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I'm ao fucking tired. I'm tired of all of this. I just want to be content with myself. I was so fuckjng close

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Everytime I try to get ready to go out I have a meltdown and I hate it and my boyfriend gets stressed with me and I'm just fucking everything up. I lost all my hard work bc I was weak. Last night I couldn't put on my new jeans and then my bf'a sister strolls in complaing about how her dress is too loose

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I have been binging for 4 months straight and I cannot stop. I losing to willpower to stop myself from purging. None of my clothes fit anymore. I don't have my dad anymore. This is hell.

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I want to kill myself and be with my dad. I'm done, all I'm doing is getting fatter and more depressed. I hate waking up everyday. I just don't care anymore.

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I've put on 17lbs on i am going to kms

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Why is restricting after binging so fucking difficult 😭😭 my dad died and I've been binging for 2 months straight and I've gotten so fucking fat and I can't even manage loosing weight at a normal rate ffs

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me: I’m doing pretty well, I feel pretty good me ten minutes later: not once in my life have I ever been ok

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me: i hate boys boy: *slightly pays attention to me* me: 😩😩😍😍💦

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anyone else just decaying

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So my dad died.... fucking hell I dont even know how to cope

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I tried to do it i tried to recover and all I did was binge for 2 weeks straight and my dad is still so fucking ill and I feel so bad for coming back here but idk how to cope

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Attention:

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Science: the average person burns 1500 - 2000 naturally. if you ate 3000 calories today, you won’t gain even half a pound.

Me: *eats 900 calorie meal* *gains 8kg*

Me:

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long overdue for a scream in the woods