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She gives the woman a quick hug, a flood of 'thank yous' spilling from her lips, grateful for her kindness. Leaning her arms on the bar top, she glances at the other blonde. "I'm thinking shots," she says with a grin. "You know, to celebrate. What exactly? I’m not sure, but we can definitely find something."

@esmemaxwcll

Esme wasn't planning on coming out tonight, but after much consideration, she figured why not get out and live a little. Something she rarely does that didn't fit in her schedule. "Hey! Yeah come join." She said laughing, "What do you want to drink?"

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Her eyes narrowed at the redhead, trying to get her to stop talking before the crowd around them caught on to what was happening. A smug smirk spread across her lips as her friend realized the situation. "Excuse me, ma'am, but aren't you the one who taught me this little trick?" she said, raising an eyebrow. "Because the last time I checked, I learned a lot from the best," she added in a sing-song voice.

She rested her head on Sloane's shoulder, wrapping her arms around her friend. "You'll move to the top of my besties list if you get me a lemon drop shot; you'll bump Sterling back down to second place," she joked.

Sloane had come with the best intentions, heels, a very well put together outfit, immaculate hair, but that had all long been abandoned as soon as sand started getting involved. Now she was bare foot as she craned her neck to see how many more people were in front of her before she got to the bar, needing something to drink stat. Not just because she was feeling dangerously lucid, but also because she needed a few shots to take back to Axel in the hope it would get him onto the dance floor. “What the fu-…” Sloane broke off as Rowan greeted her with surprise, looking around as if she might be talking to someone else. “I saw you like twenty minutes ago…what are you even going on about?” Before clocking, a roll of her eyes along with a small smile. “Oh you can’t be bothered to line up - spare me the theatrics Ro, you know I’ll just get you your drink anyway.” The redhead laughed. @lonelyhcart

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“I don’t have a plan. Phoebe, do you have a plan?”

“I don’t even have a pla.”

Friends (1994-2004)

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• open : @aurorabaystarter (CLOSED) • where : end of summer bash / beach party. • time : Friday, 11 pm pst.

The heels she had arrived in had long since been abandoned, scattered somewhere amidst the sandy floor as her bare feet danced on the grains. The pulsing music coursed through her veins as she guided her movements towards the edge of the makeshift dance floor. Her eyes scanned the crowd, searching for a familiar face at the bar, before squeezing her petite frame between the packed partygoers. "Hey, I didn't know you were coming out tonight," she exclaimed, her voice brimming with cheerful surprise. "Mind if I order with you," she asked with an arch brow, "I'll cover the tab."

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[ 😱 ] does your muse have any specific fears? where did those fears come from?

"I think... I think I have a fear of being unlovable," she says, her voice tinged with vulnerability. "Like I'm not worthy of anyone's time or love. It's been something that's crossed my mind since I was a child, especially after my mother left. I still don't get it," she says, shaking her head in disbelief. "How you can birth two children, spend the first couple of years with said children, and then just run off with the new flavor of the week. It just doesn't make sense to me.""

"I also fear that I'll end up like her," she says, her voice tinged with apprehension. "That when the right person comes along, if they ever do, I'll find a way to make them hate me, or just vanish in the middle of the night like she had. Leaving behind whatever lives we had built ourselves for some douchebag I just met at a bar."

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"Whatever you say, boss lady," she replies, sipping from her shake. "Just point me in the right direction, and I'll start asking questions." Rowan's eager to learn the ropes, knowing it won't be quite like the spooky shows she binged during the Halloween season.

"We've got holy water, right?" she asks with an arched eyebrow. "You know, just in case things get wild and the waitress over there starts crab-walking or somethin'."

"Yeah, he went back to a location just to apologize, so I guess that's good on him? Don't worry about it, I've got a lot of stuff here." And by that she meant she had her iPhone to record with, the REM pod, and a little recorder. It was enough in her eyes.

"I mean, it's three in the morning, there's not a ton of people here. I think we'll be okay to just start going."

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Her arms are piled high with an assortment of items as she weaves through the crowded store aisles. She almost feels like she's stumbled into a coming-of-age movie scene, dancing through the sea of people waiting in line as an upbeat MGMT song plays in her right ear. It's just as she's about to turn down the final aisle that she suddenly jumps, sucking in a sharp breath as her eyes scan over the male in front of her.

Despite her best efforts, a quiet laugh escapes her lips at the pun, even as she internally scolds herself for reacting that way. It's an odd sight to see him like this - the Wes she had once known always had a way with words, but the man standing before her now seems to be fumbling over them. "Hi," she says softly, awkwardly shifting the items in her arms in an attempt to distribute their weight more evenly. "I'd hope those aren't for you, by the way," she adds, her eyes gesturing towards the diapers in his hand. "That would be a really odd kink," she jokes.

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where: grocery store

Wes was on his way home from a early shift at Neptune and he was asked to stop by the store to buy more diapers for Elise. He was on his way to the front of the store when he turned the corner and nearly ran into Rowan. It was unfortunate they kept meeting like this but Wes was almost glad because he knew that Rowan still had him blocked and he wanted to give her a proper apology. Holding diapers in the middle of a grocery store wasn't where he was hoping to do it, but it happened and he'd at least ask for her number or something.

