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tuesday in my moleskine pocket daily diary 💌

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12 - 13 мая 💜🤎🖤

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studying so that i can be better than everyone i hate

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mossy

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20250518

I've made the mistake of reducing many of my hobbies to work. Moreover, it has often been work to serve someone else opposed to myself. The key example I inevitably keep returning to is the practice of keeping a notebook, both how I keep it and what I keep. Much of it has been informed by external sources solving external problems, instead of being focused on helping me solve whatever problem I have. To no one's surprise, practices with such flawed foundations often end up being draining. I'm trying to re-evaluate my notebooks, but in a way that I don't overcomplicate things needlessly. After all, I don't live to work.

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Joy Sullivan, “In This New Life”, Instructions for Traveling West

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the older i get, the more i need time & personal space to be as boring as possible

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Moved back into my Tragen cover for May, put blue lead in my mechanical pencil ✦

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The resolution to my journaling slump was to return to my filofax 🖋️

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Relics from a book fair in Beijing

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Updated sections, tighter structure, and a bit of planner magic. My EDC is slowly becoming everything I need it to be — and maybe a little more.

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Life lately 001 — my Filofax Ranger in personal size aka my EDC

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Planning my week with my Filofax Ranger by my side and a pistachio croissant within reach. My Hobonichi is never too far away, but the Ranger holds the everyday. Slow mornings like these make everything feel a bit more manageable.

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🍄 One Thousand American Fungi by Charles McIlvaine & Robert K. Macadam