Hi my names london i'm 14 years old and im new here i just post whatever i want and this is pretty much my diary!
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Identity
This a lil poem i made
ole girl your stunning why hide yo beauty you over here looking as gorgeous as a pearl,
but don't wanna stunt it,
got the gorgeous eyes lips and the body but you scared to embrace it
feeling uncomfy with femininity, I feel like a man with my harry legs and
short kinky hair and pimples on the side of my face
tryna embrace my beauty on a daily but it's hard when u got
folks on the internet telling you ain't shit
gender identity is constantly on my mind I don't know
if I'm a man or woman or neither!
what is femininity I don't even know no mo, folks got different definitions of femininty
and I'm still tryna find mine
I'm over here tryna find an aesthetic and struggling cause i don't even know of what I like.
I wanna be loved, I wanna be seen, I wanna be admired, I wanna be lusted for by men and women
do i really want that?
why I'm I over here constantly looking for validation I feel like I've been doing this my whole life
I don't even know myself...
what the hell do I even want!
folks over here telling you to be yo self but as soon as you do your criticized
fucking hypocrites
I don't even know myself...
continually tryna please others and make others comfortable
over here asking for guidance from the cards and my ancestors aint even taking it!
WHAT'S THE POINT.
out here imagining myself as this ethereal being in my head with long hair and a curvy body and
flowing ethereal clothing thru the man's eyes.
questioning whether i like men or when or have I convinced myself I like men??
am i even a woman..
I feel so lost and confused
i feel like an empty shell walking endlessly on earth
my path is to shine bright and be myself but boy am i failing.
by ole girl.
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