"Hi. Sorry, I-- You know, wasn't looking where I was going and like, duty calls." He held up the diapers in his hand as though to make a pun that he mentally slapped himself for. Could he be more awkward? "They're for my daughter. I probably didn't have to explain that. Um... let me start over. Hi."

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meme day

⤿   headcanon memes; comfort character edition. ⤿ "eavesdrop" meme. ⤿ 2 headcanons for our muses (✿).

amara . jace . rowan

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The blonde simply nods as the woman repeats his name, realizing from the look on her face that she’s made a mistake. Her brown eyes scan the room, searching for anything or anyone that could help her escape the awkward situation she had unexpectedly landed herself in. Eventually, her gaze lands back on the blonde across from her, recognizing that there was no way to escape this one. Clearing her throat, she begins to speak, forcing a smile onto her face. "Uh, yeah. We go way back," deliberately keeping it brief. "I haven't talked to him in forever, though, and I have to admit I'm a bit annoyed that he never mentioned how beautiful his family was." She speaks, hoping to lighten the mood, even if it stings her just a little to say those words. "Well, it's nice to finally meet you two." she says, offering the woman a hand to shake "I'm Rowan, Rowan Dyers."

Liza just shook her head, still smiling politely at her, "Not at all, but I had some errands to run so the stroller does help with being able to put bags and things below." She explained easily, about to properly introduce herself before she continued rambling at this poor girl--but then Wes' name was dropped and Liza paused, the smile fading off her face just slightly, her expression shifting into one of confusion. "Wes?" She echoed softly, not sure exactly of that little feeling in the pit of her stomach as she glanced to the section in question before just nodding. "Yeah...maybe. You know Wes?" You know me? "I uh, well, hi! I'm Liza. And this is Elise."

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She's not surprised about Sterling's answer, aware of the new predicament her friend had found herself in. "Yeah, of course not, I always knew you were a passenger princess," she jokes as she takes her first step off the porch and begin there small walk to Rowan's vehicle. "How are you feeling, by the way." She ask, as she steals a glance at her friend. "Have you broken the news to Sunny yet?" She questions, curious to see how the young child was handling the news of their family not only growing by one, but possibly two.

@sterlingxlevin

"When we get back I'll let you look through my closet and you can borrow whatever you want." Besides, the farther along Sterling was in her pregnancy, the tighter her clothes fit. She'd have to retire some of her outfits for a while in just a few months and she believed they were too cute to sit in a closet for months to potentially become a moth's midnight snack. "Would you mind?" She asked, knowing that she'd been feeling a bit sick in the car as of late. It seemed it would be easier to focus on not throwing up if she didn't have to watch the road.

"Is there anything in particular you're looking for on this little shopping spree?" Sterling asked as they made their way to the car.

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She playfully mimics him, her head tilting allowing blonde hairs to cascade down from her bun. "Maybe someone lookin' to get fucked up, Jay?'" She retorts. Extending her arm across the bar, she reached for his glass with a manicured hand. "Hard, obviously," she spoke confidently, as if everyone should know the answer. ''Just the basics, I think.. Vodka, gin, rum, peach schnapps, and blue curaçao.'" She says as she eagerly brings the glass to her lips, taking a long, satisfying sip and dramatically popping her lips as she pulled the glass away. "It's like a reward."

@jaywinstcn

His head tilts to the side as his gaze remains on the blonde in front of him. "What makes you think someone would want to drink somethin' called a Trashcan, Row?" He glances down to the glass in his hand, furrowing his brow as she explains what's in it. It wasn't exactly terrible but there are some liquors that should have never been created. "Every liquor or just the hard liquors?"

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💀 + peyton

Rowan: omg, the one time i really need u to answer ur phone & u don't Rowan: my tire popped 😭 Rowan: and dad is busy Rowan: 🆘 Rowan: if i end up getting murdered while i wait for you, i hope kali drags ur name through the mud when she makes an episode about me.

@pytndyer & ft. @screamqueen-slater

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🗑️ a text that wasn’t sent + kate

Wes: Have you ever done something really stupid that you regret? I hurt someone I really care about and I don't know how to fix it and I wish I could go back and do things differently... @katexharmon @lonelyhcart

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💡 a scared text.

Rowan: SloaNE Rowan: a bird just flew into my apartment Rowan: IDK WHAT TO DO Rowan: HOW DO I GET IT OUT Rowan: i'm actuaLLY hiding in the hall bathroom rn Rowan: send help, i don't want to die in here

@dancingdanvers

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🗑️ a text that wasn’t sent. + rowan !

Wes: Rowan Evans? Im sorry for how things turned out but we weren’t that serious, were we?

Wes: did you block me cuz you’re not answering your phone and my texts aren’t sending

Wes: I’m sorry

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From nearly 2 years ago

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📔- A memory from a journal/diary entry

"I've never been a journal person, they always required too much upkeep for me. But, I do love sharing my thoughts on social media. This tweet is one of my all-time favorites. "

ft. @wesxevans