lonelybxtch

[lonelybxtch]

[lonelybxtch]

[lonelybxtch]

The feminine urge to just text him “ i wanna fuck you rn idc if it’s illegal i can no longer take the tension it’s fucken with me do you want me or not “

[lonelybxtch]

When thoughts turn to sins.

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i need him to hold me in his lap and whisper to me and give me back rubs and let me wear his sweater and kiss my head and

[lonelybxtch]

sooo I met him today for the first time in 12 weeks (totally did not leave class on purpose to walk into him noo). let me tell u. was like meeting an angel. his eyes his thighs (he wore shorts) just everything 😫

tbh i was scared i might have created an idealised picture of him in these 12 weeks and would be kinda turned off in real-life now but it was the exact opposite. felt like everything i ever felt but 10 times more intense xD in conclusion: i am f*cked

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Can't stop thinking about him, literally 24/7. Meanwhile, he's probably out there living his best life without even giving me a second thought for the past six weeks. 🙃

[lonelybxtch]

cuddling with him would fix all my mental issues 🤷🤷

[lonelybxtch]

decided to send 🌱 a birthday message today. he left me on read. 😮‍💨

lowkey feeling like shit now.

[lonelybxtch]

Co-Star a little too personal today 🫡

[lonelybxtch]

on days like this, i want my badass-self back that i was a few months ago... instead, i feel like trash all day because we did not meet today :/

[lonelybxtch]

i yearn for physical contact with him… something as simple as our hands brushing together accidentally while reviewing an assignment, him putting his hand on my back gently for a moment to move past me, sitting next to me and our knees accidentally touching but neither of us pull away… god, i just want to be close to him.

[lonelybxtch]

i need to feel his hands on my waist

[lonelybxtch]

[lonelybxtch]

I love older educated sweet man (him)

[lonelybxtch]

it's probably bc i will not see him for 12 weeks now 😮‍💨

[lonelybxtch]

last night, I had a super intense dream about me and 🌱 cuddling, and now I just wanna go back to that :((