  success meant survival. failure meant death.  ❜

❛  i wanted life. i wanted to survive.  ❜

❛  we’re dealing with two devils who both want to rule hell.  ❜

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SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).

SIX WORDS .

❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞ ❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞ ❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞ ❝ & we never talked after that. ❞ ❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞ ❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞ ❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞ ❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞ ❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞ ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞ ❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞ ❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞ ❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞ ❝ when can you just be mine? ❞ ❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞ ❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞ ❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞ ❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞ ❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞ ❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞ ❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞ ❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞ ❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞ ❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞ ❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞ ❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞ ❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞ ❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞ ❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞ ❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞

TEN WORDS .

❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞ ❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞ ❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞ ❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞ ❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞ ❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞ ❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞ ❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞ ❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞ ❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞ ❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞ ❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞ ❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞ ❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞ ❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞ ❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞ ❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞ ❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞ ❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞ ❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞ ❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞ ❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞ ❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞

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Deep Ass Starters.

Sometimes it's hard to get in depth with your muse and their backstory, because you can't figure out how to bring those things up with others. Here are a couple of starters intended to make things a little more personal!

"What's holding you back?"

"I'm not comfortable with this conversation."

"Will you /ever/ be comfortable with this conversation?"

"Let me in sometime!"

"It's not that easy, you know."

"Help me understand."

"It's hard to connect with someone when all they do is push you away."

"Why are you always so cold?"

"Why are you always so happy?"

"Are you really happy now?"

"Who hurt you this badly to make you this way?!"

"What, did your ex mess you up that badly?!"

"Why do you keep fighting it any time you feel?"

"It's a problem, I get it."

"This is all kinds of messed up."

"That's not exactly a good coping method."

"So what happened, with your parents, really?"

"What was your childhood like?"

"Everyone has at lest a little bit of mommy/daddy issues. It's nothing to be ashamed of."

"My parents aren't exactly perfect models, either."

"You were bullied? What for?"

"Was it hard? Coming out, I mean."

"You can't just run away all the time."

"You can't just hide all the time."

"Are you still thinking about them?"

"I'm not the enemy here. But this makes me wonder who the real one is for you."

"Is the reason you're so cold and defensive because you feel threatened?"

"How long has it been since you last spoke to them?"

"You never talk about it, why?"

"How come you're so different around them?"

"It's like you don't have a care or worry in the world."

"You seem so perfect. I don't get it."

"What was your ex like?"

"I don't think I was ever good enough for them."

"Are you not comfortable being intimate?"

"Why don't you feel comfortable being intimate?"

"Letting someone see you that vulnerable, it's a scary thing."

"Are you scared of being hurt?"

"Have you ever been taken advantage of?"

"Why are you afraid of saying I love you?"

"I never understood how someone could say those words so easily."

"You're hurting others the way you've been hurt in the past, don't you think that's ironic?"

"You use people to make yourself feel better."

"I'm scared of being used again..."

"Losing someone isn't easy, but you're making it harder than it needs to be."

"How long has it been since you lost them?"

"You're too attached."

"I'm not attached, I'm just comfortable with what I'm familiar to."

"Maybe the real reason you're so controlling is because, deep down you'd rather have them in your grasp than lose them."

"Why did you ever break up?" / "Why did we ever break up?"

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Alice endless list of blogs, this time Mystic Messenger and Yuri on ice Edition

Under the cut are some of my blogs, just in case someone is interested haha

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This is Mystic Messenger’s new OP movie. I hope you guys like it

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Dark Sentence Starters

“It’s just easier to shut yourself away, caring just leads to more hurt than the loneliness does”

“You thought you were important? Idiot, cry until you drown for all I care”

“I can keep you down here forever, tormenting you until you beg me for death, the most slow and painful death for you my dear”

“These scars will reopen, you’ve made me do it before, and you’ll make me do it again”

“Get out, don’t act like you care! I know you don’t, how do I know you’re even real?? GET OUT!!!”

“I’m just nobody without alcohol and drugs, people love me when I’m high and tripping over myself, they wouldn’t love me like this”

“You’re not who you used to be, I don’t think who you are is who I need anymore”

“Worthless, can’t you see it? That’s all I am!… I’m sorry”

“I already took the pills!! What can you do now??? It’s too late!”

“Just one more shot and I’ll get clean, I promise, just one more…”

“You didn’t love me before, so why when I make myself bleed do you suddenly care??”

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[Since those things get around much faster and I really need a few active Mystic Messenger roleplayers (since the fandom is almost dead by now) can you please reblog/like this if you would interact with a Mystic Messenger Roleplay blog that has only Yoosung, V and Unknown? I will check your blog out and follow you then!!~ ]

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[ Okay, so can you please do me a favour and like/reblog this when you’re an active Mystic Messenger Roleplayer? I need some people to interact with, thank you! ]

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[ Okay, so can you please do me a favour and like/reblog this when you’re an active Mystic Messenger Roleplayer? I need some people to interact with, thank you! ]